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i know how you feel well exept i haven't seen him for two years while you see it was like this when i was 14 i was an employ at a newpaper compuny(sorry not that good at spelling -////-) well about two weeks i have been working he came onboard but this is also not the first time i have seen him cause our moms work at the same newspaper compuny for two year and he really stuck out i tell you but i only remember seeing him twice cause i was helping my mom or sleeping well the times that i saw him he and a friend of his named chris would mess around in some shopping carts then the other time he was sleeping on a stack of papers just waiting for the head lol well any way i would try to keep away from him cause i really don't like being around immature teenagers and he was way immature i tell ya but he started to grow on me and we start to talk and soon we became friends and my mom would say that he had a crush on me and that i to had this major crush on him cause i wouldn't stop talking about him well we were both but on leave cause we were to young him being 16 and i being 14 yes yes i know that they say you can work at the age of 16 but this was mental labor and you had to be 18 years old to work there. as time went on we would text each other once in a bluemoon but then my about two months ago we start to see each other as in hanging around cause he would work for his mom and i still help out well he just moved about 7 blocks away from me. though i was in denail about the crush well that is untill this monday i was in a car accident and well i reliased that i had a major crush on him cause as soon as my mom showed up i told her that i wanted to see him and he was the first person that i was thinking about other then that my mom was going to kill me and now i trying to think of a way to tell him even though about a week ago he told me that he might like me and when he asked if i liked him i ask him want kind of like was he talking about he said like as in dating like i told him idk cause i was really confused about everything cause i had just told my ex that i still had the same feelings for him before i left to go see my dad for a month but yet i haven't once thought of him then when i thought about my friend cj like that i felt very guilty i still do even though i told him that i can't see us like a couple gah i blabbling i so sorry i just don't know what to do i want to tell cj whom is the guy that i so have a major crush on cause i don't want it to be akward around him or anything but then i want to tell him cause life is way to short crying crying crying i don't know what to do