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 Posted: Tue Jun 09, 2009 9:04 pm
iTerrrruhfied
i am: a child, a friend, a family member, loving, trustworthy, shy, confident, still a child at heart, me and no one else
i think: to much about small things that don’t matter in the large scheme of things, and to little about the questions that really matter
i know: to much about nothing and not enough about everything else; that I matter to at least five people in the this world, but wish I did to more; that one day someone will think of me and wish it had turned out differently
i have: two cups of coffee almost every morning; a computer I rely on too much; everything I need, but not enough of what I want; a kind and honest heart; wonderful and caring friends and family; had my heart broken once
i hate: people who feel they have to be someone else to be loved or liked by others; the pain of losing someone you love; breaking up (who likes that); hurting someone’s feelings
i don’t: pretend to be anyone but me
i can’t: sing even though I really wish I could; make it through life without the support of friends and family
i can: try to be the best person I can be; shoot for the moon and even if I miss land among the stars; be cheesy with sayings like that at times
i will: try and give all that I have in relationships with friends and family; promise to listen if you need me; NEVER ask a guy out (way to shy and scared of rejection); never stop dreaming; learn how to fly without wings
i won’t: lie, cheat, or steal to get where I want in life
i miss: the carefree childhood days of climbing trees and having your best friend live down the street; family members that are no longer here
i fear: rejection, never falling in love again, not living up to my potential, growing old alone, letting people in, sharing my thoughts and emotions with others
i feel: happy, sad, depressed, lonely, full of life, tired, run down, worn out, ecstatic, basically every emotion possible
i hear: silence in a world of chaos
i smell: freshly mowed grass on a summer day, rain, flowers
i crave: chocolate, a fairytale
i wonder: what certain people think about me? If I will ever figure out my purpose in life? Whether there is only one person out there perfect for me or a lot of people that could be right? Whether there is someone out there that cares about me and I don’t know it?
i regret: not saying a few things in a certain situation that can’t be said now; not caring more before it was too late
i love: my family, my friends, my dogs, flowers, stars, vacations, sun, sfall, being happy, a relaxing day of nothing in my PJ’s, running, girls nights; still loving people who have broken my heart … I wish them the best
i dream: all of the time, without our dreams where does that leave us
i long: to travel the world
i care: about everything and everyone … more then I can sometimes handle
i'm always: chronically late
i am not: perfect in any way shape or form … I’m human and nothing less
i believe: that I can do anything I put my mind to, that someday everything will fall into place
i sing: badly, very loudly in my car and my house, but never when any one is around
i smile: all the time … it always makes me feel better to smile
i collect: things that don't matter
i play: the game of life (but never games when it comes to dating)
i write: in my journal every night, just for fun
i await: the day where I’m content with everything in my life
i cook: rarely, I burn brake and bake cookies
i trust: everyone one more than I should, but no one completely
i intend: to be the best I can be
i search: for the answers to the questions I have
i look: to God; like no one else but me
i shout: very rarely
i whisper: in movies, to my friends
i conquer: everything I put my mind to
i listen: to everyone that needs an ear; to song lyrics way to much; to my parents to little
i ignore: people who have no idea what they are talking about, people who try to bring me down, people who tell me I can’t do something
i like: the little things in life
i live: life to it’s fullest. However, sometimes I get lost along the way.
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Posted: Sat Jun 13, 2009 8:18 am
The Tainted Truth
I am: a christan, A girl, A writer, An Artist, A Dramatic Person, A kid, A Mature person, Open to rejection, Single [=-=; Oh the irony]
I think: Far to wide, About deep thoughts, About pointless things, About my charcters far to much, About Music.
I know: That I have an amazing Family, A great Life, That I'm not really going to fit in, That I can only try my best, And that alot of people think I put on an act.
I have: An amazing Life, Friends a Family, Poptarts, Oatmeal, A bike, A laptop and a Desktop, Two Drama Pins on my R, and alot of spare time.
I hate: The Idea of losing some one I love, The time when I get to deep in to thought and sadden myself, Cancer.
I don’t: Do drugs, Smoke, Make promises. Aside from that I think I do alot of things I should'ent, as said before people think 'Im an act'
I can’t biggrin ance, or be atheletic, Make it though with out some one there to wine or cry to.
I can: Be as kind as I can even though I'm called a suck up so many times, Be there for my friends, Read, Draw, Write.
I will: Stay close to God. Love my family.
I won’t: Be a satanist. Aside from that I do Lie And well I stole and Cheated when I was little so I did do that but I try to avoid it now.
I miss: A stress Free life, Mom being single, Enjoying the little things, Having a straight levle headed carrer plan, Kindergarden.
