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Ayase Heart

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Posted: Mon Jul 13, 2009 8:40 am

(This may become a subforum)

But heres the place to post if you have a poem,story,art,or avi in the arenas and you want people to vote and comment.

Posted: Mon Jul 13, 2009 8:42 am

I have a poem in the arena,please read it and vote for it.
Go here ot vote.
Diary of a Suicidal Girl

Im sick.Out side im alive but inside im dead.I have been this way for so long.How I got this way I may never know.The pain of life has seeped into my sould has started to make me wither away.The things that used to please me now are nothing more than sweet reminders of the past.My family,my home,my friends,thy mean nothing more to em than things in my life.My mother is just another person I live with.My father is just another man.While my siblings are nothing more than people I live with and see every day.The sickness that has is starting to kill me from within is takeing over my life.Every day I find myself wondering,why am I here?What is my reason to keep liveing?When no one cares if you leave and never come back,why live?People think imjust a reguler girl smileing through life like every thing is ok.But my smiles are fake,and my laughs are forced so no one will see what I have become.I have tried to be saved from everything I have become,and what I am becomeing.But the darkness pulls me back,never letting go of me.People say they are sad or depressed.But they have no idea what im going through.I have felft true sadness.I know what lies beyond happieness and smiles.But I still cant seem to feel good about anything,no matter what I do.Wether its good or bad,it never changes.The endless sadness.People just look at me and see me.But they dont see the real me.On the surface I hide all the pain and turmoil.While underneath I am beging for a way to be saved.For someone to be my escape.But I am still al alone.I hide away the tears and hold back the sobs.Ill slit my wrists and so I may go to the grave,in hopes that ill find a better day.

Signed a Suicidal Girl

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