Well i have been working on controling my energy and energy around me, such as reki which is a healing form of it developed in Japan. The problem is and i have noticed that my energy is getting alot stronger as i age, is that when i get really really mad its like i can't control it and things start to happen like glases braking and things vibrating. I live a stressful life (yeah that's a long story) so that doesn't help. But when i do get really mad I feel almost like im a differant person and i don't think before i act like i normal do. It's just like the energy takes over, i feel like if i don't get it under control i might hurt someone. what should i do?
Posted: Wed May 06, 2009 2:59 pm
Rage is a wonderful thing child. Use it as it makes you strong and makes you focus... however if your healing not really the best idea or you could stop someone's heart. Now Destruction is in my perspective better but then again I am not really a naturally nice person (otherwise I wouldn't be a dictator or the Last Armageddon).
I know and that is what worrys me, i get sugificagntly stonger but i can't control my body, what i say, how i use my abilites or anything. I wish i knew how to control it
Posted: Sun May 17, 2009 2:37 am
oh my stars,well I dont have that problem but I do have smething similar...if I get angry towards someone thing bad happends to them but I really have to be angry at them it cant just be like me getting mad no I have to be full of rage. I dnt know how to control it im trying but its gonna take time and may be the same for you. best of luck I know you will be able to control it one day.
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