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 Posted: Thu Feb 26, 2009 9:02 pm
i donno whats wrong...my tummy hurts i have irratablity at random moments and for no reason having a real realationship(meaning in real life) feels like something i wouldnt do...but that might be due to the fact that ive been on the computer for too long...but then again being with another person doesn't seem to be something i wanna do...ive been thinking about it while walking home from school and ever since then i've been in a weird mood...and living in real life..(like living on my own and such) i feel as though im too scared for that..cause im probably not the brightest person when it comes to some things and i feel like i wanna cry at the thought of my mom having to die at some point in her life..its just incredibly sad to me...i mean i wanna take care of her in her old age..but i donno wanna be as saddened by her death to the point where i wanna kill myself or just not being able to do the things i want because of..and i sometimes i feel like im going to be raped and such when im alone and it scares me half to death knowing that im alone in a house that someone could break in and just have their way with me..and having mikey not being able to do anything about it really...it just scares me...and sorry for my ranting just been thinking about this for too long...(oh and my mom doesnt know im dating mikey..)any thoughts or suggestions?
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Posted: Thu Feb 26, 2009 11:56 pm
I feel pretty much the exact same way about my mom and all that.. gonk
I don't get the random irritability, but I am afraid to live on my own. I am quite smart, but I am not good at managing money at all. My mom is in her 40s now and my grandma is in her 60s. And, I kinda depend on both of em.. gonk My grandma has diabetes and I think mom has it too, both mom and my grandma are overweight. So.. Yea.. It kinda sucks. ><
But, anyways, I feel for you Jen. I know what you are feeling with the not wanting to live on your own. sweatdrop
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Posted: Fri Feb 27, 2009 2:26 am
I know what you mean. I'll be really really sad when my mom dies someday too, but it's not something you should really dwell on. Just cross that bridged when you get there. ^_~ I can tell you that it is scary living on your own. All the responsibility and such, but it's not so bad once you try and you get used to it. There have been a few times when I've had that same fear when I'm home alone at night. All you can do about that is to reassure yourself by double checking locks on the doors and windows and by closing the blinds. If you're a dog person, getting one would help you feel much more secure. Trust me. ^_~ I've had random irritability too, but I attribute it to my being an emotional person that tends to just unconsciously hold way too much in.
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Posted: Fri Feb 27, 2009 3:11 pm
i see thanks you two x3 -huggles both- but does it affect anything if its almost my birtday? cause ive been thinking about that too..and about the dog thing i think id get one cause i do like 'emx3 and i see i guess it could be after you get used to it
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Posted: Fri Feb 27, 2009 9:40 pm
Why would your birthday being soon have this type of affect on you hun?
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Posted: Fri Feb 27, 2009 10:48 pm
well cause im gonna be 18 in my next birthday meaning ill have more responsibities and such
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Posted: Sat Feb 28, 2009 3:50 pm
What would you do...
It could be that significant age where you're finally an adult... I remember the big hyper for thirteen.
But once it passes, it's really no different from the person you were yesterday.
Aww, no one wants anyone close to them to die, but all you can do is do your best and make sure that they know that you love them ^^
A dog is a good idea too =] Something that you like, make sure you actually hang out with them before you get them though. Personalities are so different in dogs...
...if you weren't afraid?
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Posted: Sat Feb 28, 2009 3:54 pm
yah im guessing its just cause im gonna be 18 soon and have more responsiblities and such then i think ill be able to return to "normal" and such and yah x3 and surprised i didnt know dogs had different personalities then humans thats interestingx3
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Posted: Sat Feb 28, 2009 10:50 pm
Ah ha! Well, turning 18 isn't really all that scary. Just take on each new responsibility (step in life) one at a time or just a few at a time and you'll be just fine. ^_~
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Posted: Sat Feb 28, 2009 10:53 pm
thats it huh? and yah that sounds like a good planx3 thanks you guysx3
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