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 Posted: Thu Nov 03, 2005 9:03 pm
This journal is for EvilSilverDragon's use only. Fellow Pae'il owners, and people with explicit permission may/may not post. Dropping off of gifts is also/not allowed. Please contact EvilSilverDragon if you would like to be able to post here.
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Pae'il (c) Antidia
Created by - Tiaphanu
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Posted: Sun Nov 27, 2005 2:07 pm
Personal information Well, My name is Kurt, I am the first adoptive pae of Ru and this is my journal completely. Me: I believe I have a good personality, I try to always be polite and respectful, especially towards females. Until very recently, I was very naive, an Elder fixed that 'problem'. Ru: She is, or really was, my caretaker and mother. Her health isn't that great and she also has the banthi to take care of. I haven't seen her on a regular bases since I was a baby. She is protective over me even now that I am an adult. Morena: All I know about her is that she is a Fae and my sister. Wife: Chael heart Children: Sunny Jones: We sort of adopted her. She lives in my house and refueses to follow my rules. Menolly: She is our youngest daughter She is now an adult and has run off with some pae, when I find him he will pay Eros: Our son oldest Son. At least he seems to still respect and love his father Aurora: I gave Cheal a little, pink suffed pae, which turned into a child. Sabell: Our youngest and probably last child. He is a teen right now and still seems to love and respect me.
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Posted: Sun Nov 27, 2005 2:23 pm
Fellow Island denizens Cheal: Wow, I just can't put enough here, I'll just deacate a page to her later on. I will say this, I may not be sure if I am in love with her, but I know I feel very strongly for her. I am falling in love. I am in love, and still falling Letha: She stands out in my mind, I have never met just an exploive Pae before. It was frustating how no matter what I did or said, she kept on seeing my polite and respecful behavior as rude. The Elder: I really have to find out what his name is, I am thankful for the...wisdom and informantion he gave me, and at the same time slightly distrubed to have so much give at once with no restarnt given, or at least I don't think he held anything back anything. Ceri: She is another elder I have had the pleasure of meeting. She was really nice. Tartara: Now there is an odd story I'll tell later. I can't really say I have much thoughts about her, shes just a lost human who got along well with Ru. --extended family-- Zulu: He is a good kid, though his other personaility could use some work. He is more of a nephew, as I see it, because he is pretty much Cronos's son. Crounos: If you want to make a good impresson with me, DON'T harm my wife! She came out of no where and fell on Chael, only because she was her sister that I remainded as calm as I was. What if Chael had been holding Sunny? That fae should learn how to land! Ra: He is very persitive and I guess he is my brother-in-law same as Ms. I-can't-land fae is my sister-in-law. I don't know him to well so I can't put much besides he seems like a very nice guy.
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Posted: Sun Nov 27, 2005 2:33 pm
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Posted: Sun Nov 27, 2005 3:25 pm
Just a dream She seemed scared of me when she first saw me. It was easy to guess she was new to the island, and the package she had, I'd guess, was probably an egg. I didn't want her to wander into the Dragind forest and get hurt or worse. It was around then she told me that she believed she was sleeping. After running out of ideas of how to prove to her that she wasn't. I settled for showing her around. The truth would hit her soon enough.
We met up with the elder, Ceri, she was really nice and I got the feeling that there was more communication then I could hear. Shortly there after, she spoke of being tired.
The rooms in the HQ would work, so I showed her one and she went to be. I couldn't just leave her, so I stayed out side as a sentry. Its a good thing I did, the next morning, she woke with a scream. There wasn't much I could do, thankfully Ru was near and I introduced them.
After that I went back to my area, something big started to happen, but thats getting its own page.
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Posted: Sun Nov 27, 2005 5:59 pm
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Posted: Tue Nov 29, 2005 7:13 pm
Its Love If I were a guard, I'd be fired right now and justly so. After my talk with the elder I pondered for who knows how long before falling into blissful sleep. I had a few dreams about Chael, but I am very thankful none of them had the content that the elder spook of. For that, I am grateful, Chael doesn't deserve something that low even if she wouldn't be directly harmed or even know. I'd know and that would disturb me and I know I'd feel guilty.
