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 Posted: Fri Nov 04, 2005 6:18 pm
This journal is for Torvil's use only. Fellow Pae'il owners, and people with explicit permission may post. Dropping off of gifts is also allowed. Please contact Torvil if you would like to be able to post here.
:[ Name ]:
Signis
:[ Gender ]:
Male
:[ Generation ]:
Second
:[ Parents ]:
Sol + Estralita
:[ Owner ]:
Torvil Rakamash
:[ Personality ]:
Curious and a tad strong willed, Signis doesn't like to be pushed around, but he does respect authority
:[ Likes ]:
Books, Training, The Circle
:[ Dislikes ]:
to be pushed around
:[ Current Abilities ]:
<< to be filled in >>
:[ Associated Element(s) ]:
<< to be filled in >>
:[ Weapons ]:
<< to be filled in >>
:[ Previous Journal ]: :[ Adult Cert ]:
Pae'il (c) Antidia
Created by - Tiaphanu
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Posted: Wed Jan 18, 2006 5:01 pm
01/18/2006 Dear Journal, Not much has happened really, since I lost your first iteration. Haven't seen Myze in awhile, though I have to admit, it is a tad akwards being with and around her due to her new height... and erm... other things. Not that I don't love her anymore or anything... But it feels a lot better to not be reminded of the differences between us. So I've been keeping to my work, practically living here in the forge. I've been working on a new metal... A mixture between silver and an ore I found in the mountains... It's stronger than steel, and very lightweight... who knows, it might just have a really good use for something... Lately I've just been making sconds of armor with it. It's amazing how much ore lies in these mountains, I wonder if there is someone creating more when I take it away, because every vein I find is near endless... Found some gold too... Didn't make a big fuss about it... Made some jewerly for Myze with it... If I see her again I'll give it to her... Right now, I don't know where she is... and that upsets me... But enough about that, I've been keeping up with my practice at the sword as well journal, tho really, it is not my true passion anymore. I find that working with my hands to make these blades brings me more pleasure than weilding them... I'm thinking of seriously putting away the blood-steel blade my father made me for good... I think he'd be proud of how far I've come in the art... Well... I think that's all for now... I'll keep you posted Journal... Really... There's not much left to do.
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Posted: Fri Jan 20, 2006 7:32 am
01/20/2006 Dear Journal, Met a wonderful group of people yesterday... It was rather nice, to actually talk. Hard at first of course, but it was worth it. I told them about my work, they seemed mildly interested, I should go visit them again, the woman... Jazz... Said her son could maybe play his guitar for me... That's nice... I wonder if dad is dissapointed that I couldn't play Duar...
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Posted: Sat Jan 28, 2006 9:16 pm
01/28/2006 Dear Journal, I met another Elder the other day Journal, her name was Luna, she said she knew my parents... I'm not all that suprised, I'm sure by now half the isle knows of them in some way shape or form, hell, I'm sure half the isle is somehow related to them by blood of some sort... Regardless, she reminded me a lot of Myze, and that saddens me a little Journal, I miss her so very, very much, and it's beginning to get to me... Everytime I fall to sleep I dream of her. ... Why won't she come home?
