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Gracious Conversationalist
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 Posted: Mon Jun 15, 2009 4:36 am
This is the transcript of an RP session conducted over AIM
The goings-on and character development reached have been considered sufficiently in-synch with the canon, and plotholes made here can be brushed over with the veil of suspension of disbelief. Key Points:__~A general meeting of almost all generation-one grou-one Essentics, plus Rhian.
__~Trystan arriving drunk at the stage, mourning Kaosu's departure.
__~The group joining forces to help him out of that funk, each of them tackling the problem in their unique ways
__~Rugovin being rather widely accepted as ever-present force, and nobody seems to question him being around (this is pretty much the only really odd aspect here)
__~Halfway the run-on, Jynk and Redbud pull out - Faolan and his family return to Farstep
__~Later Verdant and Orpheus poof somewhere, we have yet to decide where the frig they went.
__~It is assumed miss Katan ended up asleep in the apartment.__~ Locations: In the general vicinity of Farstep ==> Trystan's apartment.__~Nobody knows what the morning will bring~__ Full HTML transcript, no edits there. ((I beseech thee, don't kill me for having failed at completely removing time announces. My logarhythm to process this easily failed me a tad, and there's a lot of '3's left x"3 I'l try and do it over properly some other time. I also removed a lot of 'irrelevant' conversation inbetween. Refer to the original log for the complete stuff, goodbyes and all.))
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Posted: Mon Jun 15, 2009 5:13 am
ImoukuSama has entered the room.
LLWinter: has entered the room.
jynk: has entered the room.
never: has entered the room.
Graf: has entered the room.
epic: has entered the room.
Roots: has entered the room.
__~The Essentics discussing who is and is not cute
__~The conversation moving on to Verdant being some sort of ***** -Aoi, you little instigator you >:3
LLWinter: Verdant: You douchbags. >.> *walks over to Ellandra* What's up?
Roots: Elst: Anything I can get you, Ellandra?
redbud: Ellandra: *looks up, all vague and distant-y with red puffy eyes* Hmmm? ;-;
LLWinter: Verdant: I heard nudity!
Roots: Aoi: I said NOTHING.
Graf: Misha: *stands back and lets elst handle this* o.o
LLWinter: Verdant: Yeah, sure. Ellandra, sweetie, you need us to get something to make you feel better? *worried*
Graf: Misha: *feels like pouncing verdant away*
redbud: Ellandra: *shakes her head a little* I - I'll be all right. . . . ;-; *wipes at her eyes*
LLWinter: Verdant: What did I do? D:
Graf: Misha: *sticks his tongue out at him*
epic: Lauss: *to Rhian* What is wrong with Miss Ellandra? Why is everyone crowding around her?
LLWinter: Verdant: *sticks tongue out at Misha too*
Roots: Elst: Was it not you, Aoi, who had a favorite encouragement mathod during these swimming lessons... The eminent threat of pantsing Shade?
Roots: Elst: method*
redbud: Rhian: The babies are sick and it's making Ell-andra-mama sad cause she thinks its her fault....... *sad butterfly*
Graf: .. elst is the only character who ic'ly corrects his typoes *SNORT*
redbud: xDDDDDD
LLWinter: Verdant: Only I can take Shade's pants off! D:
redbud: Graffi you made me lol XD
Graf: oddly enough it makes him even more adorable
Graf: Misha: howabout you let shade take shade's pants off O_o
epic: Lauss: She killed the babies? O:
Roots: Elst catches typos faster than I do. o.o
redbud: Rhian: NO!
redbud: Ellandra: *breaks into sobs*
Graf: Misha: baw Lauss. You really need to think things over twice before you blurt them out. : <
LLWinter: Verdant: How is it your fault, Ellandra? o.O Gah! You're crying! *Thank you, Captain Obvious*
Roots: Aoi: Hey, the kid's a time bomb of easily embarassed. Best was I could think of encouraging him was through potential embarassment...
epic: Lauss: *hides in the dumpster again to avoid a beating*
Roots: Elst: *Silently concerned*
LLWinter: Verdant: You are such a sadist, Aoi. -3-
Graf: Misha: *limps after Lauss* hey...
Roots: Aoi: It's not like I purposely chucked my swimtrunks into the pool and told him that the o
redbud: Ellandra: *hides her face and cries* It.... it is my fault, though...... Lauss is right.... i - in a w-way....... ;-;
Roots: Aoi: nly way I'd be wearing them would be if he dove and got them. :'D
jynk: haha... Lauss <3 "Give Lee Mr. Faolan. That'll cheer her up." XD
Roots: Elst: It isn't your fault, you caught a disease, that can't exactly be helped.
jynk: Fao: Actually, she didn't catch it.. I gave it to her like an idiot.
epic: Lauss: *from dumpster* See, Miss Ellandra? You didn't kill the babies, Mr. Faolan did. Do not cry.
LLWinter: Verdant: Lauss doesn't know the whole story; he can't possibly be right. -3- Elst is right. Oh, now Faolan's right. You know what? We're ALL right.
redbud: Ellandra: N-no, that - it's not your fault, F-faolan............ ;-; *reaches for him*
jynk: haha Lauss <3
Roots: Elst: And how were you supposed to know that sickness would catch if you hardly knew you had it?
Graf: Misha: Lauss! Hey, they're not going to die.. *reaches in and plucks him out and hugs* ": <
jynk: Fao: *hugs his wife* There, there, lass.
redbud: Rhian: Lauss, be silent! The Princess DEMANDS IT!
Graf: Misha: shushhh....
redbud: tag epicc
redbud: The Grady bigmouth strikes again XDDDD
epic: Lauss: *is being hugged and shuts up at Rhi's demand*
jynk: Fao: tis true, Elst. I didn't know, but I should've been more careful, I guess.
Graf: Misha: *pets him softly*
Graf: Banning: One of these days i'm assigning your troupe a basic health care unit *BUSY*
epic: Lauss: *couldn't talk if he wanted to cause of Misha's petting*
Roots: Elst: Things like this happen, it can't be helped.
jynk: Fao: We have basic health care. Apparently it's not uncommon to get sick from cats.
Graf: longway: also not uncommon to get nommed by them *hur hur Uzi*
LLWinter: Verdant: Seriously. If you knew you had it, you would've done something about it, but you didn't, so it's not either of your guys' fault. ...It's the cat's fault. *doesn't like cats*
redbud: Ellandra: *sobs softly, clinging to Faolan*
jynk: Fao: We gave the cat to Rosco the Baboon. Apparently, that's workin' out well for them
redbud: Rhian: *flutters over to her owner-mama and hugs her around the neck, becoming a butterfly-cloak*
jynk: Fao: *hugs his wife* No more tears, lass.
redbud: Ellandra: B-but............... ;-;
Graf: Misha: *petpetpetting Lauss all lost in thought*
LLWinter: Verdant: Why do primates like cats so much???
redbud: ..... Poor bulbasaur XD
Graf: Longway: because cats are infantile big cats with cute faces, and it's inscribed in our genes to feel motherly towards them | °
LLWinter: Verdants: Cats are mean. They eat cute little mice. D:
Graf: .. lauss is so, so gullible
redbud: Catching up, Graffi? XD
jynk: I think Lauss has the best reaction to being kidnapped by Vin ever
Graf: vin's like *raise eyebrow* oh well, that's what we're trying t get rememdied huh. yey, no struggle
redbud: Rhian probably wont' even see it as a kidnapping should she meet him. XD
redbud: She'd be all "oh, hello, new friend~! <3"
jynk: she'd be like "woohoo! new person!"
redbud: Yup! XD
epic: xD Oh, Rhian...
