Its Kyandee Lace
Ok so like I was planning on having a party, but I decided to not celebrate at all.
I dunno, but it just seems so depressing for some strange reason. Like I know no one will show up for the party, because theres another BIG party going on that week. So no one will arrive.
Its so much work to plan it, and obviously none of my friends in Beijing actually care about the fact that its the day I crawled out of my mom's v****a. So yeah :B
And even if some of then DO care about my birthday, they'd ALL rather go to YEN's 5th Anniversary than just maybe I dunno, CELEBRATE with me?
So I'm on MSN right now, talking to a friend Marc, and his ideas on birthday parties are actually really interesting...
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-so I might just stay in and sleep for the day, haah
Marcusuke says:
haha
- just have a nice dinner with ur friends, and go out and have fun
-i don't really understand about the parties... many people that u don't care about or they don't care about u end up coming
-get some free drinks
-pretend they know u and like u, and never hear from them again
Marcusuke says:
haha
- just have a nice dinner with ur friends, and go out and have fun
-i don't really understand about the parties... many people that u don't care about or they don't care about u end up coming
-get some free drinks
-pretend they know u and like u, and never hear from them again
And its so true to be honest...I mean when I think about it, half of the people who I'll invite will just prolly ignore me for the whole night.
So yeah, ******** birthdays. :/ They always end up so gloomy for me.
Like last year? On my 15th birthday, my Mom broke her leg when she was coming home to celebrate. We ended up 'celebrating' over the phone as she lied in the hospital, recovering.
It pretty much ruined the idea of them for me. And with all this drama that's happened over the past few months, 16th...just sounds like ANOTHER burden.
Maybe I'll just stay in the whole day, get on the phone and just talk my heart out, lol
I'm not asking for like sympathy, m'kay? I'm not like pleading for comments like:
Poor Kyandee D: -hug hug-
Honestly I don't need them. ^^;;; I just feel like I need to talk about it for a bit.
Anyone else ever feel like this?
:: Edit ::
I was having a moment. ^^;;; I've decided to just treat it like a regualr club night, but have a fancy dinner. And I wanna sk the resturant if they can play sexual lyrics xDDD
How Many Licks - Lil Kim
Dicipline - Janet Jackson
Poker Face - Lady GaGa
Bring Sexy Back - Justin Timberlake
If You Seek Amy - Britney Spears
Bitch
