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Psychotic Habits Vice Captain
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 Posted: Thu May 07, 2009 11:58 pm
Disappear?
Luc, I wasn't hallucinating, was I?
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Posted: Thu May 07, 2009 11:59 pm
totally gone...
I was waiting for it to come back though...
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Psychotic Habits Vice Captain
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Posted: Fri May 08, 2009 12:07 am
That is so weird...I'm so lost.
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Posted: Fri May 08, 2009 12:09 am
Me too...
BTW getting sleepy yet...
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Psychotic Habits Vice Captain
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Posted: Fri May 08, 2009 12:10 am
No...
I'm having a breakdown. I didn't wanna admit it.
I don't usually say it. Just keep it to myself.
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Posted: Fri May 08, 2009 12:13 am
You could tell me...
I can keep a secret you know...
We could always edit this later...
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Posted: Fri May 08, 2009 12:18 am
shouldnt u guys and girl be sleep?
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Posted: Fri May 08, 2009 12:21 am
For me not actually...
It's just about 4:00 in the afternoon...
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Psychotic Habits Vice Captain
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Posted: Fri May 08, 2009 12:25 am
Basically I'll break it down.
Sis- I did a lot for and was my best friend disowned me.
Bro- Only real life person I have to do anything with is not here right now.
Mom- Has a lot of problems, which has always stressed me out. She always talks to me. Ever since I was just a little kid I knew everything that went on. I saw my parents fight. I consoled my mom when she cried. I even talked to her when she said she was thinking of leaving him. I always have tried to make her life easier by taking on extra responsibility. I basically completely take care of my bro minus money things. I pick him up from school. I feed him, talk to him.
Dad- Never see eye to eye. He tells me every memory I have is made up and I don't know anything. He tells me everytime I wanna do something I won't like it or I won't finish it. He also blames everything on me. Like my sister pushing me away.
Friends- Don't have any.
Job-Can't even get interviews for anything outside of fast food.
Car- Need work I can't afford.
Teeth- Rotting out of my head because I can't fix them.
Health- Poor, can't go to the doc.
Body- Always in constant pain.
Sleep- Don't get much.
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Posted: Fri May 08, 2009 12:32 am
s**t...
Basically you do all the work...
Come on you can count me as a friend...
I won't be there but you can always talk to me...
You need to rest...
No point in doing everything when your not fit...
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Psychotic Habits Vice Captain
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Posted: Fri May 08, 2009 12:43 am
I have no choice. I wasn't born into a life where you get much a choice on anything. It's work your butt off or starve usually for me. I am lucky I am back at my parents now. But I am jobless and broke. I gotta earn my right to live here. So i do everything around here. I pick up after a 21 and 18 year old just to not cause a fight and make everyone stressed out. I just do it.
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Posted: Fri May 08, 2009 12:45 am
Guess so...
But hey don't you have a right to at least have them help you at some point???
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Posted: Fri May 08, 2009 12:46 am
I always have trouble sleeping
(And I noticed the thread disappear right after I posted in it)
Its 2:46 AM here
Im not evern tired
I been sleeping during the day
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Posted: Fri May 08, 2009 12:51 am
Ammit the Devourer Mom- Has a lot of problems, which has always stressed me out. She always talks to me. Ever since I was just a little kid I knew everything that went on. I saw my parents fight. I consoled my mom when she cried. I even talked to her when she said she was thinking of leaving him. I always have tried to make her life easier by taking on extra responsibility. I basically completely take care of my bro minus money things. I pick him up from school. I feed him, talk to him. Dad- Never see eye to eye. He tells me every memory I have is made up and I don't know anything. He tells me everytime I wanna do something I won't like it or I won't finish it. He also blames everything on me. Like my sister pushing me away.
... Are you sure we aren't living the same lives, or something?
With some VERY minor tweaks to it, that could be the exact description of my parents and my relationship with both of them.
Any way it goes, I feel for you.
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Psychotic Habits Vice Captain
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Posted: Fri May 08, 2009 12:52 am
I got 3 hours of sleep last night. It's 1:50am here.
I haven't been able to sleep without pills since mid Dec.
Luc- Eh. Maybe I ask too much already just by being here?
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