Hey guys. So I guess I just kind of need to vent a little.
I've been going out with this girl for three years, and was engaged to her for about a year. We're both stubborn ******** who argued near-constantly. But you know, times were good. Almost fairy-tale-esque at times.
She dumps my a** though, after I make it clear I'm not comfortable when she starts pressuring me. She claims she did it because she realised she's a lesbian.
Then only a few days later gets with my best friend. Calls me up constantly now to complain about me, and tell me how much more she loves this guy, and all her plans for him and how she doesn't think she'll wait eight months to get with THIS one, teehee and all that bullshit.
It's ******** ruining me. I loved her like no-one ever could. And I'm left here, feeling like I wasn't good enough for her, all the while she rants and raves at me for listening to music or going to sleep early, saying I'm being selfish and avoiding her.
I don't even know how to feel. Part of me's happy for them and all, but for the most part, I'm just angry and resentful and feel like I've wasted so much time, and I'm just kinda falling into a depression. I don't even know what it is I'm looking for any more really.
Thanks for reading, I guess. Feels nice to actually get my thoughts down.
I've been going out with this girl for three years, and was engaged to her for about a year. We're both stubborn ******** who argued near-constantly. But you know, times were good. Almost fairy-tale-esque at times.
She dumps my a** though, after I make it clear I'm not comfortable when she starts pressuring me. She claims she did it because she realised she's a lesbian.
Then only a few days later gets with my best friend. Calls me up constantly now to complain about me, and tell me how much more she loves this guy, and all her plans for him and how she doesn't think she'll wait eight months to get with THIS one, teehee and all that bullshit.
It's ******** ruining me. I loved her like no-one ever could. And I'm left here, feeling like I wasn't good enough for her, all the while she rants and raves at me for listening to music or going to sleep early, saying I'm being selfish and avoiding her.
I don't even know how to feel. Part of me's happy for them and all, but for the most part, I'm just angry and resentful and feel like I've wasted so much time, and I'm just kinda falling into a depression. I don't even know what it is I'm looking for any more really.
Thanks for reading, I guess. Feels nice to actually get my thoughts down.
