This has finally bugged me to the point that i NEED to ask someone for advice now. I am 15 going on 16 this july. I'm a bisexual.
I have NEVER HAD SEX, of any kind. With either gender. The most i've done is a really good french kiss, and sitting on someone's lap. I am also a christian and am going to save my body for the one person i'm going to marry. Just for the fact that i find it stereo-typical that almost everyone i meet under 18 has had sex... i think they have no morals. And mine are too high. But either way, i have a problem...or think i do....
I have a HIGH drive for pleasure. I mean really... I once was feeling good about myself, started to feel my body, just to feel good mind you and when i started squeezing my breasts... before i knew it, i had climaxed!!
I'm trying not to be ashamed of this, i am very comfortable in my skin[most of the time] and i have already figured out what i do and don't like to be touched... The only problem is, I'm alone and am not even seeing anyone, plus i don't have very many ways to calm myself down.
I've tried a bit of drinking, alcahol i mean, excessive exercise, ignoring the urges completely, and cutting when i feel horny....that only makes me more of a masokist...
PLEASE!!!! can someone help me control my body?!?!