__~The conversation moving over kidnapping, to Lee's crush on Faolan. A wild Trystan appears!
never: Tryst: [/appears and latches onto Lee from behind]
Roots: Aoi: Aw...Wait, I have...CANDY. *holds out victorious jar of candy* DDD
epic: Lee: o-o
never: Tryst: [/snuggles]
epic: Lee: *elbows*
never: Tryst: [/grunts] sto' tha. [/drunk]
Roots: Aoi: Hey! It's that dude who blew dad's head off! :'D
Graf: tag to epic
epic: Lee: *can't understand him* Leggo of me.
never: Tryst: .......no.
redbud: Rhian: *flutters over to Trystan* Trystan-pretty-eyes!
jynk: Rhian gave Trystan a native american name
epic: Lee: Not pretty eyes. No. Scary eyes.
jynk: Zia: Fao's would be Faolan Drinks-too-much
never: Tryst: 'm not pretty. 'm ugly. uuuuugly. [/points to Rhian] pretty. [/......extremely drunk] Lee's pre'y though...
Graf: MIsha: *takes Lauss back to the others and observes Trystan*
jynk: Fao: And yours would be Zia Going-to-be-left-at-an-orphanage
redbud: Rhian: *shakes head* Trystan-pretty-eyes has pretty eyes!
epic: Lee: ... o////o
redbud: Ellandra: Do I get a name like that? *wipes at her eyes a little*
never: Tryst: [/buries his head in Lees shoulder] the' you cant see 'em... [/drags Lee down onto the ground with him]
epic: Lauss: Mister Trystan and Miss Lee are playing again...
jynk: Fao: Ah, see there, lass.. Trystan agrees with me. You're reet fair an' bonny.
redbud: Ellandra: *mumbles* Faolan...................... -_-**
epic: Lee: *frozen* o-o Ummmm. Get off?
Graf: Misha: o_o .. mister Chevalier? *worried*
jynk: Fao: What? The girl could use some boost to the esteem. She's easy on the eyes and someone should be tellin' her.
redbud: Ellandra: *is grumpy* Not you. Anyone but you.
never: Tryst: [/uses Lee as a personal teddy bear] ......nopleaseno. [/stares at Misha] ye' rabbi'?
epic: Lee: *too happy to be called pretty by Fao to move*
Graf: Misha: ... are you alright, sir? o_o
never: Tryst: [/smiles at Misha] no.
redbud: Ellandra: ............ *looks at Lee again*.......... Mine. My Fao. Mine.
Graf: Misha: D: is there anything I.. we.. I can do for you?
Roots: Aoi: I'm enjoying watching this a bit too much. D
Graf: Vin: Cruw whathtedamn is wrong with'm?
never: Tryst: [/leans away from Lee] kill me, please?
Graf: *crux
Graf: Misha: !! no! *squeak* D
never: Crux: ..... [/stares at Vin] love?
epic: Lee: ... o: No. *sits on him*
never: Tryst: [/pouts drunkenly and is sat on] ..... please? I have a gun... [/pulls it out and stares at it moodily]
redbud: Rhian: *flutters around Trystan* We need to make you better, Trystan-pretty-eyes, you're all broken........ *sad*
Roots: Aoi: Hey, shoot Dad, watch what happens. :'D
Roots: Elst: >.>
jynk: Fao: *looks at Elle* I can'y give the lass a compliment?
epic: Lauss: *takes gun*
Roots: Elst: My apologies for Aoi, Trystan. What's the matter?
redbud: Rhian: Trystan-pretty-eyes is broken.
epic: Lee: *can't stand asking this but...* Do you... need a hug. :l
redbud: Ellandra: You're feeding an obsession, Fao. *siiiiiigh*
never: Tryst: [/laughs lifelessly] hmm..... [/pulls out a knife] this is messier.... [/snorts] [/looks at lee] ......may'e...
never: Tryst: [/glances at Elst] nothin. D
epic: Lee: *twitch* :l *hugs awkwardly*
epic: Lauss: *takes knife too* I have a collection now.
Roots: Elst: May I ask what has occured to break someone with such a high reserve as yourself?
jynk: Fao: What obsession?
redbud: Rhian: Love and loss I think; s' what I feel. And lots of hurt. . . .
redbud: Ellandra: *siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiigh*
never: Tryst: [/uses hug to take advantage and drag onto the floor with as a teddy bear] wonder'ul, Lau'.... you ca' pra'tice them o' me? [/stares at Elst] ...... [/turns away and hides face against Lee]
Graf: Vin: ... love? Owo ... *struggles to hold back a snort* mother iris...
Graf: Misha: dooon't even think about it Lauss o.o
epic: Lauss: *was about to stab*
never: Crux: I dont get it. = A=;;;;; Do you get it, Vin?
redbud: Ellandra: *takes the knife* No, Lauss. It's not proper.
epic: Lauss: Wha? It isn't? o-o
Graf: Vin: Pfrr, not the details, but lordy-mine, I could think of some scenario's. *plucks Trystan off Lee by his collar*
Roots: Aoi: *thinks he might have figured it out* Uh oh.
redbud: Ellandra: Nope. not proper at all.
Graf: Misha: you'd HURT him lauss D:
epic: Lee: Thank you...
jynk: Zia: *confused on everything... except the stupidity of its owner*
epic: Lauss: Hurt? *sadface*
redbud: Rhian: *hugs Trystan* come home with us, Trystan-pretty-yes, you shouldn't be by yourself now.
redbud: *eyes
never: Tryst: [/angrily cries out at Vin and sneers at Misha] I want to be hurt. [/hisses and makes grabby hands for his bear] why would I want to go home with you?
Roots: Aoi: Because we want you alive by this time tomorrow...
Graf: Misha: D:" *recoils a bit* *wince*
epic: Lee: *sigh* Would you go if your "bear" went, too?
Graf: Vin: Look kiddo, I don't care about any sort of romantic problem you have, but you're not lettin' Crux down. *shakes him a bit* so you be good and listen to these people.
never: Tryst: [/mood swings] whats wrong, rabbit? [/sneers] didn' you know peo'le like that? [/looks over at Lee and changes a bit again, latching onto Lee] may'e.
redbud: Rhian: Because you're going to come, and I'll help you get put back together.
never: Tryst: [/sneers at Vin] I don' take order from you.
Roots: Aoi: If anyone can help you, Rhi can....
Graf: Misha: :"<
Graf: Vin: Hah, listen to yourself, idiot. Start makin' sense already. Grow. Up.
epic: Lee: *stumbles around with Trystan attatched* Okay, Rhian, I got him for ya.
never: Tryst: [/glances at Rhian] ....... can I bring my bear? [/moody latch] I don' think you can pu' me ba' together butterfly... [/glares at Misha and stares at Vin] ..... [/smiles] no.
Graf: Vin: Then be a kiddie and listen to the big people. Can't have both.
Roots: Aoi: Sir Chevalier, mayhaps you will allow me a glance into your thought pattern, if only I could hellp you using this knowledge?
redbud: Rhian: Can I try to put you back together, though?
Graf: Misha: X< *flails* gah!
Graf: Longway: dude... maybe some detox is in order first. *snerk*
never: Tryst: [/blushes and glares angrily] dont call me a kid! [/almost tackles Vin, but is stopped by Aoi] .....'ll jus
never: get a headache. <3
Roots: Aoi: I may have some natural hangover cure in it for you if you allow me into your thoughts for a moment.
never: Tryst: [/glances at Rhian] .....sure. you can try. [/laughs lifelessly and turns to Misha] wha's wrong bun'? [/ignores Longway angrily and tilts his head towards Lauss, still dragging Lee with him] .....'m no' sure 'm rea'y to be sober.... bu' go ahead.
Graf: Vin: *wouldn't mind him rnning into a wall there, nice self-KO that'd make..*
Graf: Misha: >: < nothing's wrong with me, YOU're the messy one here.
