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 Posted: Thu Nov 03, 2005 8:46 pm
This journal is for Torvil Rakamash's use only. Fellow Pae'il owners, and people with explicit permission may/may not post. Dropping off of gifts is also/not allowed. Please contact Torvil Rakamash if you would like to be able to post here.
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Letha
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Hi + Toga
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Torvil Rakamash
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Pae'il (c) Antidia
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Posted: Wed Jan 18, 2006 8:43 pm
01/18/2006 Dear Journal, Oh bloody hell... I HATE it when things don't go the way they're supposed to... That damn Kurt and his 'devoted' husband bit... ARGH it makes me want to vomit! The kids were cuties tho... I will have to see if Morena can convince Kurt to convice Chael that we're harmless... hah... I think she's onto us... Chael I mean... Tho that could have just been her reacting to how I was rubbing up against Kurt. Ick... I touched Kurt... Grah.... I need to go take a shower before I puke...
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Posted: Fri Jan 20, 2006 7:34 am
01/20/2006 Dear Journal, ... ... ... You know what... I'll get back to this later...
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Posted: Sat Jan 28, 2006 9:24 pm
01/28/2006 Dear Journal, Yeah, I never got back to writing a few days ago, that's cause I was too busy sicking up bad. I've finally gotten over the nerves from touching Kurt... Ick... That's enough to make it start rising back up in my throat again. Getting off the subject... Morena and I have gotten rather comfy in our new home, so all is good, I'm happy to report that the staff, while incompitent as always is actually doing it's job. Which I guess pleases me a little... I've come to the stark realization that Kurt has turned me off men... Probably forever... I just... bleh... Don't want anything to do with them at all... Flirting with them is pretty much all acting... Thank Guardians I can act...
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Posted: Mon Jan 30, 2006 12:38 pm
01/30/2006 Dear Journal, Wow... I don't know what got into Morena last night but I can't say I can complain. Tho, I really should watch what I say around her, she got so upset, I dont' think she took my talk of men well... But really... It would take one hell of a man to get me back into liking them... and I doubt there is one like that... I'm much more content with Morena...
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Posted: Tue Feb 07, 2006 6:41 pm
Antidia Antidia Poking along in his normal lazy gait, Mo hummed slightly to himself. Things were definately starting to look up for him. He was in good with his family once more, albeit still utterly jealous that he's not a fae by birth, but he was dealing. He'd mourned the death of his friendship with one certain pae that he still refused to think of by name, and moved on. That had proven to be the best thing for him, as it helped him to focus on what was more important in life. Everything else.
Failing to see Letha at first, the moment Mo stepped foot on the beach, he spotted Victor and pulled his bottom lip in between teeth. He was definately going to try to have Viccy build houses more often. However, the thought QUICKLY vanished when his eyes caught a glimpse of the treacherous serpant nearby HIS man. Torvil Rakamash Victor looked up and smiled at Mo. "Your friend is here..." He chuckled and pocketing his Kunai, walking over towards his lover. "Oh Mo dearest, this snake decided to pop out of the forest earlier today, she says she's here to see you... and talk..." He shook his head. "Would you like me to dispose of her?"Letha jumped to her feet. "Mo... please... I... I need to talk to you..." She looked at her feet, slouching a bit. She was definatly not the Letha Mo once knew. Antidia Mo looked between Victor and Letha for a moment, then shook his head out of pure disgust. One thing, if any, that damned fae said that stuck in his mind ... was when she called him a coward. It had left a lot for him to think about, and was one of the issues he'd brood over while sitting up in his tree in Dragnid.
He had no love left for the light-green pae standing before him. At least, that's what he'd tried convincing himself in order to move on. Assuming a rather aggitated stance, crossing his arms in front of him and looking down at his former friend, Mo snuffed. "And what do you want?" His anger, the very anger he'd sealed off in a tiny spot inside, was seeping out in his voice. Torvil Rakamash Letha recoiled from the anger visably, starting to shake again, her head dropping till it stared at her feet. No, she deserved his anger, she'd betrayed and hurt him, she deserved every ounce of this. "Mo... I... I betrayed you, I hurt you, I stabbed you in the back... I can never hope for you to forgive me, but I came to... ask... No... I came to beg... beg forgiveness for my sins against you..." She slowly looked up tears in her eyes. "You were my best friend Mo, and I was a stupid b***h and I pushed you away..." She looked away. "Morena... pushed you away..." She shook more. "And now she's gone and left... and I have no-one..." She sniffled and looked back to Mo, her tears genunie for once in her life. "I miss you Mo... I want you back in my life... If you'll take me..."Victor watched Letha warrily, not buying it for a second. His hand hovered around his Kunai pouch... One word from Mo would be all it would take, and Letha would be only a thought best left long forgotten. Antidia Mo knew Letha very well. He trusted her about as far as he could throw the whole floating island. At one time in his life, she was the ONLY pae'il alive he could trust, but she shattered that. He didn't know what to say or how to respond to her right now. He knew she knew how to cry on cue, so he didn't buy the tears either. "Letha..." Saying that name outloud again, after so many months of harboured hate, it ... burned in the back of his throught. "What do you really want?"