I woke up many times that night, probably not getting more then an hour or so sleep at anyone time. Then I heard a sound, Chael had awaken, and much to my relief, she was back to normal. While I was talking about to her, I wondered again if she had any feelings for me. The elder told me to ask her out, I had no idea where to ask her to. The only place I knew pretty well was the Dragind forest, but I couldn't and wouldn't put her in danger just for my own wish.
Thankfully, she handed me the idea and I asked her if I could walk her to her home. If trouble ever happened again, I'd know where to take her, and where I could possibly find her. I went in with her, and a round of sending back complements happened. I don't believe I could say enough nice things about her and she deserved to hear more then I could ever come up with.
I don't like being inside for too long, oddly, that didn't bother me so much at the HQ. I know I was in there to be there for her. Now, I just needed to get outside and was also concerned that I'd start saying things to flirt and I really was too scared. Give me a polar bear, Tasmanian devil and a T-rex any day, it wouldn't be half as scary as thinking the next thing I do would cause her to reject me. Well, as much as it would hurt, I could handle rejection more then knowing that I had caused her to feel uncomfortable around me.
I asked her if she wanted to go into the garden, and she agreed. She grabbed my hand and I held on to hers. I am not sure if that was necessarily the most polite thing to do, but I recall listing to the elder and also knew there would be no way to know unless I tried. Her garden was almost as lovely as her and in bloom. Finding out her problems with wererabbits, I borrowed an elephant's way to tell them off. No one pesters Chael while I can help it.
She put her head on my shoulder and with inward hesitation, I risked being bold and placed my harm around her. She didn't reject me, for which my heart beat faster and truer, but I messed up. In stead of asking her about a common plant, I asked one she didn't know of. There is a silver lining; giving her flowers to plant would make a great gift.
I couldn't be happier just having her with me; I didn't even realize that I was caressing her shoulder with my thumb as a sort of massage. Man was it scary to even take the smallest steps. Though the reward was better then I could have dared hope for. As she hugged me, I couldn't believe how lucky I was, with her head on my chest. I am quite sure my heart did a back flip thanks to this wonderful lady. It was then I became sure she had feelings for me.
I brought my other arm to connect to the one already there, the embrace was so wonderful, though I gave in to a little thing and nuzzled the top of her head with my cheek, a little too much, I wonder afterwards. The feel of her silky hair was so very nice. Oh and the backrub, I swear I had to have my temperature had to have risen. For moments, I wondered if I was dreaming. The feeling of our heart beats and her glorious scent told me otherwise, much to my delight.
She has such a funny affect on me; I began purring like a kitten before I noticed it. I couldn't resist playing with her hair; it just felt so good against my fingers, as did she. The back rub and mini-massage were about all I could manage at the moment, every step was a hesitant one, and I just don't want to mess up. Her purr was so much more pleasing to hear then my own. Something unsuspected happened, she pushed me down! Now, ordinarily that would be rude here, I found it playful, the spirit it was intended I am sure.
Maybe my mind was still too scared to do anything, but everything else wasn't, as I tugged for her to join me, beside me would have been more proper. The hand was the wrong, or right in hindsight, one and she sat right in my lap. Her hand though my hair was so delightful, I beat her to the tickling, as she played with my toes, a tail I just created was tickling her anklet. I never knew a giggle could sound so much to me like silver bells so wonderfully in tune.
Holding her waist, I hugged her close, snuggling! It really was not the best movement for me to make, I backed off. A, she seemed to like to mess with my hair and B; I didn't want to do anything that she didn't want. I was worried that maybe I was just too close to her for her comfort level. Again, I let what the elder told me and a lot less manners and began massaging and caressing her whole back. I never went lower then about mid-back. It had been a while since I herd her wonderful voice, but then no words were needed, we were communicating just fine.
