Please.. Don't ask me why I'm posting this. Again.
rolleyes If you've read one of my posts, you'd know I'm having girl trouble (I'm a lesbian, by the way).
Um, if this isn't meant to be here, I don't mind it being deleted, or moved, or.. whatever.Please, don't leave homophobic remarks, if you think it's wrong, just answer the poll with the reply 'Homosexuality is wrong...', pleaseandthankyou.Anyways.. Basically my last post was asking what to do about her, or what to get her because I want her to know that I'm always here for her, and I want to be with her. *sighs*
Anyways. Things have started changing a bit between us.. She's starting to dodge me, and refuses to talk to me... I love her, and I want to know if it's something I've done, but she won't talk to me. And, her and I aren't dating, but I want to be, but I refuse to let myself ask her out because of my fears..:
1 - Rejection
2 - She doesn't date
3 - Her parents
4 - My parents
5 - Distance
She just moved to Kelowna, BC for University, and I live on Vancouver Island, BC. I want to be with her, but I'm in high school, she's in University. And there is a serious distance problem. And both sets of our parents know, hers knows about her and I and what we were like before she left, and mine know I'm a lesbian, and they hate what I am. And, I don't think she dates, but I kinda hope that I'd be her one exception.. but, I don't think it would be. And, I'm scared that she'll reject me, and that things will change more than they already have between us.. *sighs* I hate being this confused, and lost. Why can't relationships just be simple? Especially same-sex relationships.
If you guys... girls... *shakes head* WHOEVER, could just give me some advice on it, it'd be greatly appreciated.
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