A tiny part of him still had a soft spot for her, but he wouldn't give in to it. Not yet.(( Hihi Eirnae! Casala is a cutie! And thank you so much for the beautiful carnation!! Its so pretty! biggrin heart )) Torvil Rakamash Letha slowly wiped her eyes, still crying and definatly not on cue. "What I said... Mo... I... I came because I want to be forgiven for what I did, even though I know I shouldn't ask for it... So I'm begging for it, even though I don't deserve it..." She stood there, open and hurting, mere inches from falling on her knees and begging Mo to forgive her and whilst sobbing, barely managing to hold it together. She didn't deserve his trust, she was a snake...
"Mo... I... I'm sorry... You're the only sister I've ever had, you have to believe that..." She sniffled more looking down again, unable to face Mo's eyes anymore. "I hurt you, I betrayed you..." She cried, tears staining the dirt at her feet.Victor just watched, hand still near his kunai, just waiting... Antidia Mo tried really, really hard to keep that hard outer shell in tact with this woman. He'd long said goodbye to the Letha he once knew. But ... she still did have a rather tight grip on that one spot inside of him that would always care for her. He still didn't believe her tears or act, but would hear her out anyway.
He looked to Victor. Giving him a 'its alright' kind of look. Reaching out to take his love's hand, he pulled Victor close to him. "I'll talk with her, it shouldn't take long." he whispered into his ear, still glancing sideways at the defeated Letha.(( *hugs back* I love it. 3nodding thank you.)) Torvil Rakamash Victor nodded slowly relaxing, he kissed Mo softly and whipsered. "A viper's sting comes when you least expect it...Be on your guard my love..." he murmured kissing Mo again and smiling. He relaxed and slowly pulled away. "And remeber..." he said loud enough for Letha to hear. "A Viper is easiest killed after it's bitten..."Letha sniffled and cringed away from Victor, slowly sinking to her knees and crying keeping her face cast down at the dirt. She was totally defeated now, having come to face the hardest trial in her life... Antidia Mo smiled and nodded, "Thanks Viccy-love." He would rather Victor kept an eye on them, but he didn't think Letha would actually physically hurt him, so he skipped the request. That wasn't really her style. But he also wanted alone time with Letha, maybe they'd sort things out, maybe not. But burying the hatchet might be a good thing. Allow him to truly move on.
"Letha, walk with me." He murmured, the anger in his voice was no longer present. He would hear her out first, then decide if she was putting on an act. He started to walk down the beach a little, heading for the path that lead through the forest. Torvil Rakamash Victor took a step back, and nodded heading into the house to make sure that last minute fix ups and finishes were done for when Mo got back, wanting to make sure EVERYTHING was perfect for his lover's return.Letha shakily stood and quickly moved after Mo, walking a little behind him and starting up again. "Mo... Momoiro... I'm sorry... I really am sorry for what I did... I betrayed you... You were and are my best friend... I could tell you everything..." She wiped her eyes. "So I will... I'll tell you everything... After you left... Morena got... clingy... possesive... I tried to change myself but I couldn't Mo... I couldn't! Then she started to get all depressed and pissy and I couldn't take it... So I shot my mouth off at her... And she stormed off... I haven't returned to our house since... We built one over by dragnid, near the beach there..." She sighed and shook her head. "But it's not the same Mo... I miss you... I miss being able to make catcalls at anything with two legs that walks past..." She sighed. "I... I do care for Morena, I won't lie about that... but... I don't... WANT to be held down..." She sighed and wiped her eyes again. "I wish... I wish you and I could be friends again, and everything go back to the way it was..." Guardian_Iris In the time that Polgara has taken to get this far in her quest, and during the same time as the Pae'il is thinking about the counter incantation and how to break the incantation the Fae Narcissa has returned to the Fae Clearing in the Loka Nei Forest.