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Gracious Conversationalist
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Posted: Mon Jun 15, 2009 5:14 am
epic: Lee: *is pretty much used to being dragged around by now...*
redbud: Rhian: *goes over anf wraps her arms around his neck,, humming softly and going all butterfly-cloak*
Roots: Aoi: Was that a yes dirested to me?
Graf: Misha: .. o^o *I so didn't say that, whoah*
epic: Lauss: *points to Aoi* I think you want him.
Roots: Aoi: *ignores his own typo*
never: Tryst: [/wouldnt mind Vin doing that to him and looks at Misha] Messy? [/flinches badly and leans against Lee like a ragdoll] mm..... [/turns to Aoi] yes. [/glances to Rhian] ......k.
Roots: Aoi: Good, good...*reverts to his Proto-style telepathy* Allow me a moment, here...
Graf: Longway: Hah... heartbreak hm. We *aaaall* lov'ye Tryst. Incase ye hadn't noticed *sounding snarky but has a point*
epic: Lee: *pats his head* >->
Roots: Aoi: Oh dear....hmm...That must be horrible...
Graf: Misha: o.o
redbud: Rhian: *is still trying to comfort Trystan*
never: Tryst: [/stares at Longway for a long moment and hides his face in her shoulder, becoming deathly still and silent] .....
Roots: Aoi: My my...That /will/ be hard to help, but it is possible. First, though, chew on this bark stuff, by the time the hangover's due to set in, this'll start numbing it.
Graf: Longway: : | ...
Graf: Misha: *gone all quiet too*
Graf: Vin: *watching over sternly*
epic: Lee: You're... embarrassing.
Roots: Aoi: Hmmmm, if you'll allow it, I can try and bring up the positives of your life, subduing the painful a bit, make it more bearable.
never: Tryst: [/lifelessly takes whatever Aois offering] .... [/laughs humorlessly at Lee and then hides his head again, shuddering painfully] pleasekaythanksaoi.
redbud: Ack, storm, I'd better go for the night soon. ;-;
Graf: Longway: You mean antidepressants : | ... be careful there Aoi...
Roots: Aoi: Alright, I haven't tried this often, but...here we go... It's always worked when I try it on Dad, and antidepressants increase suicide rates...
Graf: Misha: *'when I tried it on dad'?* <.< *ponders*
Roots: Elst: O.o
redbud: has left the room.
Graf: Misha: >.> *looks at elst*
Roots: Elst: It's nothing, nothing at all...
Graf: Misha: >.>
Graf: ... rabbit staring at a plant. how ambiguous
LLWinter: Verdant: Who's on drugs? *dozed off for a bit*
never: Tryst: [/snarls and tightens his grip on Lee] .... [/tries to ignore Longway, but is shuddering uncontrollably from her jabbing] no ones on drugs.
Graf: Longway: nobody.
LLWinter: Verdant: Oh. I heard antidepressants and thought "Ooh! Junkie!" for some reason. o.o
epic: Lee: *can't breathe* o-o
never: Tryst: [/grudgingly relinquishes grip a bit and snuggles into her back]
Graf: Vin: *still keeping surveillance*
Roots: Aoi: Okay, in a few seconds, try thinking of how pleasant your outings with Fao were, and nothing, I repeat, nothing else. It's the focus I set for you.
Graf: Vin: *pondering giving Verdant a bonk*
epic: Lee: *is happy to be able to breathe again* Am I helping at all? >->
Graf: Misha: *nods at her*
Graf: ... they're like some messed-up therapy group.
LLWinter: Verdant: Did I say something wrong?
never: ahaha, yeah. XD;
never: Tryst: [/attempts it...] ..... I dont think its working. [/stares down at Lee, and snuggles again] sortof...
epic: Lee: *is glad to be semi-useful*
Roots: Aoi: Try harder, you're extremely strong, if anyone can it'd be you.
Graf: Vin: you just keep yer cool, nereid-lad. *pats his head with his huge hand all boink*
Graf: Misha: don't give up mister Chevalier o.o
Roots: Aoi: Or actually, focus on Lee if that is better.
Graf: Vin: *lols at aoi*
LLWinter: Verdant: *no clue as to what he did wrong*
Graf: baha XD
epic: Lee: *points to herself* Wha?
Roots: Yeah, Aoi can switch from antagonistic little b*****d to supportive failure-of-a-psychologist when he gets in these moods of his. xD
Graf: Longway: *finding this both hilarious and disconcerting*
never: Tryst: [/tries not to focus on Kao] ....... [/hates life] ......... [/tries not to die from embarassment at all of the attention] .....bear. [/focuses on and flinches at Vins hand on his head] ....ouch.
jynk: I think I'm off for the night
Roots: Aoi: There you go, keep thinking of the teddy bear...
Graf: Misha: *trying to get wtf they're DOING with him but hopes it helps*
never: Tryst: [/trying to pretend like it might be working, even though hes too lost in his head to really know]
Graf: Longway: *tsks* : / people gettin' lost in all that jazz;. what's it even good for *sigh*
Roots: Aoi: Hm, I think I've done what I can, I've softened things a bit, made that...Teddy Bear all the prominent. You need sleep, sleep, and Rhi, I think.
epic: Lee: *is now an item instead of a human being* >->
Graf: Vin: now THAT sounds like a plan. *picks Trystan and the 'teddy bear' up both* where to, milady?
Graf: *askin' lee*
epic: Lee: *points to Farstep* There I guess. *shrug*
Graf: Vin: ... there? <_< *makes a face*
Graf: .. XD he's like ew, people
jynk: Farstep = Happiest Place on Drente
jynk: outside of Fao's pants
Graf: XD not fer sleepin'
never: Tryst: [/is picked up and yelps] no' farste'..... too many people. [/possessively cuddles teddy bear] .... [/still drunk, but manages to nod some sort of hazed thank you to Aoi...]
epic: Lee: *glare* Fine. Where do you want to go?
Graf: Vin: so then where, I'm not gonna drag you out to my shelters... Na lass, doubt your parents'd appreciate this dude in your house eh.
never: Tryst: ......Idunno. [/pauses and lets himself go limp] home.
Graf: Vin: ... or me *sweatdrop* Home, home it is! >D ... where's your home? D= actually
Graf: Misha: I know where..
epic: Lee: Am I baby-sitting tonight? :l
never: Tryst: [/tilts his head and points at Misha] le' him direct you. [/cuddles Lee drunkenly] ....
Graf: Vin: If I have to follow you we won't be there by next week. *picks Misha up and puts him on his shoulders* hah, If you want to XD
Graf: Misha: *eep* o-o! .. a-alright.. *latch* thataway...
Roots: Elst: If it comes to be necessary, I have guest rooms. But you seem to have a working plan anyway, alright...
never: Tryst: [/stares at Elst] do you still have vodka?
Graf: Longway: *facepalm* guess i'm comin' with for a moment. anyone else joining the fray? we could go'n have dinner out after...
Roots: Elst: I just stocked a number of alcoholic drinks because I've noticed people like it so much, so yes.
Graf: Vin: dude, the kid just tried to help you off the stuff, don't be an arse. *looks at elst* enabler, you xP
LLWinter: Verdant: Dinner sounds great!
Graf: Vin: *gets movin'*
epic: Lee: You people aren't helping...
Graf: Longway: *pads after and makes sue Lauss follows*
never: Tryst: [/scowls] .......spoilsport. [/childish grumble, drags Lee towards him as much as possible]
Roots: Elst: *sigh* Is this a yes or no? If need be, I can keep my plants away from that room, as I recall you hate them.
Graf: Vin: green boy, how about you come join us eh?
Roots: Elst: Where precisely are we going, again?
Graf: Misha: *flopped over vin's head and giving directions lamely* *hates not being able to run* mister Chevalier's place, mister Elst.
never: Tryst: [/stares at Elst for a long moment] .....maybetomorrow. [/pauses] I need... home. [/cuddle cuddle]
Roots: Elst: If it helps, I guess I'll go.....
