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Ano, I feel a bit awkward being the first to post here for some reason. @_@;;; Oh well, here goes nothing. Even if no one has advice, I kinda need rant for a while, anyway. And yes, this will sound like a stupid high school problem, but hey, I'm a fifteen year old girl. What do you expect? Please don't tell me it's a stupid problem, I already know it is. I just kinda want to spill right now.

So there's this guy that I'd liked for about a year, but had been too afraid to ever really talk to, except in class. So then my sister, thinking we're friends, adds him on Facebook and starts talking to him. At this point I'm thinking I'm pathetic because my older sister can talk to him and I can't. So things go on, and they become really good friends, which sucked. First time he came over, I just hid in my room the entire time. So then everyone's thinking they like each other, but they wouldn't admit anything, so I wasn't too worried. I even told him I liked him (on accident). Then one day I walked in on him kissing her. OUCH. Mind you, it was a small peck kind of thing, but... This is the guy I've liked, and he KNEW it, and he was with my OLDER sister. Remember, this kid is my age. *headdesk* So now he comes over EVERY STINKING DAY and they're always together, acting all lovey dovey and such, and it fails. *facepalm* Like, they always sit there on the couch, and she falls asleep on him as he strokes her hair. T^T

So then I was trying to convince myself I didn't like him and whatnot, and I mostly got over him. So then there was another guy I was kinda liking, and then all the sudden he's going out with my best friend. Again, OUCH. So basically the two people I really actually liked started going out with my sister and my best friend, and now everytime we do anything, I'm kinda the odd one out. I find myself talking to them, and just feeling angry, when I know I really shouldn't be. It's not their faults, if anything, it's mine. I just don't want to be angry/awkward with them, you know? So I know this is a really stupid problem, but hey, I'm a teenage girl. So basically... Help me feel happy, I guess? O_O *feels stupid*

Ah man, that really sucks, it happened to you twice. I think anyone would snap being around them in such a situation. I guess a good way to let it out is to tell your sister or best friend how you really feel. If they aren't complete meanies, you could also ask them to make it less awkward for you. If they just can't even do that, then we all just have to live for tomorrow.