In her hand the self-same gem Polgara had traded her for the mirror for. There was one difference in the Fae's temperament... She was absolutely LIVID
"WHERE IS SHE?!?" she bellows her voice reverberating off the forest surrounding her... Narcissa holds the gem in both hands above her. She raises into the air some closing her eyes and speaking in the Fae language she begins an incantation. Three beams of light come from the sky above and hit the gem and then reflect out in three separate directions soon returning to the gem and bringing with it the shrunken figures of Kaelin, Syannia and Victor. The 3 are unconscious, and sealed within the gem.
"Serves you right" Narcissa nods resolutely "I said something of beauty near equal to mine, you want to give me fake, I will take what is most precious to you!" And with that the Fae disappears back into her realm Antidia Mo just laughed and shook his head. Guardians did this crap sound familar. He rolled his eyes and walked still, heading into the forest. "Its like hearing a friggen broken record." he muttered under his breath. He didn't know where to start with talking to her and apparently she got everything out in one breath, so he had to think about what all she said.
Coming to a log in a seemingly isolated area, at least he hoped, he sat down. He didn't feel like walking with her whining behind him for miles, so he thought alone time here would work. He patted the spot beside him so she could sit too. Torvil Rakamash Letha sat down next to him and closed her eyes, trying to calm herself down... She'd been listening to herself talk and it was pathetic... what would her parent's think hearing her speak like that... She knew what her MOTHER would say to it, and that made her try to toughen up a bit... She knew her father would coddle her... but then... The man had always been wrapped around her fingers no matter what... After all she would always be daddy's lil girl... She looked at Mo, trying to calm herself down more, not daring to speak till he decided to. Antidia Mo sat hunched over with his hands together. He stared at the ground for a bit, letting Letha catch her breath before he spoke too. "So now that things suck with you and your fae, you want things back to how they were before?" He asked, wanting to clear up the jumble from Letha's apology. "That's not how things work Letha."((sorry about that, trying to write something else up. xp )) Torvil Rakamash Letha sighed. "No, Mo... That's not it..." She sighed and let her head drop into her hands, resting her elbows on her knees. "I... I want to be friends with you again... I realized a long time ago that I betrayed you... Morena just got in the way..." She sighed heavier, a conveint excuse, and one she should not have used... "There is no excuse for what I did, my actions were stupid..." She rubbed her temples. "Nor is there any excuse for me taking this long to come and apologize to you Mo..." she bit her lip. "Mo, you were like the sister I never had, I could talk to you about anything I wanted and I could trust you to give me good advice... That is something Morena never could, she was like a thrall to me... a Slave to me..." She sighed. "She could never be my friend, only my lover..." She huffed and stared at the ground. "I know things can't go back to the way they used to be, I know I don't deserve any simpathy or forgiveness. Nor do I deserve a second chance. I hurt you Mo, you have perfect right to hurt me back..." She looked at him and she sighed. "You have all rights to tell me to get the f--k out of your life..." Antidia Mo sighed and looked upwards, seeing just specks of the sky between the trees. "I knew that fae was trouble." he grumbled. He just had to get that out first, tho, he wasn't going to focus on Morena, she wasn't the problem. The problem was deeper than anything Morena could do.
"Why did you take so long?" He was afraid he knew why, but he wanted to hear her excuse anyway. All the hurt he felt months ago was surfacing again, it wasn't something he was entirely comfortable with right now, because he had just finally started becoming happy again.
"Letha, you were the only Pae in the world I trusted fully. I ... gave everything to you. I put my self in your hands... but ... that meant nothing to you as long as you got your piece of fae a**. You threw me away." He felt the tears building up and closed his eyes tight to keep them from coming. He'd promised himself to not cry over this anymore. Torvil Rakamash Letha sighed. "I was too busy getting laid..." She sighed and rested her head into her hands. "It was stupid, it was so very stupid..." She let some tears fall. "You were the one person I could go to for everything, anything, and I knew you would steer me right... And I threw that away because I found a hot lay..." She sighed. "I'm such a stupid b***h..." Antidia "Yes you are."
"I know getting laid is 'what its all about' ... but you took it a step further, crossed a line I thought we agreed to never cross. I stayed loyal to you, to us, got the s**t beat out of me AND nearly lost Victor.... " He sighed. He shouldn't be telling her any of this. He didn't know her motives yet and giving her ammo to use against him again was not a good idea.
