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 Posted: Fri Apr 10, 2009 12:03 pm
Here Kitty, Kitty, Kitty. I have walked this earth many a times, be it in one form or another. A sly grin flashed upon my kissers as I snaked my way out of this dank jungle. The moist air clung to my blood red hues like the survivors of a sunken ship cling to anything that floats. All of their screams are lost in the oblivion of waves. But I hear them, I hear all of them. I flicked my demonic tail across the base of a tree, this forest was to dense for my massive build to be wandering through. Light glinted in my eye, I focused forwards to the edge of the jungle. A soft chuckle slipped past my velveteen kissers and out into the open. Here I am, Come find me! My presence seemed to shout as I made it to a field. My skull turned to both sides, no one here. Oh drat. I want someone to keep me company. My haunches reclined as I laid my bohemith frame to rest in the grass, I stood out like a sore thumb. But I wanted someone to find me. A sharp chirp was emitted from my innards, it flew across the field in to seek out who ever drew near. Alas, I wait.
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Posted: Fri Apr 10, 2009 12:13 pm
 As I walked through the field I found in a clearing of the jungle my ears twitch to a noise. Tis a bird and nothing more, I foolishly think to myself. It is hard to believe that anyone is this close to where I made my home. Anyone could smell my scent upon the grass, upon the trees on the outskirts. My head tilted back to look upon the starry night sky. How I love this kind of night. It's dark like my heart is right now, cloudy, like my thoughts. But with a twinkle of hope. There is no moon tonight, I notice a bit late. The smile on my muzzle turned sad, I knew. This was a smile I always had on. Because I'm always sad.
My past was not a good one, my future didn't look much brighter. I lost a mate, a littler of cubs... And it was my fault. He left me after our cubs died a few hours after birth. They were born to soon. I could have prevented it, he told me. Somehow I believed him. After he told me that, he told me I was unremarkable. I didn't have wings. I didn't have a good look about me. He told me I would never find another to find me attractive. And again, I believed him. I'm such a fool, an idiot.
As I stared, my vision got blurry from the tears that built up and then unfocused from my thoughts. Do I care how I look? Not at all. No one comes near here, no one cares for me but me. It is a sad existence, but that is me. Sad, pathetic, not worth living.
"Why haven't I killed myself?" I speak to the moonless sky, almost as if expecting it to answer my question. I know it will not. But I have hope someone will.
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Posted: Fri Apr 10, 2009 7:26 pm
Here Kitty, Kitty, Kitty. There was a sweet lingering smell in the air, I inhaled, taking it in and letting it flow through my body. It tickled in side of my nose, It also made me sneeze. What is this? Someone draws near? My nose turned in the direction from which it came from. She was a pretty little thing. I licked my lips and crouched lower in the grass. My Pristiline blue hues watched this pretty little lady draw near, I kept my body close to the sod, my breathing slowed as I comanded it to. Never startle your prey untill you are sure they are in your grasp. I chuckled to myself. I treat everything like its prey, Like its their last day on earth. I was the envoy to the underworld, I was satan's Messenger. I was Satan's spawn. Now here I am laying in the grass, amused by everything that surrounded me. This is what I am banished to, Dosnt seem so bad now does it? My ears flicked back and then forth again. Her words quietly fell from her sweet kissers and into the air, they danced and teased me from far away. I was just to far away to hear them. I grinned, Why You dont look like your paying much attention to where you are going now are you femme? I made my move as she stopped at looked towards the heavens. Like He will come bestow your answer upon your pretty little nose. Talons struck the sod as I lifted my masive frame from my enclosre. Pads tread lightly across the field as I made my way to her side. Unnoticed - Hopefully. I stoped in front of the vixen, my wings slightly outstreached and looming. Here I am pretty little girl. Let me make your day. I smiled, "Why hello there." My words where deep, they escaped my lips and danced before her, waiting for her reconigition.