When I got the impression from her that she wanted a kiss, her arms around my neck pulling me closer was the tip off. I dared something that I thought was beyond me, I kissed her on the cheek, I kept my head close enough, should she want a full kiss, I was right there but also if she wanted to slap me for that, I was right there. Oh heaven, she kissed me, the most wonderful single event I could ever be bold enough to think of. It was also reassuring. Never during that night would even in my wildest desires, want to do anything more then kiss her. Then I thought that I wouldn't mess this up, that she did care as strongly for me as I did for her. Never was there a better revelation, well, that was until I confessed then next breath I had.
I kissed her; just the feel of her lips was just too nice to not feel again. How I expected an answer from her, I don't know but she found the way. Her telling me she felt the same was probably the single most wonderful sentence I may ever be lucky enough to hear, she went back to that wonderful kiss. A lot of holding and massaging continued, she even told me I was the 'something special' she was looking for. Boy, I was never so glad I kept my spot all those weeks. I realized that as bad as it was, her getting stuck with her own arrow was probably a big part in our discovering each other and kept us together long enough to understand how we felt. If the elder hadn't come, things would have gotten bad, but he did come and now I know 'what needed to be known'.
Staying up so long finally caught up with me; things might have progress farther then what was respectful and right for her, and us. So I brought up sleep and turned out she was tired as well. Getting up, she showed me a room to take and retired to her own. Hopefully, that beautiful night was just the first of many.
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Posted: Fri Dec 02, 2005 10:37 am
February 14th, a day that the guardians must have been feeling extra generous. That was the day that Cheal was born and I am writing it down as a reminder. I have two months to come up with something and I already have ideas about what to get her. I heard Ru speak of this "Christmas" time. She spoke of gifts being given on the 25th of this month. I am more then glad I can turn into any animal I wish, that way I can get out of the house to get her something. Its snowed, not just a little bit but a lot and its frigid outside. A polar bear will do nicely or a husky. I'll see closer to time.
Waking up was wonderful, the first thing I saw was the goddess I love so much. She had been so sweet and brought a heavy blanket to keep me warm. It took plenty of talking before I got the nerve to ask her to lay with me, first and for most, I asked because I wanted her to be warm, second was to cuddle. It was nice to just lay with her, hugging and stroking, just a nice peaceful moment. Frankly, I was out of ideas on how to proceed and way too scared to try anything more then the careful movements I was doing in the first place. Thats when an idea hit and my more playful side came out, in tickling, I heard her beautiful laugh. I can't decide which sound is better, her laugh or purr, both I guess.
I laugh as I am writing this, she called me unfair then discovered I was just as ticklish as she is. She proves to be unfair, going under the blanket and getting my feet. Just hearing the laughter and the great spirits we both had to be in was just beyond words. Now, what fun would it be if I let her get away with tickling me without doing something back? I couldn't risk accidentally touching what I should not, so I used my power to see her in the dark so that I could be more careful.
It seemed to scare her and she fell off the bed in surprise, helping her up, I apologized. When she asked I answered her truthfully, that I only did that because I didn't want to violate her or make her uncomfortable around me. She responded back speaking of the same respect and love I had for her. That was like an understanding between us. After that, her stomach decided to tell us what to do next. As she left to go make breakfast, I got up to take a shower. Well, I would have, but the elder appeared apparently looking for me. Finally, I know his name, Hi, and I spoke more with him about what to do in my relationship, just to flat out ask or try, I'd do the former the latter sounds too forceful and rude.
Joining her for breakfast, she is a great cook, we spoke, finding out we have more in common. Then a child appeared, I had no idea he was in the house. He is a polite little child, I wouldn't' want to try much now, not knowing he may walk possibly because of a bad dream or something. I know I had trouble with dreams as a child. We'll see, but the kid is nice, I just hope we can keep him entertained as well as our selves since we can't go out side.