Graf: Vin: welcome to the troupe then XD *would give him a pat on the back if he had any arms free*
Graf: ... lol, he's carrying three people. wtf
never: rofl, ohjesus, strong guy. XD
Roots: Aoi: Dad's kinda strugglin' getting this whole 'love' thing. x.x
Graf: Longway: then your 'dad's not the only one, Aoi. seriously
epic: Lee: ... are we there yet~ :l
Graf: Misha: five more blocks miss lee =.=
never: Tryst: [/turns to Aoi] he shouldn't even try. [/hisses] its not that far away.... is it? [/is stupidly put in place by Misha]
Graf: ... I have no idea where they started but I get the impression it's at the edge of farstep XD
Roots: Aoi: He's just tryin' to figure it out, is all.
never: rofl, the fact that Trysts place is probably able to fit all of these people almost comfortably is rather humorous. XD
Graf: longway's apartment would go pop with all of them, lol
Graf: Vin: *hefty pace, he who keepe up, doth so*
Graf: Longway: *almost jogging after*
Roots: Aoi: >.> *following Elst, trying to get him to stop thinking*
never: Tryst: [/stares at Aoi] you cant figure out love. [/moody]
Roots: Aoi: He can't feel it, either.
Graf: Longway: just go with the flow, overthinkin' things never helped anyone. *falls back a bit to join elst* can't feel it? Oh come on now.
Roots: Aoi: At least not anymore.
Graf: (30): Longway: bullshit xD
never: Tryst: [/snorts] tha's helpful.
Roots: Elst: What was that last part, Aoi?
Roots: Aoi: Nothing, nothing...
Graf: Misha: that's the place, all the way up *point*
Graf: Vin: ... shezaaaaym, not bad.
Roots: Aoi: If it helps to prove, the centers of his soul that would usually branch out to others and remain as such seems to be crushed.
Graf: Longway: ouch.
Roots: Elst: Quite the house...
Graf: Longway: *pats elst's shoulder*
never: Tryst: [/soundlessly makes grabby hands at top floor penthouse apartment] .....are you all gonna be up there? [/doesnt care, just curious]
Roots: Elst: *Aoi directly made sure he couldn't hear* Huh?
Graf: Vin: *wibbles to get Misha off himbefore he bonks him into the doors* why not
Roots: Elst: I don't really mind where I go...
epic: Lee: ... are we all going to fit in that elevator?
never: Tryst: We'll make us fit. [/possessively grabs teddy bear]
Roots: Aoi: *at longway* I'm still trying to get him to feel again, but it's a bit complicated.
Graf: Longway: good luck kid : /
Graf: Misha: *almost sags through his legs upon touchdown but holds* .. let's go then?
Graf: Vin: *lumbers inside*
epic: *elevator music*
never: [/sneeeerk]
Graf: *ding*
never: Tryst: [/fidgets a bit] my keys.... let me down.
Graf: Vin: *carefully sets him and Lee down*
never: Tryst: [/drags Lee with him to the only door and unlocks it, allowing everyone inside as they please]
Graf: Misha: *gets chided by Timka for staring*
Graf: Longway: *whistle* neat-o.
Roots: Elst: I think the door lopped off some of my foot... Oh well...
epic: Lee: Meh.
Graf: Vin: O_o dude. You really need to pay attention to where your limbs are going. err.. you, go to bed ya *to tryst*
never: [/flaps his hands moodily] kitchen, living room, pool. [/starts dragging Lee to the bedroom with him] yessir..... [/shudders a bit and stops in his tracks stubbornly]
Graf: aaand ama goes IC! D
Graf: Vin: ..?
never: Tryst: I dont want to sleep in there.
Graf: Vin: then sleep on the couch. who cares.
never: Tryst: No. [/drags Lee in the direction of the balcony]
epic: Lee: Just dun toss me off the side please.
Graf: Longway: <_< if it runs that deep, get a new bed... hey where're you goin' *lopes after concerned about just that*
never: Tryst: I'll throw you in the pool. I'll throw myself off the roof. [/opens the sliding glass doors]
Graf: Vin: *not too impressed by the size but has to admit the guy's got taste*
Graf: Vin: oh come on, dipshit *strides after and grabs him by the collar again* be nice
Graf: Misha: x_x
epic: Lee: You'd have to kill me to kill yourself. *clings and seriously hopes he doesn't consider it*
Graf: Longway: *making sure everyone's inside and lets the big guy deal with it*
Graf: Misha: ... hey crux, isn't his about the moment where you object? <.<
never: Tryst: waskidding. [/stops outside the sliding glass doors and stares moodily before reversing inside] the bedroomwasbetter.
never: Crux: [/turns to Misha] its alright. I'll know when he's being serious. He almost shot himself earlier this week, but since then, its just been empty threats.
Graf: Vin: make up your MIND darnit *feathers fluster up as he shoos him*
Graf: Misha: ... that's good... he does worry us x'3
epic: Lee: *unclings and is happy no is dead yet*
umbra:(3) has entered the room.
umbra: hey
never: Tryst: [/drags Lee to the bedroom and falls on the bed, making her into a full fledged teddy bear]
Graf: they're currently all at Tryst' place trying to stop the guy from killing himself xD
Graf: Vin: ... tell me if there's something I can do for you, kay, milady. Didn't mean to have ou end up being the man's squishy toy.
epic: Lee: ... *sigh* Some snacks would be nice.
Graf: Vin: sure *swishes around and goes raid his kitchen*
never: Tryst: [/glares at Vin and holds Lee closer, before putting his head on the pillow and trying to fall asleep]
never: Crux: [/glances over at Misha] he does? well... he worries a lot of people, really.
Graf: Misha: he's a bit scary, but everyone seems to care about him alright.. and about you, too :3
Graf: Longway: yadda yadda, big family, how mushy. men, seriously. *shoves past Vin and gets Lee some snacks before he damages the cupboards*
Graf: Vin: ... :c
Roots: Aoi: *has been lurkin-I mean, watching this all from a distance*
Graf: Misha: *tries to get an overview of where the others went* aoi, elst, where'd verdant go*
never: Crux: He's hardly scary now.... Just broken. Its nice to have people worry though. [/nod nod, helps look around]
never: Tryst: [/one hit KO'ed on the bed with Lee]
Graf: Misha: ... hardly scary you say x"3 *is a big wussie*
LLWinter: Verdant: *quietly watching everything 'cos he doesn't want to say something wrong again* o.o
Graf: Longway: *gives lee something to nibble on* nice of you ter do this for'm
epic: Lee: *noms on snacks while being a teddy bear* He's... terrible. >->
Graf: where's lauss XD
LLWinter: Verdant: D:
epic: He wasn't following. xD
never: Crux: [/would smile if he had a face] its alright, you really have to get past his... outer image, is what humans call it.
Graf: longway: | 3 he's a male. can't help males.
Roots: Elst: *has been trying to see if he could find any plants*
LLWinter: Verdant: D:
Graf: Misha: ! *ears flop up a bit* I TOLD him to keep up
Roots: Aoi: *eyes snacks*
never: Tryst: [/rolls over and plants face in Lees back, wrapping himself around her like an overgrown dog]
epic: Lauss: *somewhere gazing over Rhian*
Graf: Misha: ah, I'll go find lauss! .. and so do you, Crux Graf: Longway: *gives aoi some too*
never: Crux: But I'm not scary? D [/is confused] [/goes to help in whatever way he can, not used to people here]
Graf: Vin: ¨*planted in a corner arms crossed* << ... >>
Roots: Aoi: *Holding empty bowl* Mmmm, tasty...
epic: Lee: *hordes snacks* Meh. How am I supposed to sleep like this? >->
never: Trystan: [/shudders violently and latches to even more]
never: Trystan, you sleep weird. >U
LLWinter: Verdant: *hungry*
Graf: Misha: you're coming? <3 cool, with lauss you can never know... *hurries downstairs trying not to cringe*
Graf: Longway: Oo ... maybe we could give'm a huge pillow...
