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Posted: Tue Mar 10, 2009 5:55 pm
He followed her... That night in the rain when she ran off. He wasn't that sure if she knew it at first, he was worried when she just ran off with out speaking. He held a soft spot for this female that he met the one night. He wasn't sure why... In his mind the main reason that he could come up with was that she was also in pain she had been through pain. He was hoping that they could help each other through things and so far that was the way that it was working.
The male was panting slightly as he lapped up some water making his way back to the den that they had been staying in together lately. He just went out for a run, his way of thinking his way of getting out the emotions other than the happy ones, he was always doing things like that. It had been a few weeks with her. He was enjoying it too. Although he still had his adoptive mother in the back of his mind and also his good friend Sadiki, he was sure that she was worrying about him. Both of them were he hadn't been home yet after a while. He was planing on heading home sometime... Maybe soon he wasn't sure.
Soon he came up to the den a smile on his face he wasn't that sure if she was sleeping or not. If she was well then he would let her. He settled in front of the den, flopping down on his side, closing his eyes and relaxing. If she was up then she could smell him and come out. He was wondering what they could do today.
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Posted: Tue Mar 24, 2009 2:35 pm
She rustled a little off in the corner or the den. She then stretched out with a yawn before standing up and moving off over to meet the other male. He stomach began to annoy her it had been feeling rather odd lately. It had stretched out becoming rather hard to the touch. She was worried something was wrong but sure it was nothing.
The female's useless eyes looked around before she used her nose able to smell her companion as she moved over to him before stopping in her track as he hair stood on end as a bad surge or sickness came over her. She began to pant a little before hunching forward a little.
"Ahh...I...I think I'm gonna get sick." She said quickly before moving ducking behind a rock as she up hurled the content of her stomach. This went on for some time till finally there was nothing left in her belly as she collapsed against the cool rock with a grown.
"Mmm What's wrong." She whined out softly. "I feel hungry but...Mmm to sick to eat."
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Posted: Tue Mar 24, 2009 2:45 pm
A smile grew on the male's face as he picked up the scent of the female that he had grown to know. He stood where he was, closing his eyes and enjoying the feeling of the breeze in his mane. When she was next to him he grinned softly and nuzzled her gently before she spoke. He, in surprise watched her dash toward the rock. He blinked a few times, not sure if he should say something or not, but the best thing in his mind at the moment was to make sure she was okay.
Within seconds he was by her side and licked her forehead softly. Nudging her hair out of her eyes before sitting next to her, looking down not that sure of what to say, but something in his gut told him he was getting himself into something big, he had that feeling the second he met her but he just ignored it like he was doing now. He placed a paw gently on her shoulder before shaking his head. "I'm not that sure of what to tell you..." His voice trailed for the moment before he sat back on his haunches.
"How much have you been feeling like this?" He asked softly leaning over and licking the back of her neck, his face twisted with concern. He was trying to come up with a reason she was feeling like this but he wasn't that sure of what was around. Not at all. But at the same time he was wondering if he should just keep his mouth shut, naw that wouldn't be that good of an idea.
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Posted: Tue Mar 24, 2009 2:57 pm
The female let out a growned as she leaned into the male. "Mmm...each morning I've been feeling rather unpleasant." She said softly as she closed her eyes before looking around though she couldn't see.
"Lead me to the water?" She asked softly as she rested against him before moving when he did letting him easily lead her as their shoulder meet gently between the two as a connection though she was still a great deal smaller then him it seemed to work out just fine.
Once at the water she moved slowly to take first one little drink testing her stomach once she didn't feel to sick she began to drink a little more before pulling away resting her front paws in the cool water.
"Mmm...This is nice thank you." She whispered softly closing her eyes as she enjoyed the sounds of the stream and birds around them.
She then let out a whimper as her stomach growled. "I'm to scared to eat." She whined as she clawed at the bank a little before picking herself up moving to rest beside the male.
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Posted: Tue Mar 24, 2009 3:31 pm
Nazih smiled softly at her when she leaned into him. He was glad that she was okay, some what at least. He was worried about her and every little movement that she made that said she wasn't going to die made him feel better, he'd hate to see her drop then never get up again. Some reason Sadiki started to float in the back of his mind until she spoke. "Mmm, Thats no good."