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Posted: Sun Jan 29, 2006 12:25 pm
01/29/2006 Dear Journal, Where does Darius get off telling me who I should and should not be, what I should and should not do, and what I should and should not feel! That b*****d, what gives him the right to say half of what he said last night? I think this whole Elder thing has gone to his head... I could have beat him at his own game, but I'm tired of it journal, I'm tried of Elders and all their hoopla... If I were one, I know I'd at least try to be the same person I always was, not some arrogant a**... But I probably never will be one huh? That's what it's looking like Journal, and it's getting to the point that I'm really not going to give it any thought anymore. My life is my own, and if the Guardian's at some point decide that I'm ready to ascend to the next level of Pae'ildom then so be it, that's their choice and not mine, and I'm content with that... Why won't Myze come home... I need her so much... I need her... *tear splotches*
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Posted: Sat Feb 11, 2006 1:09 am
02/10/2006 Journal, Exploring the forest today, or rather, taking a walk, I ran across a rather... interesting child. She's quite wise beyond her years, and had quite the mouth on her two... I don't know weather to be worried about her upbringing or be honored that she invited me to her home... Either way... Time for some very, very ugly truths... I don't love Myze anymore... Maybe if she was around, maybe if I didn't have all this work... Maybe if she showed up out of the blue that might change, but right now, no... She's gone to me Journal, I don't even remeber what she looks like anymore, let alone sounds like, I definatly don't remeber how she feels in my arms... Love is gone, I'll deal, its' time to move on and stop crying myself to sleep at night... Darius and everyone else on the isle who is too damn concited to care about anyone else can blow it... I don't give a damn about them anymore, and they can kiss my a**... I'm tired of being... the NOBLE upstanding one, I'm going to do what I want now, make what I want, act how I want, and if that makes the Guardian's deem me unsuitble for Elder... so be it... I have trust and faith in them still, perahps... The only thing I still believe in besides my work, and teaching Bellatrix how to use the blade... In return, she'll teach me how to use the bow... a fair trade... I think... Enough, I have work to do... *smudge*
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Posted: Tue Feb 14, 2006 1:46 am
The Valintine's Journal Journal, Irony is a b***h.... In many, many ways... *chuckles* I'm writing this on Valintine's day, you'd figure I'd be celebrating it with Myze... No, No... I'm going to be celebrating it with Bellatrix, but frist I'm going to have to get that damn grindstone home, maybe I'll let her watch me ^_~ Anyway... A lot has happened, so I'm going to do a somewhat dashboard conffesional here... I love Bellatrix, I know those feelings to be true, and I'm not going to lie about them, yeah she may be young, but damnit all, that's not going to stop me, she wants to be with me, so I'm going to let her be. Yeah sure, she's an evil murderous snake, but DAMN if that isn't the hottest thing in the world. Of course I'm digressing, but that's fine... Anyway... I've decided that I'm going to stick with Bellatrix, come hell or highwater, and the guradians can damn me to hell if they wish, she's the path I've chosen for now... Till next... *Smudge*
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Posted: Fri Feb 24, 2006 8:04 pm
To be blunt... Journal, I'm not going to beat around the bush, here's how it's been for the last couple of days... Hard, fast, and incredibly irritating... I LOVE IT! Bellatrix and I have been fighting near about every day over one thing or another, it's... exhilerating, I find myself goading her into them just for the making up afterwards... Hell... JUST for the fight itself! Here's to hoping that I can keep it up ^_~
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Posted: Mon Apr 24, 2006 4:42 am
Congratulations Bellatrix and Signis!
The arrival of your babies will be announced in the main thread!
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Posted: Sat May 06, 2006 6:39 pm
05/06/2006 Dear Journal, I've been getting lax in writing in you Journal, and that's really bad of me, after all, I got you to keep track of everything that is going on my life, and sadly I have not been doing a good job. The biggest two things I think that I should make note of right now Journal, is that fact that Bellatrix is now a full grown woman, and pregnant on top of that. I won't say that finding out she was pregnant was a pleasent thing, I still have a black eye to prove the contrary, but after all, I'm going to be a father for the second time in my life, with a woman who is not the origonal mother of my children. Suffice it to say it feels a bit odd to put that down on paper, but; Myze was something very important in my life, she was the apple of my eye, the moon and sun of my univere, and I was lost without her for the longets time. Bellatrix is very special to me, and I care for her and our coming children deeply. Even though she has her times where I wonder if I should worry about her actions, I know that in the end she loves me and she would do nothing to REALLY cause me harm. At least, I hope I'm right...
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Posted: Sun Nov 05, 2006 2:19 pm
Things are getting intersting... Seems Tarmin is picking up his mother's habits, as is his sister... Oh well, probably for the best, as it seems to make Bellatrix to want to spend more time with them. I can't complain, it means she's around more, and it means free labor for helping me set up my second forge.
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Posted: Mon May 21, 2007 8:54 pm
Not really much to report... Been here and there, working mostly. Tamrin is growing up into a fine young man. A bit cold and aloof, but I think he's doing well. He's spending a lot of time with Altuirous, who if I'm right from what he's told me, related to me by my sister... Seems her brood have breed out as well. This is good to hear... I'm happy for them all.
But as I said before, on the whole, not much to report.
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