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Posted: Sat Dec 03, 2005 7:57 am
What a day I have amoment to write because things calmed down enough to give me this moment. Durring breakfast, another resident of Chael's home made himself know. His name was Zulu and he was just a small child. He must have been reised well becaus his behavor was wonderful. While that was going on, there was also a long joke going between me and Chael about getting caught by a dog catcher. I still laugh thinking about it.
I made the comment that its a child's job to cause trouble and off Zulu went to do just that, I thought he was harmless, a love arrow flying right at Chael said otherwise. We both said something to him each and he looked honestly appologitc. The we discovered something about him while trying to convice him that everything was okay, he'd get his powers one day. As Chael was holding him, his expression changed to an evil one and he slipped out of her arms going for the arrow.
In quick action, I blocked the kids' escape while Chael hid the rest of the arrows. Zulu was very persistent and at one point asked what was wrong with playing "Anow" I wonder if he meant "annoy" but even that doesn't make sense. Okay, it does in the sense that he didn't know what would happen if Chael was hit. I can't help but be thankful that the child had not tried to hit me. I shudder to think what might have happened and remember the way Chael behaved with just a little bit in her system, if I were to get a whole arrow's worth. It would be unsafe for her to be around me and I'd have to leave to prevent my self from doing something we might regret. It would scar the child for life if it had happened and I opened my eyes to see Chael, then again, it wouldn't matter if I opened my eyes or not my other senses would tell me plainly as if I could see.
'If's aren't important though, the arrows are hidden and I don't think Zulu will be able to find them. He returned back to himself and I know I'll never fully take my eyes off of him or trust him in the same room as Chael unattended. Don't get me wrong, I really like the kid, I just want to be careful, I can leave, Chael cannot.
(Well, I must go before the calmness ends, I'll write more at the end of this day.)
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Posted: Wed Dec 07, 2005 4:13 pm
The best nights sleep ever and what a day! I am so happy for my animal abilities, not only are they allowing me to write this late at night without disturbing Chael, more on this lovely situation later, but its come in handy a lot to day.
The weather is strange, the snow is on the ground but it warm outside. It did give us a great opportunity, the three of us headed outside to play in the snow. Changing into a dog, I did have a fun time rolling around before shaking off and changing back. Chael had started the bottom of a snowpae and I invited Zulu to help us. On his way, he tripped and changed back into the 'dark' version of his personaility .Brilliantly, Chael asked him what was wrong and I asked him if he understood what was going on with his changed. He has his reasons for being angry with Chael, he believes that she had run Cronos off and he was very upset about it. Furthermore, he knew about his other half and believed I had been fooled. I know I am not, Chael is innocent and I won't take sides but I will try to help.
The thought was that if we went on a walk, we might find her. Good in planning but he had come back to his lighter side, completely confused, and Chael had wondered off. As a lion, I got Zulu on my back and we went searching for her. She managed to get pretty far before we finally found her. Imminently, it seems, she knew it was me and in quick time, I was back to my regular form and we were on our way home. I knew I was tired and could only guess that Zulu was as well. In all probability, Chael was too.
When we got inside, she sent Zulu to bed, which he went without complaint. Now came the hard part. First and foremost, I asked if she were tired, that was more important then my rather forward question. Oh, it was so hard to gain the nerve but I did and I asked to join her. She agreed! I was so happy at the chance to be by her even in sleep and that she had accepted. Her bed had to be the most comfortable in all of Telrunya. Of course, neither of us spent much time awake. She snuggled up to me and feel asleep, I hugged her to kind of keep her close and fell asleep. I am careful in my writings, again I don't want to disturb her. She is so beautiful when she is peacefully sleeping, then again she is always beautiful. How can one pae be so lucky as I? Who knows, but I'd like more sleep.