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Posted: Sat Apr 11, 2009 5:44 am
Of course no answer would come to me. There is no such thing as God, as far as I know. Or, if there is, he is a very cruel god to let that happen to me. As I stared at the sky, my brows knit. My violet-red eyes look around, as if something was wrong, but I couldn't spy anything. Something, someone, was watching me, I felt. And it made me uncomfortable. Never one for uncomfortably, I planned to move, but, instead, I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. Perhaps it was all in my head. It wouldn't be the first time.
But, when I open my eyes, you are there, in front of me, causing me to gasp and nearly stumble over myself as I backed away. As I looked you over, I notice something isn't right with you. I'd seen winged others like yourself, but she seemed warmer than you did. Why are you so cold looking despite your best efforts?
I swallowed and licked my maw, pink tongue darting out as I looked to the side again and frowned. I hated being this uncomfortable, but here you were. And with the way I am, I can not just leave you after you've spoken. Here I go to get hurt once again. "Hello... Y-you startled me.." My voice, I've heard, was soft like the wind and filled with sorrow no matter what I did.
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Posted: Wed Jun 03, 2009 9:34 pm
She noticed me, how Lovely. Tuners atop my skull p***k forwards to further sense this pretty damsel before me. Startled? Yes, Who wouldn't be by my massive size and underlying beauty. This made me chuckle a bit before contracting the leather bound arms upon my back.
Pads shuffled under my immense weight, talons spreading and contracting, playing with the earth and the grass below me. It soothed me, some how. Whats the matter miss, why so sad? I grinned, a sweet subtle grin.
"I'm sorry there, I thought you had seen me coming."
I am a horrible liar, but then again- it's in my blood.
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Posted: Wed Sep 30, 2009 1:49 pm
Of course I noticed him. How can one not? The way this male carries himself... It's like he has something to prove to the world. But something feels dark about this one. I'd better be careful. Slowly I settle back down again, my dark eyes never leaving his but for an instant. He was a big male, I admit. I'm scared of him now.
A pink tongue darts across my muzzle as I try to calm down. But his voice, it's an obvious lie. How stupid to lie to me when I don't even know what he wants. This can't be going right.
"I see.... I do apologize... But I didn't... I guess it is my own fault..." That's right. I blame everything on myself even when the blame isn't on me. it's the type of B'alam I am. Everything weighs heavily on my heart. Thus why I always look so sad.
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Posted: Wed Sep 30, 2009 11:20 pm
I chuckled as she obviously saw me coming, I mean how could you miss me? Its hilarious to me, Just friggin' hilarious. I watched her movements as she collected herself. My eyes slitted for a mere second as I thought I noticed something dart around in my preffrials. Nope- Must have missed it. Her soothing voice floated around me as this kitten spoke. Your fault? Oh baby I kid.
Dont be like that sweetheart.
That word danced off my tongue as I began to toy with this pretty little thing. I know how to use my words, just wait and see. She seems like she carries a bigger burden, Here- let me lift that. I smirked, always- the ones who think to much can have such a low barrier for me to get threw. Yes, This shall be fun.
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Posted: Mon Oct 05, 2009 3:14 pm
Something about your words scare me deep down in my heart. You make little pieces of it freeze as you continue to talk. Though your words be a purr and smooth like fire water, I do not like them. They don't sooth me at all; they don't help. How I want to tell you to leave me alone, to stop talking to me. But I'm not like that, oh no. I'm to well mannered. I only pray you quickly get bored of my downheartedness and leave me with no scars or memories of our meetings. I do not wish to be damaged anymore.
"I don't wish to be damaged anymore."
Without much thought, those words came forth and I mentally cursed. Damning myself for saying it. For now I know you'll hurt me; you'll break and damage me. You'll take advantage of me like the mate before did, won't you? I see it in the hard glint in your eyes. You've done terrible things in your past; you're plotting terrible things now. I feel it in my bones.
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Posted: Mon Oct 05, 2009 6:44 pm
My movements carried out once more, I encircled her, my tail caressing her jawline. I looked her over yet again, My massive size overpowering everything she ever was. I have done much horrible things in my past then what I will do to you pretty. I snickered to myself and took a step away from her.
"No one wants to be damaged hun."
No one wants damaged good either, I don't like sloppy seconds. Please babe, Please call me something horrible. I'll make you scream god.
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