I fear: Dying young, Leaving my mother and Father in this world, My mom and Dad dying, Not being loved.
I feel: Happy, Joyful, Sad, Bitter....Yes Very bitter =w=, Un approved.
I hear: The Rain.
I smell: Sweets.
I crave: A date ! Drama Camp, Love, Approvle.
I wonder: What waits beyond the grave [However the bible descibres it pretty nicley], How many days I have left in life, What do people think of me.
I regret: Saying things that I didn't mean, Greifing my mom when I was little, Lying, Sinning, Cheating , Stealing, Alot of things I did when I was young.
I love: God, My Family, My Friends, My life, My country, Poptarts.
I dream: Rarley I don't think I'm going to make it far I'll end up with an office job more then likly but ya never know theres always a chance of change.
I long: know people i've never met, To be noticed, To have friends, To make my parents Proud, To have less of a temper, To discover myself.
I care: About alot people in general animals are okay I care alot about God Myself My friends and Family.
I'm always: Worried
I am not: Perfect, I can only be what I can.
I believe: In God, In destiny, In fate, In a plan.
I sing: On stage...Once for about.....2 minutes combined. But it was fun ! I don't sing excesiatly but I try and I sing very loud and off key.
I smile: alot, When I can when the time is right.
I collect: troubles.. I try to take things I can't off other peoples hands.
I play: Alot of people, Myself I play the symptheic friend I play the mean friend I play the friend that hates romance only to turn around and encurage them to go for that guy they like, I play a hypocrite, I play a christan [However that one I know is no act]
I write: Stories, That I know I'll never publish but I love.
I await: Time.
I cook: ramen and poptarts and dinner for mom once in a while
I trust: God, My family, very close friends. I over share with people to but I don't trust them
I intend: To be alot of things help alot of people however I try to lower my standereds becuase I fear disapointment
I search: For myself
I look: To God, and my Mom.
I shout: When i'm angry or on stage.
I whisper: Secrets.
I conquer: Few things but I try as hard as I can.
I listen: To The outdoors I try to listen to God, I listen to my parents, my friends rarley, To the click from my keyborde.
I ignore: people who act like Petty children.
I like: My family, My Friends, God, My country, Drama, Teachers, Wise people, Poptarts, Acting.,
I live: For God and the long Run, I live to see the future and to make others happy.
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Posted: Sat Jun 13, 2009 9:08 am
Delaney
i am: caring, loving, open, honest, a child, a sister, a daughter, a writer, a singer, myself
i think: everyone should lead a life worth living, all the little things matter, trying your hardest may not always work, but that doesn't mean you should give up.
i know: that no matter how hard things get, I have people who love me and will be here to back me up. That I don't know everything, and have so much more to learn. To do my best at everything I do.
i have: a loving mother who will do anything in her power for me, a sister who has my back no matter what, a father who tries his hardest to stay involved in my life, despite my parents' divorce, friends I know I can count on for anything, oh, and a music addictions <3
i hate: people who have no individuality, the way people believe it is okay to abuse, be it an animal, a child, or another human being. The horrible things that are done in this world every day for reasons so unimportant. That innocent people suffer fates so cruel.
i don’t: believe it is okay to change for everyone else, think I could survive without my music, believe the war between my parents will ever end.
i can’t: overcome my fears, despite my trying; be the person my mom wants me to be (though she will get over it), bear to move again.
i can: always be myself. Try my best. Stay loyal to my friends and family, never give up
i will: always try to be the better person, be here for my friends and my family whenever, wherever I am needed, be honest, learn to forgive and forget, live life to the fullest
i won’t: be afraid of choices, be disloyal or cruel, ever tell you lies, let you be afraid.
i miss: the innocence that came with being little, having my 'one, big, happy family', the people that live so far away, the friends and family I have lost.
i fear: falling in love, being rejected, being alone, growing old, losing all I have, spiders, bugs, and sharks ^.^
i feel: loved, sad, alone, excited, amazed, depends on the day and mood
i hear: the lyrics of songs I use to soothe me every minute of every day. The arguments of my parents and the people around me. The sound of the highway and train station only a few blocks down from my father's house.
i smell: the rain.
i crave: the attention of him, coffee, freedom
i wonder: about my future. If I will be free to make the choices I want to make. If my mom will always try and live my life for me. If my dreams will come true. If I will ever fall in love.
