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 Posted: Fri Jul 10, 2009 8:43 pm
I know I already put this in the MSO thread but I just... wanted to put it here... *sigh* My fiancee left for AT today... gotta say I'm feeling pretty lonely! Especially since I'm in Kansas and my actual home is in Canada! He's gone for 2 weeks and I've got nothing to do... been crying like a baby cause I miss him so much already! I want him back already... I can't sleep all I've been doing is crying... it sucks...
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Posted: Sat Jul 11, 2009 12:32 am
I'm sorry to hear that =( I know its hard. I haven't seen my husband in long while. I just saw him for a week. I have no idea when I'll see him again gonk Maybe Thanksgiving. Who knows gonk
Look just keep busy dear =) Its only two weeks whee You'll see him soon! Its hard but you can do it biggrin
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Posted: Sat Jul 11, 2009 1:14 am
I'm going to try... not much I can do around here since I don't know anyone... I know Amie... she's cool but not enough to txt or call or hangout with her... she's the fiancee of my bf's brother sweatdrop I'm going to be cleaning Josh's house out in the next few days and Amie said she would help... (his house is a MESS!!!) lol! Oh well, Amie works in a grocery store and they let their employee's get the Rug Doctor for free or something and since my bf's carpets are just NASTY!!! lol we're doing that while he's gone... I hope she meant it cause that would be a BIG help!
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Posted: Sat Jul 11, 2009 8:10 pm
Where in Kansas?
I used to live in Manhattan.
We are in Alaska now, I have a couple of friends here but need to meet more.
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Posted: Sat Jul 11, 2009 8:44 pm
In Abilene lol it's not that far from Manhattan I don't think haha. o.O you'd probably know this place better. It's not to far from Salina either xD
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Posted: Sat Jul 11, 2009 8:54 pm
Yeah, its about 50 miles from Manhattan I think. Not too far at all.
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Posted: Sat Jul 11, 2009 9:03 pm
Cool, lol Josh's brother and his brother's best friend are moving to Manhattan I think... I'm pretty sure that's where lol. So Josh and I will have the house to ourselves >.< haha
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Posted: Sat Jul 11, 2009 9:37 pm
Sounds awesome, I'm glad we don't have to share our apartment.
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Posted: Sat Jul 11, 2009 9:47 pm
*sigh* How do you girls do it? He just called me and I'm all crying and stuff... I've been watching movies... cleaning the house... talking on the phone with friends and family from back home... all day... and just when I think I'm okay for tonight... he calls and I'm crying like a baby... this is just AT damn it... how am I suppose to handle other stuff like deployments... which he has one coming up in 2011 or 2010... v.v
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Posted: Sat Jul 11, 2009 11:03 pm
It's still hard some days.
the first couple of weeks are most difficult imo, after a while you just get used to it as bad as it sounds.
It's still hard though when I need to tell him something and I have no way to get a hold of him.
Sometimes you just have to cry and know that time does keep moving forward, even though it doesn't seem like it.
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Posted: Sat Jul 11, 2009 11:37 pm
Am I being a baby in the way I'm handling 2 weeks away from him? Lol, sure feels like it. I know you get used to it... it's just life... I'm willing to wait for him through anything but god this is my first time in a relationship that I know nothing about really... coming from Canada and all... it's confusing and stuff... crying
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Posted: Sat Jul 11, 2009 11:53 pm
Nights are always the hardest, at least to me.
And honestly, I freaked out the first time my husband left for a month, it just has to do with what your previous experiences are like.
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Posted: Sat Jul 11, 2009 11:59 pm
Yeah, I freaked out last night when he left... I felt alone... I don't want to be from his side... but I know it has to be done... crying He's only my second relationship ever... my other one lasted almost 2 years...
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Posted: Sun Jul 12, 2009 12:05 am
Unfortunately you have to realize with the Army that you will always come second.
I know that sounds harsh, but unfortunately true.
You have to learn how to adapt to it.
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Posted: Sun Jul 12, 2009 12:22 am
I know it's true... and harsh... it's going to take a LOT of getting used... but I love him... and I would rather be there for him than not be there at all... I would rather him in my life than not there at all... if that makes sense... lol
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