ok. so i have a boyfriend. been together a long time. over a year.. he was nice caring and reasonbly good looking.

Problem. he starts to not care as much. all he talks about is guns and drinking. He never really pays much attention to me anymore. and well the sex side died out. Due to him cheating on me in dec i lose all feeling of love and caring... you might put it as my feelings sort of died. That was fine as i didnt feel for anything nor anyone.

Next problem. My friend. i like him a hell of alot. He had a reputation as a player and well his brains in his c**k but i thought to find out for myself. I care about him alot and he tells me he cares about me to. He even used the L word. so i start to hang out more and well.. you get the picture.

next problem. I think my friend awoke something i thought was dead.. yes i think i love him..

next problem. We decided to stop being so close as it was messing with both of our minds.

final problem. Im in pain. hes all i can think about. he honestly all i care about. But he doesnt want me. I cant concerntrate on anything else.

Question: how can i stop being in pain.

hints: i cant go out with my friend as he wont go out with me because he says he hurts girls. damn he was so right in that one.