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Posted: Sun Dec 11, 2005 9:46 pm
Love has many forms I don't think there is enough words in a thesaurus to describ just how great I feel with Chael. It was beyound wonderfull just to hold her in my arms, to have her scent around me as I fall to sleep. Her warmth and just her presences was...beyound words. I don't think I have ever felt so happy and at peace in my life.
Waking up wasn't on my list of things I wanted to do; however, when I heard Zulu open and shut the door, I knew I had to. It was hard to let go of Chael, but the thought that she may let me sleep with her again tonight made it possible. I hung out with Zulu for a while, just talking and confirming something he already knew, I do love Chael and he was fine with that. As we talked a I told him having a team working to fight off evil worked better then just one person. He was the Knight, I the shape-shifting Wisard. We were discussing what Chael should be when she surprised us by answering for her self, and Archer. That fits her so well, then again I think she'd fit a Queen and Goddess role just as well. She went to take a shower and he and I went to the kitchen to make her lunch for as a surprise. Apprearntly, she smelled it and came running thinking Zulu did it. Once she calmed down, she appered to enjoy it.
It was much choice then as to what we did next. Showing off my animal changing skills, and impressing my self with the lenght of time I could hold my rabbit form, Zulu certainly was. As we walked towards somewhere, I was hugging Chael. We made it to the lake and she tired to sit on a 'snow covered rock' it moved and turned out to be a demon Pae I was told we were coming to see, Ra. Well after some talking, she and I left him there with Zulu.
The way back was silent but comfortable. Her purr when she opened the door started me thinking that Ra might just have been right, but I didn't want to think beyound what she was dirictly doing at that moment. I closed the door behind me then found myself where I most wanted to be, in her arms.
Though I didn't expect it, what happened shortly after was normal behavor for us, light massaging and a light kiss on the cheek. I and she found out something new, I really like havng my ears rubbed. I refuse to write what happened next, just that it was the most wonderful night of my life.
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Posted: Thu Dec 15, 2005 8:48 pm
Some one help! I don't know what to do, but I'll explain and see if it gets me anywhere.
After a glorious night, Chael and I lay in bed cuddling. She started to sneeze and said that her caretaker must be thinking about her, I followed with a sneeze. It was then that I borrow a stronger sense of smell and discovered the change in Chael's scent. At that time, I didn't know what to think of it. So, I decided to leave it alone for now. It was hard but we finally got up and made our way to the HQ. Our mothers were talking and from the sounds of it, about us. We came in and almost immediately, my mother began to embarrass me and her. Her mother joined in but I think it was my own mother's influence. After a while, Chael simply fainted from embarrassment overload. The one bit of information that was most useful was a cures and a blessing. I found out that what I was smelling in her scent was a pregnancy indicator. Believe me I am about to burst at the seems with pride and joy; however, that presents a problem. Do I tell her that she is pregnant or wait for her to discover it on her own? I mean its a lie of omission that I don't tell her and she may not trust me again but to tell her may be rude because its not something I am supposed to know.
I just don't know what to do or how I am supposed to treat her now. I know she must think I am a nut right now by the sudden change in my behavior. I have always treated her gently with great respect and care, but now I am behaving like she is the most brittle glass there is. Even I notice it well so she must. I feel so guilty about not telling her and am sure I will turn gray before the eggs come. Oh, what do I do?
She fainted again, whats wrong?
(I'll fill more as the day goes on)
Well, she woke up and the first thing she said was that she was pregnant. It may have been a question but I think she knew it to be fact. I confirmed it for her, relieved that I could show just how happy I am that she is. I think its the shock of it all that has her reaction so befuddled. She didn't seem happy, just relieved that she knew why she was fainting. Also, she called herself pathetic, thats as far from truth as I have ever heard. I hope she never says that again, I just don't want to hear it. Had anyone else said it, well they would be bruised badly. Tomorrow should be better and I hope she is as happy as I am. We'll head to the HQ and see if we can't get her the books that will help the both of us understand what is going on.
