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Posted: Mon Oct 24, 2005 9:03 pm
T-t-today in school... during sixth period... we had to talk about one of the worst times in our life... one of the girls that is really quiet and meek talked about when her father... raped her... of course she had been through the H.E.L.P. program, but oh my god.... I can't believe it... the one thing that I'm terrified of is rape. I don't even know if I was or not. It's really getting me thinking. I'm gonna talk to her tomorrow. Maybe ask her how much it changed her, since she said she was willing to answer questions if they weren't offensive. But oh my god... that is so scary. But as I said, I don't know if I was raped/molested/etc because I pushed all my memories back during the most dangerous period in my life.
But.... that made me cry all during sixth period.... crying
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Posted: Mon Oct 24, 2005 9:13 pm
I know not all men are bad... but this really scared me
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Posted: Mon Oct 24, 2005 11:56 pm
*hugs* Don't worry yourself. I'm sure you'll be fine. And What do you mean "dangerous period in my life". Do you want to talk about it? I'm not very good at helping people but if you want to talk about it via PM then... *hugs tightly* Don't worry avenorell, Your safe.
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Posted: Tue Oct 25, 2005 4:32 pm
Men who rape need to get their dicks cut off. Women who rape need to get their cunts sowed shut. Men and women who mollest need to get all their fingers cut off. Period. stare
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Posted: Tue Oct 25, 2005 5:26 pm
I agree wholeheartedly with AkureiKnight.
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Posted: Tue Oct 25, 2005 6:10 pm
How does a woman rape someone??? confused ::is truly confusticated::
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Posted: Tue Oct 25, 2005 6:18 pm
Yuuto_Kigai How does a woman rape someone??? confused ::is truly confusticated:: Rape is sex without consent. If the man doesn't want to have sex, and the woman forces him to do it, then it's rape. Men are much less likely to report it though, and there really isn't much evidence.
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Posted: Tue Oct 25, 2005 7:12 pm
I wouldn't go as far as Akurei, but I agree that these people should have something bad happen to them, it's the natural flow of things that people get what's coming to them. Oh and Avenorell *big hug*, you don't need to worry about it. You're safe so long as you have us to talk to.
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Posted: Tue Oct 25, 2005 8:11 pm
The bad time in my life was when I was suicidal.. during that time my mother kept marrying, divorcing, and remarrying. One of them was awful. He hit my sister, and I think he molested me but I'm not sure.
*hugs everyone* I'm just really upset... I need someone to be here right next to me T.T
And my computer is very screwy, it may have a virus.
And thinking back makes me confused again... I admit, I do enjoy having guy friends, which does include all of y'all, but after knowing everything and looking back, conjuring memories, I need to think more.
I wish I could stop time for a week. Just to think on everything. To contemplate what I am.
Be it a bisexual, pansexual, homosexual, or just plain nothing. *sighs* I've been listening to 'Iris' by the Goo Goo Dolls a lot. I love the song because I relate to it. 'And I don't want the world to see me, cause I don't think that they'd understand. When everythings made to be broken... I just want you to know who I am' I love that part... It describes everything. As well as 'You can't fight the tears that aint coming'.
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Posted: Wed Oct 26, 2005 12:49 pm
Almnost everyone goes through a period where they are really upset all the time. The good thing to know is that you have somewhere to go and friends to talk with, like here and us ^_^.
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Posted: Wed Oct 26, 2005 1:16 pm
that is horrible! *hugs* I'm sorry, ..... just don't forget you've got us behind you 100% ^-^
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Posted: Wed Oct 26, 2005 10:03 pm
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Posted: Tue Nov 01, 2005 10:41 am
I've been thinking about it so much more now.
I do remember... but I don't want to talk about it.
I have a couple diary entries I'll share with you when I can type them up (when I get my internet back) but I'm all sloshy with everything, school, friends, my sexuality, everything.
I'll talk to you guys when I can...
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Posted: Tue Nov 01, 2005 9:21 pm
It's always better to not remember.. (sigh) If you want to talk Im here as well.
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Posted: Wed Nov 02, 2005 9:36 am
AkureiKnight It's always better to not remember.. (sigh) If you want to talk Im here as well. Thank you... But at least I know the craphead is dead now. He was in the paper last year, talking about a drug bust, and sevral cases about rape. I think they gave him the needle, but I'm not sure what treatment, all I know is he's dead.
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