Graf: (30): Vin: *hears verd going grumbly* *shoves him into kitchen* help yourself
Jynk Almighty (33) has left the room.
Roots: I have a character who is now trying to break out of my head so he could take pictures of this...
epic: Lee: Hm? This isn't weird. Wait, go back to sleep. D<
never: Crux: [/hurries after Misha] Lauss.... gets into trouble? [/curious]
Graf: if it's a relative of CC or Kattro I'll laugh
LLWinter: Verdant: *pantomime thank you* *eats a salami sandwich*
never: Trystan: [/whines in his sleep and latches to even more, burying his face into Lee exactly like a dog]
Graf: (0:33): Misha: he doesn't mean to, but he doesn't always know when he's doing something stupid or dangerous. *working himself intoa light dash*
epic: Lee: *wishes he actually looked like a dog so she could pet him* :l
never: Crux: Then it might be smart to hurry? [/hums a bit in amusement and trails after]
Graf: longway: *keeping an eye on him and has the fly swatter ready incase this gets weird*
never: Trystan: [/compared to what he's dreaming about, petting would be very nice]
epic: Lauss: *is trying to load trystan's gun, even if it's already loaded*
Graf: Misha: hah, if I stop now I won't get moving again either. hurrying is good *speeds up more an retraces steps*
LLWinter: Verdant: *wonders if a lullaby would make Tryst feel better*
Graf: Longway: *looks at verd*
never: Trystan: [/lets go of Lee to curl into a slight ball, as if trying to curl into himself]
Graf: is orpheus around? x3
never: Crux: I see, I see. [/spots Lauss] Is that... Trystans gun?
epic: Lee: *sigh* Fine. *pets him*
LLWinter: Yeah, but he's sleeping around Verdant's neck. XD
epic: Lauss: Hm? Oh, hello Mister Crux *waves gun around*
Graf: Misha: oh dear *just keeps on going full pelt and tackles lauss away from it* *bonks into wall further down the road*
LLWinter: Verdant: *wonders why Longway's lookin' at him*
umbra: ( lauss + gun = otp)
Graf: longway: *flicks back to tryst and lee* hey, you're free.
never: Crux: [/falters at the tackle and picks up the gun] The safety was on.... so its alright, Misha. Good evening, Lauss.
never: Trystan: [/shudders involuntarily into the petting like a dog, still curled up into himself]
Roots: Aoi: With Lauss and guns, there is no safety...
Graf: Misha: safety? what's safe about weapons D= *upside down mess* oww... X /
Graf: wha! did aoi come, too XDfreakin' lurker indeed
never: Crux: [/helps them up] Guns have safety locks, and unless they're off, the gun cannot fire. Thus unless Lauss finds out how to turn them off, it is safe...
Graf: Longway: *sighs* ... *pets alittle too*
epic: Lauss: The guns are always in safety *at least he thinks*
Roots: Aoi: He'll find a way to turn it off.
Graf: Misha: O_o"" then don't tell him how to... Lauss, why didn't you come with us? D: *standing wobbly*
never: Crux: [/shakes his head] no, the safety lock is easily turned off, and Tryst usually has it off.... Anyways.
epic: Lauss: Miss Rhian... she was... *doesn't remember*
LLWinter: Verdant: *sits next ti Tryst's bed and hums a lullaby*
Roots: Aoi: *was THIS close to making a Chuck Norris joke*
epic: Lee: *falls asleep from lullaby*
never: Trystan: [/stops shuddering in the slightest, almost shallow breathing returning to normal]
Graf: Misha: Rhian-sis? o.O ... we should get back to the others. Out on the streets is no place for us at night.
LLWinter: Orpheus: *hums in his sleep*
epic: Lauss: *didn't know it was night*
Roots: Aoi: I wrote a lullaby once, but it drove dad into depression, D:
Graf: a guy singing his lullabies and two females petting him. dude tryst.
never: Crux: [/nods] we should... go back. there might be chaos soon if we dont.
Graf: why is aoi aware of both sides XDXDXD
Roots: Aoi: Chaos is entertaining.
Graf: Misha: *takes Lauss' hand* sorry for the tackle... come on along.
never: Crux: ......you're weird.
Roots: Aoi: Both sides of what?
Graf: FOURTH WALL BREAKER D
Roots: Aoi: >w>
epic: Lauss: *is being dragged*
umbra: uzi: * coveniently not involved in choas*
Graf: Misha: .... Oo *why's my brother talking to nobody* .. *oh well* .. ah. .. can we go a bit faster again? ^^" *in pain*
Roots: Aoi: *plans on playing obliviousness* Imma pretend I have a clue what you're talking about. :'D
never: Crux: [/turns to misha in almost concern] lead the way...?
Graf: Misha: sure. *picks lauss into his arms gently, starts speeding up again*
Roots: Aoi: *totally doesn't look schitzophrenic*
epic: Lauss: Are we practicing our hugging again?
Graf: Misha: no. I'm taking you back to miss Lee.
never: lauuuuuuus <333
Roots: Aoi+Elst: *Following everyone else.*
never: Crux: [/follows Misha boredly]
epic: Lauss: Oh... Crux, would you like to practice?
Graf: Misha: *full speed back up to trystan's place*
never: Crux: [/finally makes it to Trystans place] I am not sure.... you need practice?
epic: Lauss: *needs the practice*
Roots: Aoi: *plans on taking everything said here and quoting it out of context*
Graf: sneaky b*****d XD
Graf: Misha: *takes all of them back inside* *counts them for the fifth time to make sure he didn't miss anyone again*
Roots: Yup, he's in 'Subversive, antagonistic b*****d' mode again, I think. :'D
epic: Lauss: *glides to the bedroom and curls up next to Trystan* :l
Graf: Misha: *collapses in the hallway*
LLWinter: Verdant: *waves to Lauss*
Graf: ... vin's playing with the pool. watchingt he ripples
epic: Lauss: o-o Mister Verdant. *purr*
LLWinter: Verdant: *hums a happy tune*
umbra: i need sleep you guys i expect a transcript of this in the morning
Roots: Aoi: *back to 'supportive' mode for half a second* Hm... *makes a couple roses sprout out onto Trystan's bed*
Graf: Misha: *trying to get himself together again* *not lookin' too well but awake at least*
umbra:(:3) has left the room.
never: Tryst: [/uses Lauss as a teddy bear in his slightly shaky sleep] .... [/subconsciously loosens at the roses gesture]
never: Crux: [/pads out onto the balcony and watches Vin in slight amusement]
Graf: Vin: *making interference patterns and recalling physics he had to learn over fifty years ago* *fascinated by the lightplay*
epic: Lauss: o-o *wiggles away* *glides to Misha* Are you feeling well, Misha?
Graf: Misha: "| 3 I'll be fine..just need to catch my breath..
Roots: Aoi: *gah, forced supportiveness* Hm. *rose vines take on a teddy bear shape*
never: Tryst: [/reaches for the rose vines in his sleep]
never: Crux: enjoying yourself?
Graf: Longway: ent you a sweetie there *amusedly lookin' at aoi and is vaguely aware he's playin'*
LLWinter: Tis late! Goodnight!
epic: Night~
never: awh, night! D <3
Graf: Vin: ... yes. *sits down crosslegged and plays more*
Graf: nighty! <3
LLWinter: has left the room.
epic: Lee: *rolls off bed and manages to still be asleep*
never: Crux: [/tentatively sits beside and watches]
Graf: Longway: oop *picks her up and carries her to the couch* *will mkae up some excuse for her parents so she doesn't get in trouble for this*
never: Tryst: [/flinches at the sudden sound and rolls over, curling up into a ball again]
Graf: Vin: *halfway attempting to show him how it works, those patterns, in all silence*
Graf: longway: ... <<"
Graf: Misha: *gets up again strenuously, yawns and shivers*
epic: Lauss: *curls up at Lee's feet*
never: Crux: [/observes with interest and takes the information in] interesting..