He looked up, turned to look straight at her, wanting to look directly in her eyes, wanting her to know how serious he was with what he was about to tell her. "You meant the world to me. More than a sister, more than a friend .... even more than a lover." He took a deep breath. Hardly believe he was going to be saying the one thing he swore to the Guardians he'd never admit as long as his soul roamed this plane. Maybe because it didn't matter now, so he said it. "I loved you Letha." Torvil Rakamash Letha met his eyes, tears welling up in her own. She felt her heart break in too. She bit her lip and the tears started to flow... AGAIN. "Mo..." She murmured, her voice shaken to the core, no acting could EVER touch this level of pain. "Mo, I loved you too..." She said weakly, reaching out to touch him, but stopping, her hand inches from his face. She stopped, How could she think of touching him? Of touching the person who loved her, who she had loved... She looked away from him slowly. "I loved you, and I did this to you, I am the worst person on this isle ever..." She sniffled and shook her head. "Mo... I still love you..." She looked at him. "You may not believe me... but I do..." She said, reaching out to touch his face again, but again, stopping, unable to finish. She... couldn't... touch him... Antidia Mo sighed. She was in love with Morena. She was merely feeding him pity at his own confession. If she was serious, which he would actually put money on that she was, the love she spoke of ... was that of the friendship variety. But thinking about that made him start to think. Perhaps the love HE felt was the same? Because he certainly felt different for Victor than he EVER had for Letha ... But ... he was certain he had been in love with her. Boy pae have to love girl pae, its what he read in all the books, what he's seen everywhere. He'd actually convinced himself at one time, Letha was his 'one and only love' and that they were perfect for each other because they accepted each other's choices to be with others even.
Letha coming back and all this was screwing with his mind again. He didn't know what to do ... so he did the one thing he'd wanted to. He reached out and wrapped his arms around Letha, pulling her into a tight hug. Torvil Rakamash Letha was in shock for a moment, but that was as long as it lasted. She quickly wrapped her arms around him and held on tightly. She loved Mo... in many different ways... She loved him as a friend, but she loved him as a man also. It was complicated. She knew that she loved Morena in much the same way she loved Mo... but Morena was different, she wondered what thoughts ran through his head as she held onto him, the hot tears starting to flow again. "I love you Mo..." she murmured her fingers softly working into whatever bits of flesh he could find. Antidia Without thinking, moving on autopilot even, with his eyes closed, Mo brushed his cheek against Letha's, continuing the slow turn of his head until his lips met hers.
A kiss can tell you many things about a person. Mo knew this would the tell he needed to be able to move on.
He prayed to the Guardians Victor hadn't followed them. Torvil Rakamash Letha leaned into the kiss a bit, her own eyes closed, she felt herself begin to give into this man, but she knew, deep in her heart, that she could not have him totatlly, and she knew her kiss said that as well... Mo had a part of her heart, that was true... But Morena as well... She too held a part of her heart...
That was the special thing about Letha's heart, it was easily partritioned and easily shared. She did not mind giving herself to anyone who would show her the proper affection and love, it was her nature, she loved pleasure and she loved the feeling of another person sharing these sorts of things with her... Mo was male, and that made no difference to her. She was willing to share herself with anyone who was willing to share with her. Antidia Mo felt everything he knew he would, kissing her. That only complicated things even more. He loved Letha very much, and having her in his arms right this minute was something he'd never thought he'd ever experience. Especially not since she'd broken his heart so badly. And as happy as this made him, it also made him sad. He had devoted himself to Victor. He loved that man more than anything. But it was hard to deny how much he loved Letha too.
Slowly, he opened his eyes and pulled away from her, letting her go. Now he REALLY didn't know what to say. He just looked at her, waiting, hoping she would know.