He nodded as she could feel her lean into him more, he lifted himself up and started to walk toward the water, in his mind he was trying to connect how she had been feeling lately into things that he had heard of. He sat by the edge of the water, not that far from her, watching her carefully, the fact that she couldn't see didn't help the fact of him relaxing and not constantly watching her, he felt like he had to though.
He glanced up at her for a moment then smiled. "Its no problem really." He grinned at her once more with a nod, his grin turning into a half-hearted smile as she got closer to him. He nuzzled her then licked her cheek. "You should try, its always good to get something to eat." He said softly, nuzzling her softly before sitting back on his haunches.
"Do you have any ideas at all of what could be the matter?" He asked arching a small brow at her curious about what could be the matter himself.
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Posted: Tue Mar 24, 2009 3:40 pm
She shook her head softly as she leaned into his comforting with her eyes closed. "I don't know but my back and shoulders have been starting to really ache lately and my stomach its like there something wrong inside me." She whispered softly as she finally started to panic and grow scared.
"Nazih what's going to happen to me!" ?She asked him desperately as she did her best not to cry but the tears where starting to devolve within her eyes. She then pulled away a she reached out for his arm as she pulled it to rest against her side to show her slightly swollen belly that was being forced to take over her side from her small frame.
"I fee fat!" She yelled out a little. "And I know I look it and I don't understand I've haven't been eating big since I've been to sick to!" She whimpered as she nuzzled the male beside her.
"What do you think it wrong with me." She whimpered out to him desprate to know why.
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Posted: Tue Mar 24, 2009 4:01 pm
Nazih looked at her and then nuzzled her again, looking at her back and shoulders before crinkling his brow in thought. He really never got that sick when he was little. He couldn't come up with anything right away.
He leaned toward her some and nuzzled her neck softly, moving toward her ear, nipping at it just gently before whispering. "Shhh." He said softly nuzzling her neck again, trying to make her feel better. "I really don't know, I'll make sure that you will be okay though." He said quietly hoping that she could calm down but then he looked at her belly.
As he watched her and listened to her the best he could, because he was slightly caught up in thought, he was starting to piece it together. What had been going on between them, her feeling fat, her getting sick and also her stomach growing. Even everything else was starting to come together in his mind. He started to think back to the time when he was little and a chubby female, complaining of the same things, then she disappeared and came back with some of his friends...
"I..." He coughed it all came to him and now he was just a little worried, getting a little frantic himself. "I... uh... I think you are expecting." He couldn't cough the word but he had to. "I think you're pregnant." He whispered quietly. Oh god... He was going to be a father, what was Rana going to say, what was Sadiki going to say?
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Posted: Tue Mar 24, 2009 4:10 pm
Her eyes shot open as she looked slowly turned to to him as she chocked herself a little. "wh...what." She said as she began to really panic now as she began to pant a little as she looked around frantically hoping her eyes would work as she blinked willing them to work so she could see for herself.
"Tha...that's impossible right?" She squeaked out a little before remembering their time together. "That...umm ahh...dear gods!" She yelled out a little as she realized it was possible they had gotten close once night and instinct took over both of them. she hadn't been ashamed of it in the least bit it was nice to have someone to hold her.
"...Well." She cleared her throat as she breath heavily still but seemed to be calming. "What are we going to do?" She said softly as she looked to the direction of her stomach as a pain of hunger attacked her.
"I can't see...how am I going to take care of cubs...I don't want this!" She exclaimed suddenly bursting into tears. "I knew I would never be a good mother now my hope is even more shattered!"
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Posted: Tue Mar 24, 2009 5:03 pm
Nazih looked down at his paws, it was the best thing that he could think of at this moment. He didn't want to be like his dad, he didn't want to sleep with a female then end up finding out years later that he had cubs with her... He didn't want his children to live like he did. He was more than sure that he would MAKE sure that his couldn't wouldn't have to go through that, even if he had to travel miles to get to them...
"No its not." He laughed nervously as he continued to look down at his paws. He coughed slightly, not that sure of what to say to her, her nervousness was starting to get to him. He moved a little closer to her, trying to make her feel just a little bit better, trying to comfort her like he had been. He licked her muzzle gently then sighed. "I don't know..." His voice trailed.
Then at her next mood swing he cringed. He moved closer to her once more, wrapping a paw around her the best she could. "Shh..." He tried to quiet her again. He nuzzled her neck softly before sighing once more. "I'm not sure of what to tell you... I don't think either of us are ready for this." He glanced at her then shook his head. "You will be a good mother, even if this isn't your chance." He knew what he was thinking of. He took in a deep breath trying to figure how to word it.