Graf: Vin: .. sure is.. *gone all melancholic-quiet*
Graf: Misha: *flops into a chair to snooze*
epic: Lee: *was supposed to be baby-sitting* zzz
Graf: everyone's baby-sitting
never: XD <3
never: funny concept <3
never: Crux: .....are you alright?
Graf: Vin: hm? *glances at him* sure. Are you?
Graf: Vin: *plucks a loose feather out and makes circles in the water*
Roots: Elst: *not sure if he's supposed to be helping*
Graf: longway: *glances over at'm* hey there... hope you can handle this mess a bit there. *mellow smile*
Graf: Misha: *napping* *again*
Roots: Elst: I'll do whatever I can, I just don't know what I can do. These emotions are very confusing.
never: Crux: I am...... strange.
never: Tryst: [/still KO'ed]
Graf: Longway: sure they are. just relax hm. .... this guy's got pretty nice nibbles *holds out some to him* ^^
Graf: Vin: ... *raises one eyebrow* hm? why'd you say that?
never: wow, I read that as nipples. [/shot through the head] my brain was like "PWA?!"
epic: (030): Lee: *jumps awake* Wha?! Oh. *goes to the bedroom* Is he dead yet? :l
Graf: .. XD
Graf: Misha: *jolts awake too* o.o! ... ah, miss lee.. he' fine, settle down.. *bonk*
Graf: .. they're such a cosy group x"3 like family but not quite
never: Tryst: [/half asleep from the noise] no one.... beside me. [/flinches a bit and rolls over]
never: Crux: I dont know. Its strange, people who are hurt by things that aren't physical emotions. Am I capable of that hurt too?
Roots: Aoi: Whywhywhy am I doing this... *sits at bedside*
epic: (30): Lee: >-> *sits next to him*
never: [/snickers at Aoi] XD
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Posted: Mon Jun 15, 2009 5:15 am
Roots: Aoi realyy hates it when his supportive side takes hold. xD
Roots: Aoi: They're too freaking sappy. x.x
Graf: Vin: at some point you probably will, if you're not there already. ... physical emotions? you mean things that aren't pain and shallow pleasure?
never: Crux: Physical weapons, my mistake. I dont understand it. I am... My purpose is to watch Trystans back, and make sure he is not hurt. But I was helpless to fulfill my purpose. Why is that?
never: Tryst: [/wraps arms around Aoi and Lee and drags them down as teddy bears]
Roots: Aoi: *quiet voice*Whhhhyyyyy did I drag myself into thiiiis...
never: Tryst: [/sleepily] please.... [/yawns and rolls over with him]
Graf: Vin: there are things you can't control... you've done a good job on keeping him alive, at least, he cant ask more from you. You all have much to learn.. trust me, you'll grow to understand it better in time. Don't let him slip just because you feel helpless.
Roots: Aoi: *sigh*
Roots: Aoi: I guess that was why.
Graf: Vin: ... emotions are a powerful thing. The moment you have them you can't turn back the clock, and they come out of nowhere. *looks up at the dark sky*
Roots: Elst: *half-listening to emotions-talk*
never: Crux: I would never let him slip. I just.... dont know how to be helpful in situations like these. Is it alright, if all I can do isn't all I am supposed to? Emotions sound..... troublesome. They ripped him open. One person ripped him open, with one move. I dont understand it. Is it really... worth it? I understand that I'll learn in time but... until then, I cant help but not like it.
Roots: Elst: *staring at his pocketwatch's face, listening to the ticks*
Graf: Vin: *half-aware he has a second listener but hardly minds* You handle weapns, too, don't you? One moment it's safely in your hands, the other somehing goes wrong and it works against you. When opening up to people you allow them to mingle with your feelings, and even when you don't want them to, there's nothing you can do. Certain thins touch you, wound you before you know it.
Graf: Vin: ... you can be rational about things all you want.. *oddly tense now* *clench-unclenching fists* you can't deny what you feel.
Roots: Aoi: *guh I hate doing thiiiiis, mindvoice to Crux* Really, you've understood as much as possible...and you understand that you cannot understand certainthings, which means you can learn...
Graf: Vin: and more often than not, it plain makes no sense.
Graf: Vin: ... who am I even supposed to feel like. *sigh*
never: Crux: [/nods to all of this] I handle knives and guns. They are.... I understand, I believe. They can work against us.... but emotions. We have control over weapons. It does not feel like we have control over emotions. Where does that leave us? Vulnerable? I do not want to be wounded by these.... but I dont want to deny that I feel them. [/listens to Aoi in his mind] Thank you. I understand that much.... I will learn... in time, I believe.
never: Crux: [/to Vin] It doesn't, does it? and questioning.... why you are supposed to feel like? Aren't you supposed to.... feel like yourself?
Roots: Aoi: To learn is to perfect your imperfection...
Graf: Vin: emotions are the most powerful shield and sword you have... but to handle them takes some skill, and even more chance. The smallest thing makes them sway out of control, but they're still worth using.
Roots: Elst: ...Excuse me, for a moment... *walks out to go stare at the plants, bleak expression on his face*
Graf: Vin: you're you. simple enough *slight defensive growl*
Roots: Aoi: I must agree with that...
Graf: Longway: *peeks up at elst* *like, what now*
Graf: Vin: *existential-crisis-ing*
Roots: Aoi: He just needs his space, he's thinking about what he cannot know. Or something. I dunno.
never: Crux: I see... but perhaps that will take a while. Imperfection is always there. I see. Handling them with skill.... but we can only learn that skill by opening to emotions, correct? [/blinks slowly] I think I understand. I will always feel like myself. But..... Is it alright to be scared about something like that? Something... like powerful like that?
never: Crux: [/looks silently over at Elst, wondering whats wrong with him]
Roots: Aoi: Not that I could help him, I'm being rather engulfed in hug.
Graf: Longway: ... ttah. everyone needs to settle the ******** down... but if they're all having a deep moment, why not. Let's all go angst now, but I swear, by tommorow I'm doping all of you up on chocolate
never: Crux: [/turns to Longway] ......but I do not have a mouth.
Roots: Elst: *staring at a shrub*
Graf: longway: .... go listen to skittles then. go giddy
Graf: Vin: *looking mightily pissed at something not there*
never: Crux: [/cocks his head to the side] Giddy? [/unfamiliar with the term]
Roots: Aoi: He....for him, the only thing constant in his life are his plants. So that's where he goes. No agnst, just an empty expression.
Graf: longway: once you hear that I think you'll know what I mean x3 shallow happy, that kinda stuff
Roots: Aoi: *refuses to fix his own typoes at the moment*
Graf: Longway: aoi, the guy's angstin'. call it whatever you wan, he's havin' a mope about stuff nobody can figure out. *crosses arms*
Graf: longway = no BS
Roots: Aoi: Hm, might be right, but I'm pretty sure he's currently trying to figure out how to feel angst...
Graf: Longway: he's doin'a mighty fine job then xP *sneaks over to elst*
Roots: Elst: Hm?
Graf: Longway: *fluffy ruska hug!tackle*
Roots: Elst: o.o Can I help you?
Graf: Longway: | 3 you really need to stop breaking your head over things like this too much. Just live a bit, will you.
Roots: By the way, he's just finished forgetting who Willis was, he'll remember next time he reads his journal.
