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 Posted: Sun Mar 01, 2009 12:37 pm
i donno why...but for some reason..this morning i kept having images of me being raped...so now i cant be anywhere near sex or have sexual encountiments and such..and it was by my sisters friends too...they knocked on the door and i came to answer it..and when i did..they came storming in yelling "party!" and i was trying to close the door on them but they kept shoving back and finally shoved me enough to where i hit the wall and became unconious and they all came in and then one of them saw me..and took off his pants and stuck it in my butt waking me up but then kept going making me scream out and the others just laughed as he did..once he finished just left me there...what this mean?...
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Posted: Wed Mar 04, 2009 5:21 pm
What would you do...
Since I read too many psychological magazines/books/watch tv shows on psychology it's probably something deeper =/
Maybe you're feeling like the people close to you are watching/laughing/not caring if and when you get hurt (in any form) and do nothing about it?
Food for thought, but I'm not sure if I can help much here.
I'm sorry Jen D= *hugs*
...if you weren't afraid?
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Posted: Wed Mar 04, 2009 8:03 pm
surprised i think that might be it >.< cause i have images in my mind of my mom coming into my room or something and finding me dead and her screaming >.< -shivers- -hugs- its alright i think ive been thinking too much again -sigh-
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Posted: Wed Mar 04, 2009 11:14 pm
You may want to seek help about this. Obviously you have issues with feeling unwanted. Perhaps are uncomfortable with some things that either you suppressed or your subconscious is uncomfortable with.
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