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Posted: Sun Jan 01, 2006 9:53 am
Oh, Boy. I never thought I was capable of thinking badly of another being before. Well, everyone is but I didn't imagine that I would. I finally met this Coronus that Zulu and Chael talked about. Only it was the worst meeting that there could be.....Okay, I am going out of order, let me backtrack and I'll get back to her later.
Today we went to the HQ to find books on pregnancy and on the way we found a baby. The baby was alone and we asked her if she would like to come with us. She agreed and told us her name was Sunny Jones. Touching her hat isn't a good idea, thats how I met her and she got upset when I did.
Chael picked her up and she came with us to the HQ. While Chael was looking for the books she and I need, I went looking for book for Sunny. The baby really likes history, and I found a few that should keep her busy and content for a while.
I gathered up the sleeping Sunny and Chael grabbed the books. On our way home this yellow fae fell out of nowhere right on to Chael. The protective instinct in me went full force and I know she must think I hate her, I was rather mean to her, but she hurt my Chael! She walked back to our home then left to go and find Zulu. After finding a bed room for Sunny, I created a sort of pillow crib in case she rolls in her sleep then returned to Chael. Truly, I am just waiting to go gray or bald. By the look of Chael's rounded stomach, I think the eggs must be close to coming.
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Posted: Sat Jan 07, 2006 7:48 am
Whats in a Hat? Yes, I know, I am getting creative with my titles. Lets see, I haven't updated in a short while so this may take more time and come out a little sloppy.
Sunny called me 'dad'! I think that if no one was around, I would have done back flips. When she called Chael, 'Momma' it seemed even more real that we were a family. Then Sunny made the comment that there was something in Chael's stomach. We explained to her that she would be a big sister and she was excited and happy. I told her they would come soon, and I am sure they will.
Chael said she needed to go tend her garden and Sunny and I went down to help her. Without arms or legs, it was harder for poor Sunny to do anything of help but I did try to encourage her to get involved which she did.
Poor thing fell into the mud and I tried to tell Chael to get her with the hose but instead, I got hosed. After shaking off, I got her to understand. Now I wish I had not. You see, Sunny's hat got wet and while I was only trying to dry it off, she got very upset and Chael accused me of teasing the girl. After that it went down hill quickly. I disapprove of her strong bond with that hat and she talks of it as if it has feelings, its a hat! Chael didn't understand how I felt so I had to leave to calm down and think rationally.
I stayed gone too long, if Chael had not been pregnant then it wouldn't have been that big of a deal, but since she is I cannot leave her alone like this.
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Posted: Mon Jan 09, 2006 12:48 pm
I am a Father of three! On my return home, an arrow came out of nowhere. Luckily the leaves gave it away, so I managed to get mostly out of the way. The arrow was Chael's, no doubt in my mind. I just wasn't sure why she'd try to hit me. As I got closer, I saw her flying! I knew she was strong but the fact that she could remain air borne heavy with eggs was amazing.
I met her in the sky and took ahold of her. However long she was up there and however strong she was, wouldn't hold out for ever and a fall from that high would be disastrous. It was when she tired to explain she wasn't aiming at me, her strength started to fade and her words cut off. That was the hint that she needed more help. Holding her, more like cradling her like the precious one she was, I got us to the ground and made a hovering movement towards our room. She started to go into labor on the way. Simply, there wasn't time to look for Sunny, I had to get her laying down.
After a lot of work and pain on Chael's part. She gave birth to two of the most beautiful eggs I have ever laid eyes on. As she slept, I just watched our young family, never able to relax until I found Sunny. We were a family of four, if there would be more or not, only time would tell. Right now, I am the proudest pae or man alive, just let someone try to differ!
Here is the family, about time I put that picture of Chael down as well. I should probably dig out the ones Ru took, too bad she didn't have one of me as a toddler, but oh well.Our youngest daughter, Menolly Our son, Eros Our older daughter, Sunny Here is the lovely Chael
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