Graf: Misha: *observing her quietly*
Graf: whozey
Roots: Elst: It's nothing, I am only trying to ponder things.
Graf: Longway: why not share? We're always there for you... no use digging your own grave when you have people to drag you away xP
Graf: Vin: *growling like a cat* *starts emitting black tesla-lightnings from his fingertips and jolts himself out of it*
Roots: Elst: I'm afraid I cannot 'share' this, I don't really know what it is in the first place. And it would only inconvenience you if I could.
Graf: Vin: *flops back and bonks his head into the floor frustratedly* || < *sigh*
never: Crux: [/is afraid to say anything to Vin] o ____o;;;
Roots: Aoi: I'd try and aid you Vin, but I am physically held static right now... I can talk, if that can help.
Graf: longway: ... if you're so confused, what makes you think you'll ever figure it out on your own? That's what other people are for, dolt. and inconvenient? Oh COME on XD some things really aren't worth fretting over...
never: Trystan: [/snuggle snuggle snuggle]
epic: Lee: *has fallen asleep again*
Graf: Vin: ... if I'm weirding you out, just kick me out will you. *SIGH* | < ... just going in my own loop-de-loops...
Graf: Misha: *gets up wearily and goes find a blanket to cover lee with*
never: Crux: No. I am perfectly fine with you. I am just.... worried.
Roots: Elst: *sigh* How am I supposed to get help from others? How? I don't even know what I'm trying to do. And yes, if I begin to reveal my petty unpleasntries, I will simply become a petty unpleasanty, and people will draw away from me.
Graf: Vin: worried about what exactly then? Not like I'l disintegrate right here and now, I've been fine for longer than most here have lived.
Roots: Elst: unpleasantries*
never: Crux: Not physically at least. You just seem.... unhappy.
Graf: longway: bull~s**t elst XD Everyone has problems and doubts... you don' have to pretend to be all dandy when you're not, you're our friend, right?
Graf: Vin: ... been a while since I was all skip-in-th-field, that's true I guess.. nothing you can fix though. Don't think. Not sure.
Roots: Elst: And what sort of 'friend' would I become if I began pouring out complaints and hindrances? I would become a burden, which is useless.
Roots: Aoi: Crux, the fact that you care has shown you've overtaken one of those hurdles to mastering emotion...
Graf: Longway: ... first definition you may want to learn again: friends aren't burdens, ever. People aren't friends with each other just to mooch off the others, they're together because they care, and help each other.
Graf: Longway: sometimes you take, somtimes you give. don't be afraid to take.
Graf: Vin: good point Aoi. *listening vaguely while playing with his black minitur lightning between his fingers*
Roots: Elst: And I should not abuse your kindness. If I can continue to help my friends while requiring no aid in return, I am beneficial.
Roots: Elst: If I can avoid taking, I will.
Graf: Longway: and what if people don't want you to be beneficial? Sheesh, complicated man XD Rule number one of 'helping': you can't help anyone without helping yourself first.
never: Crux: I..... see. Nothing I can fix? Perhaps... not fix. No, but help. If you ever need, or want it. I am.... always here. [/nodes towards Aoi] I want to.... understand it to the best I can.
Graf: Vin: ... might as well give you the challenge, if you want to hear *rolls around and leans on his elbows¨*
Roots: Elst: *restrained shudder* F-fine. How am I supposed to help myself, help you help me, what must I do?!
Roots: Aoi: Uh oh.
never: Crux: [/tilts his head to the side] I may not understand right away but.... a challenge sounds interesting. At least let me know what it is.
Graf: longway: *gives'm a real tight hug* Trust us. Go with the flow.
Graf: Vin: I could try to explain my problem to you guys, and see what you think I should do : /
Roots: Elst: And if I do not understand this flow, can't f-feel it?
Roots: Aoi: I would be glad to help you, Vin, if you will allow it.
Graf: Longway: .. an stop telling yourself you can't. be yourself, FIND yourself. allow yourself to be, okay...
Graf: Vin: *starts somehow roundaboutly trying to explain how he's supposed to be someone else and has trouble figuring out who to be*
Graf: he's not gonna tell them he's banning's brother XD
Roots: Elst: I am myself, and myself seems to lack things, so I deal with those flaws and try to avoid them inconveniencing others.
never: Crux: [/listens along in contemplative silence]
Roots: Elst: How can I feel these things if I have never felt them, and never will? I don't even know what they..feel like.
Roots: Aoi: ...
Graf: Longway: you're no inconvenience, Elst. really, you're noooo~t *makes odd face all hypnotise hypnotise* stop being afraid of attaching to other people and showing them who you really are. It's not like you're suddenly a pain in the butt just because you're.. still learning.
Graf: Longway: everybody learns, but they need to give themselves the space to brethe, you know.
Roots: I should warn you,Elst's forced himself into a lot of denial, a lot of mental safeguards, ones he's been building for who knows how many years. He doesn't remember a lot of things he once did.
Graf: Vin: ... so it's my holy-moly purpose to be the one I'm ...mimicking, but... gah, I AMhim, I can't pretend to be myself can I?
Roots: Elst: I don't know who I really am.,.That enough for you?
Graf: Longway: .. let us help you find out?
Roots: Aoi: *a bit of a telepathic broadcast here, folks... If Elst remembered all of it he WOULD return to the earth...*
Roots: Elst: How can you help?
Graf: I think I like having longway as a character who's got herself sorted out. she's got a lot of petty issues but she doesn't mnd having them
never: Crux: [/hums in thought] you cant.... be who you arent. We are..... we form ourselves as we learn and grow, and fit into our own skin. You cant be the one you're mimicking for the rest of your life, or you'll never be you, right...? And if that means starting over from square one as yourself and growing into your own self then... wouldn't that be plausible? I am not sure..... I am still learning about such things.
Roots: Aoi: Look at yourself. Do you not like yourself? Then that is not yourself you are looking at.
Graf: Vin: .. so either I fail at my purpose forever or I live my life knowing I'm.. I CAN'T be Rugovin being what I am *bonks forehead into the floor, and hard*
Graf: vin's a walking paradox x"3
Roots: Aoi: Maybe this isn't your purpose? Maybe..there is a new purpose to your life?
never: Crux: Humans create their own purposes in life based off of who they are.... You are... not with them anymore, thus, your purpose has been fulfilled as much as it could be, an perhaps it is time to... move on?
Graf: Vin: .. I... have to be, I AM... I can't not be.. I EXIST to be... for him..
never: Crux: but nowadays, you exist for yourself... do you not?
Roots: Aoi: Yes, what if you've already done your purpose, what if you are free?
Graf: Vin: never... I'm unhinged, but.. I don't want to wither. If I move on, I may as well vanish.
epic: I'm being forced to go to sleep now. :l
Graf: Longway: *softly patting elst's back* you'll get there eventually... don't stress.
Roots: Elst: See, right now, I could be helping Vin here, instead of wasting your time with my worthless issues.
epic: has left the room.
Graf: Longway: *snerk* you think he'd have any faith in what you say when you claim you don't even believe yourself?
Graf: Longway: 'you're one to talk', that stuff ^^
Graf: Misha: *trundling around making sure everyone's settled for the night*
Roots: Elst: So, instead of stress over my pettyness, I could productively help Vin. You see? Why would I even deserve help? My issues are my fault, and if I don't know myself that's my own fault that I'm a filthy hypocrite.
never: Crux: [/awkwardly pats Vin, not sure what to say since if a similar situation occured, he might not be able to move on either]
Graf: Longway: you're not petty.
Roots: Aoi: Hey, look at dad, at least you've aknowldged your problems, Vin, that's imortant. Look what happens when you can't, look at dad.
Roots: Elst: And why not?
Graf: Longway: because WE SAY SO.
