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 Posted: Sun Mar 15, 2009 6:29 pm
Having a downright shitty day? Well vent a little. It might help. Might not. Hell, who knows, we could have our own group therapy topic. Hooray..
So, my day sucked (no suprise. i'm a bad luck magnet) i have some serious thoughts that my boyfriend is cheating on me and i don't know what i did or why he might be or who with or where or how (yeah, we don't need those details.) but i hope he's not, and if he is, i'm probably headed back to therapy sweatdrop whee...
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Posted: Sun Mar 15, 2009 8:08 pm
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Posted: Sun Mar 15, 2009 8:49 pm
Ok, so i am sick of my ******** life! like seriously ******** sick of it. Every year people say "it will get better" but you know what? 26 years of my life later... ******** YOU to anyone who ever said it will get better. I went from a kid beaten every day in school and then coming home to have his father backhand him every night... to being cheated on in front of me, my leg messed up so it is almost unusable for anything other than walking - yes running is a dangerous act for me - I get kicked out of my votec school for threatening two teachers when i was threatened BY two STUDENTS and then sent to butler mental hospital for it. my x fiance only using me, Both the X GF and X fiancee stole all my s**t. my trauma from all of the previous aforementioned s**t making me have social and stress induced anxiety disorders. I move into this house and get used , walked all over, and treated like s**t when i don't bother ANYONE! I get punched TWICE since moving in here and both times i don't swing back but get blamed for being violent. I'm too poor because of my anxiety to move out of this ******** house and or state and all i get is s**t from anyone. I got a girlfriend who i won't even get started on the ways she walks all over me and is a jerk to me - despite me being the only one who is trying to keep this 5 year relationship alive.... yes i love her with my whole being... just not her many piles of bullshit excuses and stupidity and lies and laziness and crap. I DARE someone to reply to this ******** rudely! I ******** DARE YOU!
And no, for once... I wasn't posting in character.. I was posting as me - Vincent.
*huffs*
Then people wonder why I hate the human race and myself for being a part of it.
So many talents, yet my disorder prevents me from doing anything about it. And before anyone says s**t.. meds only help so much.
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Posted: Sun Mar 15, 2009 9:53 pm
meds are delicious!!! hello lower tab! but i think you are very talented Vincent!!!
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Clouds Over California Crew
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Posted: Sun Mar 15, 2009 10:09 pm
I had a s**t day. Some guy said s**t about my dad. Ville knows how I feel about people talking about him. Theres a reason to it...
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Posted: Mon Mar 16, 2009 1:09 pm
haveing a bad life lets just leave it at that..
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Posted: Mon Mar 16, 2009 5:46 pm
Well i had a shitty day, no suprise there.
Turns out my boyfriend was cheating on me and we are no more.
But (this is technically supposed to be in the good day section) i got my prom dress today mrgreen normally i'm not the person to be into dances and s**t, but i love my dress. its really long and black and yeah dramallama
but yeah, other than the few moments of happy because of my dress, my day sucked, but its something i can get over. (plus my dad let me drink it off lol)
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Posted: Mon Mar 16, 2009 7:54 pm
I have been cheated on, as I mentioned before. My GF and my best friend at the time. She broke up with me and took him into the room next to me and screwed him loudly. The room was kinda diagonal and i was in the living room. They didn't even close the door all the way it was left open a crack so the sound amplified.
Ever listen to the song Self Esteem by The Offspring? Yeah, I lived through that whole song with my first GF at the age of 18.
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Posted: Mon Mar 16, 2009 10:56 pm
me and my girl are breaking up......
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Posted: Mon Mar 16, 2009 11:00 pm
I saw that one coming the second you said he moved in. confused
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Posted: Mon Mar 16, 2009 11:06 pm
yehp and now she is out, said some pretty hurtful s**t...
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Posted: Mon Mar 16, 2009 11:28 pm
I'll be on for a while if you wanna PM me. I don't mind.
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The Troy Sensation Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Mar 16, 2009 11:31 pm
ville bro just remember plenty more fishes. very sexy horney fishes...........O.O hehehehehe
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Posted: Mon Mar 16, 2009 11:38 pm
like the one in his sig?
Work sucked today, Inventory is tomorrow, and they expect me to have the entire apparel section zoned and absolutely perfect before the bigwigs come in Wednesday morning. so needless to say, i am rather stressed at the present.
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Posted: Tue Mar 17, 2009 9:22 am
sorry ville, sorry nny. you guys both know i'm always here to talk to. and can have my cell if you like. sorry ville. *hug*
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