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 Posted: Tue Mar 10, 2009 12:35 pm
I'm always here
infront of you
wondering how long
until you'll be with me
I wish you would stop forgettng
how much you mean to me
I miss the way we used to be
how can you forget so easily
You've meant the world to me
these 3 long years
even though you've disappeared
pretending that i'm too good
or you don't care
theres always a reason
for you not being there
I wish you would realize
despite it all
I still love you
with all my heart
I know there are problems
I know you have fears
but please just let them go
and come back to me
I'm always standing here waiting...
until the day
when you'll see me again
the way you once did.
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Posted: Tue Mar 10, 2009 12:36 pm
have you ever wondered how someone else feels for you
ever wondered if your words truly got through
if they knew what you were talking about
when you whispered I love you
ever wondered if they could feel all the old hurt and pain
dissapearing after years of hoping it would all go away
and all you want to do is have them see, just exactly how much they mean.
That everyday they give you a purpose to breath
and suddenly you go weak in the knees.
Just knowing they are there and someone finally cares.
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Posted: Tue Mar 10, 2009 12:38 pm
The pain
The past
The hope
The hurt
Is it gone,
is it not
will I ever feel normal again
I don't know..
It's hard to tell
what the future will bring
Will it happen again
will I be okay
Can I pick up the pieces
of what used to be
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Posted: Tue Mar 10, 2009 12:40 pm
I'm drifting...
drifting away
i'm breaking
breaking apart at the seams
I feel like screaming
but nothing comes out
I feel my heart crumbling
without a doubt
i'm falling apart
how can I break so easily,
emotionally
it's quite scary.
I'm not myself anymore
when will I be
I miss how normal
it was to be me.
I'm coming apart
My personality is changing
so distinctly
it's almost amazing
I look around
and everythings changed for me
all the happiness
is replaced with pain
i'm going insane.
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Posted: Tue Mar 10, 2009 12:47 pm
I try to tell you how I feel
somedays I wonder do you believe me?
can you see how much I care
it's tearing me apart over here.
Your my everything
whether you believe it or not
your not easy to forget
your embedded in my heart
I wish you would realize
it hurts so much
when you tell me it doesn't matter
and that i'll move on.
I love you now and forever
Stop pushing me away.
Just believe me when I say
your my only one
and not just for a day
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Posted: Tue Mar 10, 2009 12:49 pm
I wish I had ignored
all the feelings I felt before
I can't take this pain
I don't know what to do
I can't run away from it
Like I can from you
The tears come so suddenly
I look at my hands
and the drops double almost immediately
I feel like I can't control anything anymore
I can't stop shaking
my hearts been torn
I'm in pieces
I can't stop this pain
I can't breath or anything
I try to smile
but it hurts so much
I feel like screaming
and hurting myself.
I can't stop crying
I don't think I can
I love you so much
but we'll never be again
no more long nights or
squeeky laughs
no more stupid fights
or half assed remarks
If I could I would say
lets be friends someday
but I know
I'd always want to be with you
in some way
I hope you will come back
and realize
I'll still be waiting for you
no matter what.
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Posted: Tue Mar 10, 2009 12:54 pm
Happy new year
drinks all around
watching all the smiles
without the frowns
everyones so happy
not a bad thought in sight
so whats wrong with me
on this supposedly fine night
I feel alone watching it all from a corner
all my friends gathering
while i'm a mourner
it's a new year just around the bend
i'm not excited about it
why should I pretend
2009 is almost here
an hour to pass
bring on the the beer
second after second
we count down the time
oh joy, big suprise
12 is getting near
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Posted: Tue Mar 10, 2009 12:57 pm
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Posted: Tue Mar 10, 2009 12:58 pm
The Darkness is swallowing me whole
slowly devouring my soul.
I can't breath as it tightens around me
I'm being torn apart within it all.
I feel like i'm losing myself slowly
my heart is darkening and breaking apart...
My head is spinning with all that is happening
words won't escape my mouth...
i'm being sucked into the coldness
I'm dissapearing from everything
I'm changing and shaking
I'm dying within
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Posted: Tue Mar 10, 2009 12:59 pm
watching the blood drip down my arm..
the pain gets washed away within each drop
matching the tears rolling down my cheeks
all emotions getting masked by the scene
slowly dissapearing within each cut..
everything that hurt so much..
this is the way I deal with it all
bringing myself closer to death
with each step I take
each cut I make...
I can feel my body start to drift away
feel the pain get relieved a little
my heart starting to slow
as I dissapear with a little more pressure
and my mind clears
I know what i'm doing
and I enjoy it all
I forget about the world and how hard I always fall..
leaving it behind
my breath starts to slow
my heart doesn't beat
i'm almost dying
a little more pressure
a little more pain
soon it'll be over,
and i'll be fading away
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Posted: Tue Mar 10, 2009 1:06 pm
lol xD life full of pain >.>;
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Posted: Tue Mar 10, 2009 1:13 pm
kinky-case lol xD life full of pain >.>; *hugs* =[ But they are pretty good.........=[
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Posted: Tue Mar 10, 2009 1:49 pm
Dagger1819 kinky-case lol xD life full of pain >.>; *hugs* =[ But they are pretty good.........=[ *hugs you back* haha thanks =]
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Posted: Tue Mar 10, 2009 1:57 pm
kinky-case Dagger1819 kinky-case lol xD life full of pain >.>; *hugs* =[ But they are pretty good.........=[ *hugs you back* haha thanks =] You should write about happy things, like.................CANDY! XD
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Posted: Tue Mar 10, 2009 2:28 pm
Dagger1819 kinky-case Dagger1819 kinky-case lol xD life full of pain >.>; *hugs* =[ But they are pretty good.........=[ *hugs you back* haha thanks =] You should write about happy things, like.................CANDY! XD I can't dagz xD thats the problem
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