Graf: Vin: ... I'm no less a mess'n he is | > ... *oddly touched by crux' petting* *sits up, wipes blood off his foreheadand picks the spindly bugger into his lap*
Roots: Elst: Look. I can't remember what I've done with my life. I can't remember who knows how many people I once cared for. I can't remember myself. How is that not petty, huh?
Graf: the surefire 'solution to vin's problem (won't fix i all, but a big part of it) is deceptivel simple
never: Crux: [/blinks at suddenly being picked up but curls up comfortably in Vins lap, making sure its comfortable for him as well] I am not sure this helped but.... I hope I am at least able to do something for you. Something... Anything. [/enjoys Vins presence in a rather strange simplistic way]
Graf: Longway: that's a serious problem. NOT petty. YeGods know how hard you're struggled, so now it's time for us to help you out. We don't want to let you go.
Roots: Aoi: What if that's okay, being messed up? What if all you need is to accept yourself as imperfect? You're a lot better, in soul, than most.
Graf: Vin: *ends up petting him lightly* you listened.. and hey, there's not much you can do wrong here, I've been every which way, can't get any lower than I am | 3
Graf: Longway: damn right : |
Roots: Aoi: See how we accept you, care about you? You're worth caring for.
Roots: Aoi: That is what matters.
never: Crux: [/thrums contently under the petting and nestles in] I am.... glad. I will always listen, if you need it.
Roots: Elst: ...even if you do not want to...'let me go', we can't always have what we want. I cannot hold on to myself, or anyone else, my efforts are worthless as the accomplish nothing, This is why I just go on. This is why I have to leave it all.
Graf: Vin: *smiles placidly* you make sure to do the listening and asking part for Trystan too eh, wily bugger *wonders how it feel like to be half metallic*
Roots: Elst: Because it is all I CAN do.
never: Crux: [/is used to feeling metallic and doesn't understand what it feels like to be squishy] I will.... though he is highly... secretive. And strange. [/thrums in amusement] Always.
Graf: longway: don't be ridiculous... how ar you ever going to make an honest effort when you're already aiming below the target? it's up to YOU to do what's needed to be helped. WE will do what we can, and we'll never give up on you.
Graf: Vin: that's what people are like, the ones who are twisted up even moreso. can be a pain to deal with... but they needn't be lost if people care. *idly playing with discharge again*
Roots: Elst: If I cannot love something, someone, I will care for them as if I did, If I cannot love myself, I will act as if I did, If I have no reason to live, I will strive as if I have no reason to die. I am not giving up on myself, I simply accept what I cannot do, and deal with it.
Roots: Elst: *now holding a mangle3d pocketwatch*
Roots: Elst: It is that simple.
never: Crux: [/nods in slight interest] Twisted? A good word for it.... I believe. Is there a way... to un-twist them? Or is that up to them alone? I believe I have dealt with Trystan this long despite him being a pain because I could never leave him. I will keep Trystan from being lost as best I can. [/purrs a bit]
Roots: Elst: If I cannot return in full the wonderful kindness I have been given by you, I will act like I can, and give all I can, and ignore these problems that prevent me from doing so.
Graf: longway: o-o ... shush you... ... someone who is unable to do those things ou say you can't.. wouldn't talk like you do. Cats aren't frustrated for being unable to speak. and I highly doubt vegtables wished they could walk around with such fervour.
Graf: Longway: you have it in you.
Roots: Hey, at least you got him to admit there were any problems in the first place, eh?
Roots: Elst: And even if I did, I don't know what it once was, and I don't kno what it is now.
Graf: Vin: depends on the twistiness. Lots of twisted knots. Trystan's problem isn't like.. plant-dude's. I've got my own tangle, I'm just so tangled it's firmly stuck XD
Roots: Elst: know*
Graf: Longway: so you can learn. again, or for the first time. and we won't let you slide back.
Roots: Elst: This is like...trying to teach the blind to see. Even if they saw, they wouldn't know what it was.
Graf: ((Neptune: dayemn right chap *peace sign x° doesn't keep me from being curious ))
Roots: Elst: And what am I even learning, can you tell me that?
Graf: Longway: if they ended up seeing, they'd laern. there's people around you who at least claim they feel, to know atleast most of all this flightly stuff you're trying -or not trying to grasp
Roots: Elst: But what am I even trying to grasp?
Graf: Longway: if you're unblinded, let the others introduce you to the colours. It won't remain foreign forever.
Roots: Elst: But what is IT?
Graf: Longway: heck, ask me to get into your head right away, won't you XD If you want my opinion, you already have what you're looking for.
Graf: Longway: all that eluuuu~sive stuff called feelings, love and whatever the jack.
Roots: Elst: Even if I had it, what is it that I have. That is what I want. To know what I want, what I need.
Graf: Vin: *listening in on them* deep s**t.
Roots: Elst: I want...to know...
Graf: longway: you have yourself. you HAVE the need to know, you have doubt. ou can't doubt you doubt
Graf: Longway: all that, the ay you're talking, acting, what you're expressing, it's all one big neon sign telling me you have everything in you you wih to have. ou just have to uncover it.
Roots: Elst: ...but...what..do I want to know...
Graf: Misha: .. everyone should... take a nap..
Graf: longway: what kind of answer are you expecting?
Roots: Holy hell, I think he just had a tear right there. o.o
Roots: Elst: I don't know...
Graf: she's all : / sheesh complex x"3
Graf: Longway: shush now... *huggles* not all answers at once.. I think the bunbuns is right for once
Graf: longway: everyone needs to 'sleep on it' sometimes.
Roots: Elst: ....I....
Graf: longway: shhh...
Graf: .. she's so short compared to him
Graf: Vin: *going dozy too*
Roots: Elst: *stares back at the shrub, listening to his mangled watch tick*
Graf: Longway: .. if you want me to I can get that fixed... *speaking softly now*
Roots: Aoi: *twelve shades of unconscious*
Graf: awwwwz
Roots: Elst: ..if you want...it doesn't really matter, it's just another problem...
Graf: Misha: *flops beside aoi-cuddled-into-tryst and strokes him softly*
Roots: Aww, sleeppile.
Graf: Longway: ...and one that can be fixed easily. No need to resign to it ;3 how about we go and settle down too? things always look less desperate in the morning..
Graf: Vin: *has Crux in his hold all warm and safe* *tends to sleep outdoors anyway, hah*
Roots: Elst: *snapping back* Yes, g-get it fixed please, I will reimburse you.
never: Crux: [/is completely and perfectly comfortable with Vin for some reason] .... [/almost asleep]
Roots: Aoi: *humming a song he's sung before*
never: Trystan: [/also surprisingly comfortable for once, surrounded by others]
Graf: Longway: ... first lesson for you: you don't pay favours back like that, it's considered rude to do that to your friends ;3 now shush.. *takes him to the couch*
Graf: Misha: *falling asleep with the sweetest smile ever*
Roots: Aoi: *quietly*...a subtle...misery...
Graf: Misha: *keeps softly stroking im until he falls asleep himself*
Roots: Aoi: *new song* Yet, the sunnn....
Graf: Vin: *nods off in the dark, completely undisturbed*
Graf: Longway: *flicks the lights off*
Roots: Aoi: ...shines....again...*silent*
Graf: longway: *gets elst to siddown with gentle pressure*
Roots: Elst: *staring at plants outside* I...don't sleep, I think, instead...it calms me...
never: BAWWWWW.
never: cuuuuuuuuute. <3
never: [/enjoys this scene in her head]
Graf: Longway: .. issgood.. *muttering softly, sits down beside him and bluntly picks him as her pillow to use*
Roots: Elst: Yes, a pillow, I can be useful, that is...happy... *falls silent*
Graf: Longway: *smiling in the dark, nestled against him* you make a good pillow Elst... *content sigh* just... take a break hmm... *dozes*
__~ And that is that, my dears, everyone settled for the night.
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