"I'll take care of them." He blurted out as he nodded at her. "Yeah..." He smiled just slightly at her. "You can go on and live your life and settle down, you won't have to worry about them. I'll take them with me to my home... and take care of them." He nuzzled her nexk he was getting himself more and more into this, he could be like any other male and run but he couldn't do that. Not to his children.
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Posted: Tue Mar 24, 2009 5:14 pm
She let out a whimpered as she nuzzled into him. "You'd do that for me?" She chocked out as she nuzzled him taking a deep breath. "Oh Nazih." She said as she began to cry as she leaned into him crying as her body shook a little.
"Nazih...Thank you I don't think I can take all this I'm still to young." she said softly as she whimpered. "But I hate to burden you." She said as she seemed to stop crying long enough to snuggle into him. She then took a deep breath as she tried to calm down.
"I don't know what to do." She said as she stretched out laying down on her side as she tried to think as the water moved past her paws as she listened to the things around her before taking a deep breath.
"You did say you had a lady friend though right?" She said softly hoping maybe if her children did go with him they would bee looked after like a real family.
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Posted: Tue Mar 24, 2009 5:39 pm
Nazih smiled softly as he purred softly, trying to comfort her, what was he getting himself into? But he couldn't leave her, he couldn't let her go with these cubs already. He felt horrible he wanted to man up and take on the challenge. "Of course." It was settled in his mind he was going to do this he could do this.
"I have to agree." He chuckled light heartedly. "You are a wonderful female, but I'd hate for you not to live out this rest of this age burdened...." He sighed softly and nuzzled her, he didn't want her to end up like happy like he was for most of her age. He chuckled quietly. "I want to do this its not a burden." He reassured her, trying to make sure that she got he was not going to change his mind...
"I can take care of them and once they are older if they want to find you they can..." He said simply as he nodded at her bitting his lip for a moment. "Yes I... Well... She's a good friend of mine, I wouldn't say girl friend but I'm sure she will help... I'm also sure that my adoptive mother would help." He laughed softly. "She loves cubs." He licked her neck again before sitting back some, he was hoping that it was making her feel a little better about all of this.
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Posted: Sat Mar 28, 2009 8:49 am
Her now icy blue eyes stared off past him as she gave a small whimper as she nodded nuzzling into him. She would wait beside him till they where born once that happened she would leave. Go to her home where her brother would be waiting. She sniffled once more before stretching out a little.
"Nazih....I need to eat." She said softly feeling bad having him go get her something but her limbs ached to much to do it herself let alone not being able to see. Though her hearing had improved greatly she was still not 100% ready to do such act's against large game like she needed at the moment.
She curled up where she was willing to wait just there as she rested her head on her paws as she though of her father as she began to cry a little not able to stop the tears from knowing he left her mother to wander off and die alone...all alone like she feared most.
She wasn't able to be there for him and that made her want to scream out in pain. But she couldn't she didn't have time to grief at the moment she had to stay healthy and bare the cubs then...once that was over she could leave and cry all she wanted. She though as she took a deep breath brushed the teas away against her forearms.
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Posted: Sat Mar 28, 2009 9:15 am
Nazih looked down at her and nodded. "Alright, I'll get you something." He leaned down and nuzzled her, then paused, he noticed her crying once more. He hated to see some one hurt so much. He had problems showing other people his feelings, he normally hid them. Since he was here he really didn't show her anyway that he felt. He always held his head up and took care of her even though his past was tugging at his heart, his father, Rana and Sadiki. He planned on going home soon. But now he had to wait, and on top of that he was going to be coming home with cubs. Oh god the feeling made his stomach twist.
He let out a small sigh before using a paw and pulling her close for a moment, nuzzling her before looking around. "I'm gonna get you something to eat angel. Relax, I'll be back soon." He pushed a smile up on his maw, nuzzling her once more before stepping away and turning toward the grasses of the lands.
His mind was racing so much. Him a father. He was an adult his mane was full and flowing however he wasn't sure how he was going to do this. He was still young, he couldn't have been too much older than herself. He sighed once more, shaking his head. He was going to do this. He lifted his head once more and started to trot further into the grasses, his mind still racing and his feet going. His nose looking for a scent, but the main fact was he was so lost.
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