He prayed he just not just screw things up worse. Torvil Rakamash Letha's head swum with many different thoughts and passions. She was herself torn between the man and women she loved, and she knew right then she would never be able to chose. She reached up and touched Mo's cheek smiling. "Mo, I love you..." She said with a gentle sigh. "But... right now, we cannot be..." She could feel tears welling up and she bit her lip. "I want to be with you, but I am devoted to Morena... I had hoped to reconcile ourselves tonight, I feel we've done that and more..." She shook a little her fingers gently brushing along his cheek as she felt the tears spill. "You should go to Victor... Tell him... tell him your feelings about me..." She looked down. "I need to talk to Morena, see if we can work out OUR differences..." She murmured and slowly stood, leaning down and kissing him again, she slowly took a step back. "I will... come to see you again, when I have talked with Morena..." She said softly. "I think... the four of us have much to discuss..." She slowly took another step back. Her tears falling faster. She couldn't bear it... She ran to him again, tackling him, giving him many quick and loving kisses and then pulling away again, giving him one more, and then standing up and offering him a hand she said softly. "Would you care to walk me to the beach so that I may go home?" Antidia So that was NOT what Mo had quite expected from Letha. Yeah the stuff about them not being able to be together he expected, he hoped for, but at the same time not. Tis very complicated. That the kissing to follow. NOT what he was expecting at all. He enjoyed each and every one of them very much, and for the first time in his life, he felt very ... manly. It was exhilirating to say the least. Is this how Victor always felt? He as eager actually to find out now.
He smiled and took her hand. "I'd love to." and he pulled her close, giving her a very warm embrace, and a soft kiss of his own. Still holding her hand, started back towards the beach. Torvil Rakamash Letha sighed contently, and snuggled into Mo, closing her eyes she rested her head on his shoulder as they walked. Wow... So this is what it felt like to be a real girl for once. She had to bite back a giggle. She couldn't say it was bad... not at all... She smiled and sighed happily, then opened her eyes, looking up at Mo. "Thanks..." She murmured. Antidia Mo half expected to see Victor waiting for him, but he was no where in sight. He glanced over his shoulder slightly wondering where he would have been. He got slightly worried actually. But then, maybe he was just inside.
"Good luck with Morena, Letha. Let me know how it goes." He smiled and turned to her, hugging her once more. "I'm sorry for how I behaved towards you and Morena." he whispered into her ear. He kissed her cheek and let go, so she could leave.((Eirnae, Ala said she has to pause.)) EvilSilverDragon Morena swong her legs as she sat on that stump deep in the Dragnid forest. She was tired, dead tired, but wasn't ready to test if she could hold her power in her sleep. She just waited, sneezing a few times and wondering if anyone was thinking about her. 'Not likely'ooc: *dashes her way off to school* Torvil Rakamash Letha smlied a warm smile to Mo and gave him a kiss, and a banger of a one two... Let Victor see... It would expiedate the explination process a bit... She giggled and pulled back. "Thank you for the apology Mo, but it's okay, you were hurting..." She murmured and took his hands, sighing a little. "I'll see you soon okay? Love you!" She kissed him again and let go of his hands, taking to the air. She blew him another kiss and fluttered off towards home, not knowing that Morena would not be waiting for her there. But then... Letha knew her way through dragnid...
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Posted: Sat Feb 11, 2006 11:48 am
02/11/2006 Dear Journal, Wow... Just... WOW, I can't even begin to really describe how fun last night was, just suffice it to say, if stuff like that happens more often I won't be upset at all about it. Things went well, yeah, very well Journal, Morena accepted Mo and Victor and I and all that other stuff... Just... wow... Just... SQUEE! It's hard to sit and write this down, I'm so excited I just wanna pounce her again hehe... Anyway... Last night, with Mo, was something very speical, it made me feel... Well... It made me fell like a woman for the first time I guess, I mean... Morena's always made me feel special, but with Mo... Just... Took my breath away all over again I guess... He was... Something else... Whew... Yeah... Then Victor... WOW... Just let me say this right here and now, Mo chose VERY well for his man I'll tell you that right now... Yeah... Victor is Mo's man, Mo just shares him, at least, that's how I see things... Anyway... DAAAAAMN, that Victor is a stud-muffin Tiger... mmm... grr... *giggle* And Morena... just... WOW all over again... Just everything about that night has made me love her, cherish her, all the more. She's my darlin, my love, and well... Hell... Morena is just one hot woman in her own right, but after tonight, I don't know how I'm going to be able to behave myself in the same room with her EVER again... *giggle* We'll see, I'm sure I can... *smirk* My hopes for the night were FAR exceeded, this makes me very happy, very happy indeed. Things are good again, and that's the best part, we're all one happy unit... Well... a happy unit of two parts, at least that's how I see it. I will always love Morena, that