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Punk Elf

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Posted: Sat Jan 22, 2005 6:00 pm

I'm sick of living. I just want to sleep and everyone to leave me alone, everything is just one ******** up after another crying crying crying somebody please kill me.............. I wanna be dead............... crying

Posted: Sat Jan 22, 2005 7:43 pm

Don't say that.... crying crying crying crying crying crying gonk

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Posted: Sat Jan 22, 2005 7:59 pm

aw.... At least you don;t love a guy who hasn't called you for a month or two and when you called didn't even know it was you and was at a club. crying And you aren't banned from every friend that you make...... DAMNIT! *curls up in covers and crys with Punk Elf*

Posted: Sat Jan 22, 2005 8:04 pm

I'm so in over my head. I'm running out of things to say. Running out of places to hide. Yes it is going dark...and I love it...and I love my distorted drawings ythat show a hidden message that no one can under stand. Every one but me that is.
I have no power over my shaking hands when I draw. I turn into a drone of my own emotions, but they fall on to my paper. I could close my eyes and let the led and charol fall around my pale fingers. I know when I opened them It would turn into something lovely and worth saving. It is'nt what I wished for, but what I've always been happy to have. I can sit in a dark room and return to the bright world freash and new, knowing my happieness is just a pencil and paper away is temping...But happieness is so hard to hold threw self comfert. Dwelling on The past and drawing it out on paper only leaves me with a bitter tast in my mouth...So what should I do?
I dance around you all, eyes closed and soul free.

^from my myspace jounal...moi.. http://profiles.myspace.com/users/15372837

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+LadyChiro+

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Posted: Sat Jan 22, 2005 8:06 pm

yeah... when ever I get depressed I turn it into poems and enter them at Poetry.com

I'm Alex Justine Mitchell on the site.
Yes, both of them are me.

-_- *curls up even more in the blanket.

Posted: Sat Jan 22, 2005 10:15 pm

~curls up in a corner~ When I'm sad I listen to music... and sometimes I cry......and, WHY DO I FEEL LIKE BARFING!? DANGIT, must be the laughing....WHY WOULD ANYONE MAKE A JAKEN-THEMED EPISODE?! DAMNIT! AND WHY AM I WATCHING IT?! Beats me....it's just funny.....

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Posted: Sat Jan 22, 2005 11:48 pm

Isn't it odd how desperately one person can want to be left alone by everyone, while another person who has been deserted by all can yearn for company. Strange how these things. Like a twisted cosmic balance or some such thing.

Posted: Sun Jan 23, 2005 11:07 am

Eccentric Enigma

Isn't it odd how desperately one person can want to be left alone by everyone, while another person who has been deserted by all can yearn for company. Strange how these things. Like a twisted cosmic balance or some such thing.

Though many strive for the company of any other, Most the time it is about this persons yearly childhood. When neglected as a child depprestiopn comes back in teenaged years. Things that may hit other people lightly, may take a much larger toll on others. I do have a line of this illness in my family. Though many donot have it, a few family mebers have had this probelm of going out into the real world.
Depresstion can take over ones life, but when called out as an illness..I thik that people want to be heard and want to be noticed...for some depresstion for the world to see is how they do that..

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Punk Elf

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Posted: Sun Jan 23, 2005 4:44 pm

Why must all become so icredibly poopy..........................
Now I'm kind of just empty feeling............
oh ******** on it all.....

Posted: Sun Jan 23, 2005 4:48 pm

nooooo. dont die crying yes. ppl can be poopy.

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Posted: Sun Jan 23, 2005 5:05 pm

^_^ at least none of you have been directly threatened by your sister who held up a butcher knife from across the room- and at least your parents would care if they threatened you like that. she's 11 by the way.
i win.

Posted: Sun Jan 23, 2005 5:46 pm

corrupt divinity

^_^ at least none of you have been directly threatened by your sister who held up a butcher knife from across the room- and at least your parents would care if they threatened you like that. she's 11 by the way.
i win.

MY older sister threatened me with a butcher knife. One even "Accidently " cut my finger while she was making food.

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Posted: Sun Jan 23, 2005 6:44 pm

A hampster tried to eat my finger once. I bled quite a bit

Posted: Sun Jan 23, 2005 8:57 pm

my friend has been threatening to kill herself all day because i'm all the way on the other side of the country and she doesn't have any friends like me that'll listen to her when she gets upset and her parents are being evil and telling her how spoiled and what a brat she is and how her priorities are all screwed up. and she thinks her boyfriend is just saying things to her because he thinks thats what she wants to hear. its kinda scary, especially since i can't do anything. and i get like that too sometimes. i've writen six poems today to get all my feelings out, most of them pretty depressing.

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corrupt divinity

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Posted: Tue Jan 25, 2005 2:35 pm

LadyChiro

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^_^ at least none of you have been directly threatened by your sister who held up a butcher knife from across the room- and at least your parents would care if they threatened you like that. she's 11 by the way.
i win.

MY older sister threatened me with a butcher knife. One even "Accidently " cut my finger while she was making food.

oww... my brother prefers to punching holes in the walls... once because i one of my "friends" ( out of curtesy people ) threw a pillow at him...

meg: how old is your friend?
~aren't boyfriends/girlfriends supposed to do that? or help at least...

~all parents tell their children that they're brats (and i think most of us most likely are - this includes myself :\ trying to "solve" this or do something)

~it helps to scribble on stuff and rip it up- works for my sis...

~i probably don't know her well enough to say anything.. so i can't really help.. (this is spaced out so it's easier to read.. i get headaches)

when i get depressed and pissed, i can't do anything right (draw, write, scribble) so i have to sit on my bed and wait for it to pass over

a girl i know has a pothead brother and she doesn't know what to do or if she will smoke in high school, and i don't know her well enough to say the right words and help

have any of you read the book "jinx?" written in poem form...

i feel like a brat of something when i write this sorta stuff down- you always know it could be worse :\

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