i regret: lots of things not worth sharing
i love: my family and friends, my doggies, music, the seasons, the internet ^.^, the right to be myself
i dream: about things nonexistent, about the fairytale world I wish we had
i long: for peace, the ending of all the madness in the world we live ine, for a way out
i care: for him, for my friends and family, the world around me, anything worth caring for
i'm always: the one to say the stupid or wrong thing, the one to make you laugh, the shyest one in the group, afraid to start a conversation, to afraid of what people think
i am not: what people expect me to be, able to change my ways for you, perfect, a supermodel, I have flaws like anyone else, waiting around for you to notice the obvious, the best at accepting compliments
i believe: that someday, things will get better
i sing: well (I am told, though I don't believe them), in the shower, only when I am alone
i smile: when I am happy or have something to smile for
i collect: things nobody needs, like rocks and movie stubs xD
i play: no sports, no love game. I play at life, and as far as I know, I'm wining
i write: my stories, my journal, and RP's xD
i await: the day when everything is going to be okay
i cook: okay. I can successfully cook mostly everything in my fridge or freezer
i trust: my friends with everything and my family with too little
i intend: to make a difference
i search: for the truth
i look: for answers in the most unlikely places
i shout: for fun
i whisper: to my friends, to my sister, secrets
i conquer: anything I need to
i listen: to music, to my friends, to my parents, to the rain
i ignore: people who act different for others, people who deliberately act stupid or clueless, those who deserve it
i like: little, random things
i live: the best I can, through any given situation
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Posted: Mon Jun 15, 2009 6:34 pm
i am: Courtney, Met, a daughter, a sister, a step-sister, a cousin, golden child, hyper, crazy, shy, thoughtful.
i think: about the past, i can do anything, in school, about life.
i know: that people are made differently, that life isn't fair, my daddy still loves me even though he makes wrong choices, i'll always have friends, i can be rude.
i have: the bestest friends I could ever ask for, Jesus and God, a coke in my hand everyday, an obession with just random things. 5 sisters.
i hate: people who pretend they have and know everything, people who have to act like something their not, feet, speaking in public, that there is still no cure for cancer.
i don’t: pretend the pretty smile on my face, hate the world, hate my dad or his side of the family, use people to my advantage.
i can’t: learn all the things I want to in a certain time, go without a good book, live with out friends and family, mess up like the others i know. Fall in love.
i can: make people laugh til they cry, live with rejection, be a best friend.
i will: become a surgen for the sick, help the cancer society, succed in life, forgive those who hurt me, believe in god.
i won’t: lie, cheat, steal, backstab, tell you your wrong, give up.
i miss: my grandfather, my loving childhood, my hometown.
i fear: rejection, being alone, getting let down, letting down my family, never having my own family, the end of the world, death.
i feel: every emotion out on the universe, that i will never fall in love.
i hear: things people don't, cars, war.
i smell: freshly mowed grass, lemonade, a just lite match, goodies baking in the oven.
i crave: coca-cola, video games, chocolate, something sweet.
i wonder: what people want to say to be, how it feels to die, about things i shouldn't.
i regret: not doing the right things sometimes, holding back what I should say.
i love: every person who have entered my life for one reason or another, my best friends and family.
i dream: of peace, in school, at night, all day.
i long: to impress my family, to travel.
i care: about every living soul, way too much.
i'm always: scared or worried, too kind, gulible.
i am not: a sister to a brother, the perfect child, picky.
i believe: that people are born gay.
i sing:well. alone. in the shower, when no one is around.
i smile: way too much.
i collect: my drawings and movies.
i play: with my sisters and cousin, videogames.
i write: songs and poems
i await: the best day of my life.
i cook: a lot, but bake all of the time.
i trust: only the people that trust me first.
i intend: to live for everyday.
i search: for random answers, to be the best i can.
i look: to God; at the clouds.
i shout: only when I'm pissed or try to get someones attention
i whisper: during movies, to Terra about things that make me laugh, to myself
i conquer: to little when i want to conquer a lot.
i listen: too well to others, when people need advice.
i ignore: people that only want attention
i like: the small things.
i live: life to it’s fullest. & in the moment.