I know now, there is no way for me to love her any less than I do, and it's not that I love Mo more it's... Well let me put it this way... Mo was there for me when I needed him in the beginning, Mo was my friend, my confidant, Mo was... Mo was the only man I thought I couldn't make turn into mush with a giggle and a kiss, because he liked men like I did... If I had known... If I had known that all I had to do was open myself just a little more... Just... go that few extra inches... *sigh* What if's aren't important right now, but I think things might have gotten a lot more... confusing... I think, really I do, that it was better for Mo and I to discover feelings after we found our loves... Because, well... I LOVE Morena, really love her... I want her and I to be together forever, she's not some hot lay... She's my love, and I want to share my life with her... But, on that same token, I want to share my life with Mo too... and I probably shouldn't admit this but I will... Victor, when he gets out of that damn shell of his is fun, and I wouldn't mind if he stuck around too... No offense to you Viccy-hun *giggle* I guess... Well... Is it wrong of me to want babies from all three o.o... I mean... well... Oh Hell... This deserve's it's own damn entry
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Posted: Sat Feb 11, 2006 11:57 am
02/11/2006-B(for BabyXD) Dear Journal, As I scribbled out at the bottom of the last page in you my dear, dear keeper of my most deepest and darkest secrets... This subject deserves it's own little entry all it's own... A dark little hope... a wish... if you will... About what I want in the future. After seeing Kurt and his family, after seeing how happy they were, after trying to shatter that happiness... After... Well... After seeing all of that, after brining Mo and Victor in on our plan... I want that happiness that I saw for myself... and for Morena... and Mo, and... Guardians, I should NOT be saying this, I shouldn't... but since you won't tell a SOUL my dear journal, I will tell you... Victor... yes... even Victor... As aphrensive as he makes me sometimes (I'll admit it... He still scares me a bit... juuust a bit)... I do enjoy his company most of the time... Anyway, getting to the point... After watching Kurt and Chael with their kids, I got this... warm feeling in the pit of my belly, something I remeber having when I was a kid, and I was with my family... You know, before I deicided that I was different enough to split from them... (Thank Guardians me and Daddy worked out our diferences...) What really bugged me tho, was a bit after I got something very similiar... All OVER my body... *sigh* Well long story short, I WANT a baby of my very own, I want kids... I want, I want kids... with Mo, and Morena, and Victor... I want... I want to give them all kids... *sigh* That might be asking a little much of myself... Be asking a little much of them... But... *sigh* Nevermind... My own dark little secret... *tear-smudge*
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Posted: Tue Feb 14, 2006 10:47 am
A small, cottonball - like cloud can be seen puttering down from the sky, a gift for Letha nestled ontop of it's soft whiteness. As it lands gently on the ground, the cloud dissipates, leaving the gift behind.
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Posted: Sat Apr 01, 2006 8:38 pm
Oh my ... how could this have happened? Uhm... Congratulations ... I think ...
Keep an eye out for the birth announcement in about 2 weeks when you new little ones arrive!
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Posted: Sat May 06, 2006 6:48 pm
05/06/2006 Dear Journal, I know I've been bad with keeping up with you as of late journal but it's been hectic around here! Morena and I are pregnant, and right now currently holed up at the boys house, I'm kinda in the middle of munching on a jelly sammich, as I try to calm the brats in my womb. I woke up this morning screamning from a nightmare, I don't remember what it was... All I know is it felt so real that it hurt afterwards, it made me cry, which started me off a lot more when I found out I was a big fat cow. Talking to the guys at first didn't help... Well, Mo was a sweety... But Victor. A Stone has more emotion that Victor did when we first talked about this, I was really scared that he would bolt. He didn't though, he's helping out as much as Mo is, if not trying to do more I think to make up for earlier. I don't know if it will last journal... I don't know...
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Posted: Sun Nov 05, 2006 2:20 pm
Things went down hill after the kids... Mo left, then Victor left... Morena and I haven't really had time alone. Though I guess that's okay for now... I really haven't felt like being close to anyone right now, and I've been so focused on grooming Alturius to be the perfect king...
Bumped into Bellatrix earlier today, I'm going to go pop by her house later tonight and chat.
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Posted: Sun Dec 24, 2006 2:30 pm
Someone has been thinking about you during the holiday season! 
To: Letha
From: Mo (momoiro)
Message: Merry Christmas, I love you.
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Posted: Mon May 21, 2007 9:22 pm
Nothing much to report... Alturious is spending more and more time out than in, which makes me happy. I'm sure he's spreading his reach far and wide to touch as many people as he can... Hopefully he can do what I think he can...
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