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 Posted: Fri Feb 06, 2009 3:31 pm
Coming to terms with my mortality, life is absolutely pointless, I don't want to die, et cetera. Currently It's at bay enough that I'm not in hysterics again, but I will be before long because that is how awesome this is. :/
If you're an a*****e or an atheist or going to s**t me, don't bother posting. If you think simple advice is going to help me, don't bother.
Sorry that I'm being an epic sized b***h. And sorry if that keeps happening. D:
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Posted: Fri Feb 06, 2009 9:23 pm
I don't know what the problem is. But I know I usually qualify as an a*****e, so me posting here is rude enough.
But still, I read, and re-read your post and I'm still thinking "what is she trying to tell people?"
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Posted: Fri Feb 06, 2009 9:41 pm
...I think we all go through something like this at one point or another. I know I did.
Anyways, you're right, advice isn't the solution. There's nothing anyone can say that will get you to whatever realization is necessary... you have to get it yourself.
Er... Okay, I'll stop with the deep stuff. @_@( )
Anyways, all I can do is wish you luck. ^__^( )
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Posted: Sat Feb 07, 2009 2:19 am
I'm trying.
Just, every time I justify religion, or life being not pointless, or anything, it just falls right down and feel like I'm just trying to s**t myself.
D:
Ty tho.
anyway buzz, no ******** clue why you posted. this topic obviously wasn't for you, it'd be nice if you were rude somewhere else. :/
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Posted: Sat Feb 07, 2009 11:25 am
Aw, Pixie. D:
I know I won't help any, but as Sib said, we all pass through this.
Try to focus your mind and energy on something. :3
Find a dream you can follow, something time consuming but that you really love.
I guess it would help. ^^
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Posted: Sat Feb 07, 2009 12:57 pm
I'm looking into therapy.
I mean, god knows I've needed that s**t for at least two years. But it's kind of at a breaking point now.
I'm somehow nervous about asking my mommy about it. ._.
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Posted: Sat Feb 07, 2009 1:26 pm
GRRRR.
I forgot it took two years for her to bring me in to get me diagnosed for ADD.
She got all disappointed and annoyed and thinks I'm stupid for needing therapy and that I should just fix my problems on my own. Didn't say any of that which would make me sound retarded to assume that..cept that's how she was about ADD and what she thinks about therapy in general.
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Posted: Sat Feb 07, 2009 5:14 pm
You know, I was pretty sure I wasn't being rude. But I guess since my being nice yields the same results, I'll know for next time.
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Posted: Sun Feb 08, 2009 3:23 pm
i have days like that, too.
well, once i get past the whole "does what i think is life actually exist?" part.
counseling will probably be good. you could always research nihilism and the arguments against it until your mom figures out this isn't just a phase or whatever.
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Posted: Mon Feb 09, 2009 7:38 am
;-; the problem with nihilism is that there's a lot to read and a lot that's bad to read. And that it's so depressing in itself. I mean, I am not going to be able to stomach Nietzsche, plain and simple.
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