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metrocitylights Vice Captain
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Posted: Wed Jul 01, 2009 8:18 pm
i am: happy, hopeful, crafty, creative, random, me
i think: about everything
i know: how hard things can be, how great things can be too, how to be a good friend, a lot of things, what i need to know
i have: a great life with a few disappointments, really thick hair that gives me headaches, everything i need and more
i hate: caffine free coke, when people wear hideous clothes, gauged ears i can stick my arm through, being afraid, losing people
i don’t: want bad things to happen
i can’t: sing or dance
i can: do almost anything if i really want to
i will: always try my best
i won’t: do anything bad or illegal cuz thats not how i roll
i miss: him, my friends, my siblings
i fear: spiders, snakes, anything that will eat me
i feel: great today
i hear: the news on tv
i smell: my room
i crave: a hair cut
i wonder: where i will be in the next few years
i regret: nothing i have done only things i have not done
i love: my friends, family, books
i dream: really weird stuff that makes no sense
i long: to do everthing i want to do
i care: too much
i'm always: too early, complaining, wanting something
i am not: perfect
i believe: in myself
i sing: really bad, in my car, only when the music is so loud i cant hear myself sing
i smile: a lot
i collect: everthing im a packrat, movie tickets, stickers, books, board games, anything i might use later
i play: on the computer
i write: stuff down
i await: nothing at the moment
i cook: sometimes
i trust: enough
i intend: to get what i want
i search: for answers
i look: at the stars
i shout: too much
i whisper: to him
i conquer: everything I put my mind to
i listen: more than i am heard
i ignore: annoying people
i like: memories
i live: in the future
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Posted: Fri Jul 03, 2009 5:05 pm
i am: shy, sensitive, grateful
i think: about the most important things and people in my life
i know: that i can do anything i set my mind to
i have: a great family that care about me a lot
i hate: eating fish
i dont: need expensive stuff
i cant: dance and play baseball
i can: try to do my best in school next year
i will: achieve all the goals in my life
i wont: do drugs
i miss: all my friends
i fear: snakes, spiders, lizards
i feel: good today
i hear: my ipod almost everyday
i smell: the food cooking
i crave: chocolate, starbucks
i wonder: whats going to happen in the future
i regret: not doing anything i really want to do this summer
i love: my family
i dream: about random stuff
i long: to watch all my favorite movies
i care: about my familly
im always: impatient, complain alot
i am not: a perfect person
i believe: in a lot of things
i sing: in my room,in choir class, in the car
i smile: every day
i collect: books
i play: on the computer everday
i write: a little bit
i await: something exciting to do
i cook: a little bit
i trust: my family
i intend: to try new stuff
i search: nothing at the moment
i look: at the moon everynight
i shout: a lot
i whisper: to my friends
i conquer: my acheivments
i listen: to everything my friends have to say
i ignore: my annoying cousin
i like: talking to people
i live: in the present
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Posted: Sun Aug 16, 2009 10:05 pm
i am: a sister, a daughter, a friend, a woman, but most of all my own person.
i think: about everything always trying to stay 4 steps ahead of the game
i know: that I am loved and that I'm doing the best that I can with what I have.
i have: a wonderful sister, a loving and supporting family (most of the time), everything that i need to survive and the tools that will further myself in the future.
i hate: hypocrisy, abusive people (physcally/mentally/emotionally), people who belittle people to make them feel better, and finially people who sit and cry over the hand that they are dealt instead of trying to make the best out of it.
i don’t: let people who walk away from me waltz back in like nothing has happened
i can’t: go through life alone/spell xd
i can: do everything to the best of my ability
i will: go to college, be the best I can, help people who need help, be your crying shoulder, be the one person you can depend on never to abandon you when you need it.
i won’t: take the easy way just because it is easy
i miss: elementary school where the worst thing that could happen is I forgot my homework or scraped my knee.
i fear: being alone, not being strong enough, most of all failing...
i feel: tired, happy, relaxed, anxious, worried, impatient
i hear: music Ashanti's Southside specifically
i smell: my bodyspray
i crave: a break, the rest of the house of night books and a long rainy day
i wonder: how long I'm going to have to deal with people I cant get away from yet, how long till I can finially relax and take a beather, when I'm finially going to get my life on track.
i regret: not being there for them when they needed me, for putting me first in a situation that I shouldnt have, having regrets.
i love: my family, friends, lovers, x's, my dog, my books
i dream: rarely
i long: to be at home with the one I love
i care: for people who need help, my friends, family...
i'm always: learning
i am not: anywhere close to being where I want to be...
i believe: that one day I'll have a career that helps me, a husband that supports me, and a child that loves me unconditionally
i sing: all the time and people say that I'm pretty good
i smile: most of the time
i collect: books
i play: the game
i write: storys, poetry, and articles
i await: the day that I can go home to something that I've bought and saved for
i cook: ...not really
i trust: I trust people who are trustworthy and will cut you down if you lie to me
i intend: to make me happy in the long run
i search: for the right way
i look: to find strength
i shout: if you make me, which is very hard
i whisper: secrets and my thoughts
i conquer: anything that i need/want to
i listen: to the elder I can trust to not steer me wrong, and to every form of music you can think of (well almost any I know people have wild imaginations)
i ignore: negitivity
i like: being able to just sit and read and talk to my friends
i live: my life to the best of my abilities and judgements
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