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For sometime I thought to myself what happened if I dies one day, what would happen to my friends, family, other people. What impacted would it have on them. How would I have impact their lives. As I sit in my bed I think of this. I only say this because lately I've been getting sick, for no cause what so ever, I'm not allergic to anything I know of. I know It's not a cold because it keeps on showing back up. lately I have been coughing very badly there is something in my lungs I can feel it. I fear of what it might be. I live in a house of smokers and I know all too well one of them smokes in the house in the room below mine, so I fear I may need to get checked up on by a doctor and double my effort to get a job and move out before it is too late and I never get a chance to achieve the goals I set up in life. One is to be successful in life and the other is to have a family of my own. After all I am the last of my dads bloodline if I die without passing on my seed I'd fail at achieving my number one goal in life.