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And why is that?

Tis better to have loved and lost then never to have loved at all.

Or lust. But yeah, I get it.

Who say's I'm lusting?
I'm not a sexual kind of guy.
More into personality though I do think she is good looking but not 'sexy'.

She didn't seem interested in me and I'm way too awkward around girls I like.
I can talk to girls I don't know and I can talk to friends of the opposite sex.
I don't know how I should hold my body language and what I should and shouldn't say.
We shared some jokes and worked together but I don't think she was into me.

I don't know how to start conversation with her, though...
I hate butting into conversations and stuff.
It feels like I've got to beat down a brick wall or something and my eccentric mindset keeps telling me I don't need to do this but something keeps pulling me back.
So I'm basically battling everything I stand for while also trying to figure out how I can at least get her to notice me without making a complete idiot of myself.