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 Posted: Fri Jan 02, 2009 2:16 am
Okay I think I finally have the nerve tonight to type up this stuff and share with you guys. I'm hoping to make this my personal...well as its titled "demon dreams and apparition log". But first off I MUST explain my religious background/beliefs here so there's no misunderstanding and to avoid future debates and or arguments. Don't worry I'm not going to preach or anything, its just my religion and my belief. I'm christian and basically in the bible there are only TWO entities that are of the same realm of us, but are the living dead. There are angels and there are demons. That's it....none of this poltergeist..friendly spirit...ghost...ghast...or whatever you want to call them, crap. No offense to anyone and I recognize we all have our beliefs, but personally you can call them whatever you want. Angels are sent to protect us and demons of the earth are controlled by Satan himself. So any time you see a spirit with a bad gut feeling, most likely its a demon. Call it what you want, its all the same. Demons can come in ANY form, innocent looking, or absolutely terrifying. And if you're using a ouija board, anything that contacts you IS A DEMON. Satan is the father of LIES, the great DECEIVER. This is what I believe. But by ALL MEANS share your thoughts with me. Lol I'm not here to pick any fights, just keep in mind I most likley won't agree with you depending on what it is though of course. Haha. But I figured you guys would enjoy the read nonetheless. With that in mind I shall continue. Back StoryWhen I was little I had always known about spirits, but had never actually encountered one. If I had then I don't remember, but I have always been known to have very vivid dreams. I've had dreams always with color, emotion, sound, and even pain. Yes, you can dream with pain in it and its not pleasant. But never in my life have I ever had demonic dreams and it all started when me and my dad came to live in California in the house he is now renting out currently. The funniest thing is, things didn't start happening to me until like after a year or so of living there and that's when the demon dreams began. I'm going to post each dream as a quote, just to make it easier to read and recognize in posts. Quote: Dream 1 I’m outside a house. It’s unfamiliar to me and the colors are dim and grey. The sky is slightly dark and slightly light. Nothing that was comforting. As I look at the house there are four windows. The first one I spot is on the far right. And suddenly I see a dark figure, undefined but with human form, move across the window from the inside. But it didn’t walk normally like a human, it moved with such smoothness, without jerking or differentiation in step. It just flowed across like water in a stream. And then a sudden dread and fear crept over me. I knew I had to get away or it would come for me. Behind me was car and I began to leave. And then… I woke up.
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Posted: Fri Jan 02, 2009 2:21 am
Keep in mind this is also my personal way of contributing to the guild to try to keep things spiced up a bit for as short as it will last hahah. But the thing about my little blog here is that although my demon dreams aren't as terrifying and frequent as they were at dad's house, I still get them every once in a while. So I'll post new ones every time I get them. But now onward for the next dream I had at dad's while living there 2 years ago. Quote: Dream 2 This particular incident happened while I was taking a biological psychology course and we were studying upon the chapter of sleep. We read about the rare occurrence of the brain still being in a REM stage of sleep while being fully awake at the same time. This type of occurrence has a result of most of the time seeing the very dream you’re having, right in front of you. Days later I had that very occurrence happen. If I could even call it a dream and incidentally it happened during the day while taking a nap. In the dream, supposedly, it was an ordinary dream but it wasn’t till the very end did it violently switch to me dreaming of being awake at my bed and seeing a dark almost formless figure standing at my doorway. By the time my brain registered what was going on, I was already awake. And by the time dad got to my room after I called out to him, the figure was gone. The only way I knew it was a dream was that I had specifically remembered closing my door if I was taking a nap during the day. But it in the dream the door was opened. But when my brain finally registered I was awake, dad had to open the door to come see me. Guess I'll throw in side comments here. Btw if you hadn't noticed by now, I wrote my dreams in first person view hahha. That's how I usually write though with stories or fanfic styled writings. I pick a main character and write everything from their point of view. In this case, myself. But man it was pretty freaking creepy waking up that figure at my doorway. It looked like a black shadow in the form of a man, but with no face. Just a pure human looking shadow. It was the first apparition, assuming it wasn't part of the dream, that I saw standing there.
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Posted: Fri Jan 02, 2009 2:24 am
Quote: Dream 3 I usually slept on the couch when I had the house to myself. And when my dreams become demonic, I’m provoked in the dream exactly how I’m positioned on the couch, at least most of the time. But this time the dream took place in the living room. In the dream the lights in the living were on as they normally would be if I were to watch TV at night. But everything in the room was, not wildly, but gently flying circular in the room. I could not see anything, but I knew once again a presence was there. A presence I could see and could feel. Suddenly I was picked up, levitated and set upon the pedestal area that’s near the back of the living room. And then… I woke up. When I compare my first dreams to the scarier ones....its just typical of a demon to play with its prey and then to slowly become more violent in whatever means it wants or can physically/mentally do to you. Just like a cat and mouse.
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Posted: Fri Jan 02, 2009 2:32 am
Throwing in a little back information here. When I first started having these dreams I confided in a friend of mine at high school. He told me he literally had the ability to see demons and angels walking about and that he also had the power to open and close portals. I think I believed him for the most part. And he talked about how there were some actual good spirits in the house aside from the one demon that seemed to reside in the back bedroom RIGHT next to the master bedroom I stayed in. I'm going to assume the good spirits he saw were angels cuz they sure as hell weren't demons. I mean god if there were more than one demon in the house I'm pretty sure they would have done something to me because they had ample opportunity to. I was alone a LOT in that house and it never seemed to bother dad, aside from the occasional "hearing voices" bit. Me and him would on occasion hear each others name being called by each others voices when neither of us had said anything. I'll never forget one time I was playing a game in my room which is ALL THE WAY IN THE BACK of the house, mainly the master bedroom. And he was ALL THE WAY in the living room, which is in the front of the house. I mean its not a super long house, but you'd have to speak pretty audibly loud to get my attention from the living room. And I swear to GOD I heard dad call me. I went out to ask him what he wanted and he said he never called me to begin with. Freaking weird....apparently not only demons take different shapes but they can mimic your voice. Quote: Dream 4 My friend told me ways to fight it and incidentally I started fighting in my dreams. And some odd night later I had another dream. In the dream strangely enough was an acquaintance of mine from high school, but there were also two angels in the dream. We were all in the hallway which was almost pitched black. It was dark and the only light that was there was shining from the center bathroom. Had I have written about this dream when it happened I would have remembered everything they said directly. But if I recall right they said that there were 5 spirits in my house. All 5 spirits were good. But then…they said there was one demon. And then… I woke up…dumbfounded…and uncomfortable.
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Posted: Fri Jan 02, 2009 2:38 am
Quote: Dream 5 I can only remember a fraction of this dream now, since I remember it. But I think it occurred shortly after my dream with the angels warning me about the spirits in the home. All I can recall about the dream was me battling it out with the demon and calling upon the name of God to cast it out. In the dream it appeared to me as a gigantic black void. I managed to cast it away in the dream and after that it was a pretty good while before I was bothered again, in my dreams and or outside them. Sorry not much to say here other than the fact that it was some WILD crazy dream of fighting. However here's another side story. We owned a cat...my family always owned cats after we got rid of Ceasar, our Labrador years ago. I don't think Dad completely believes anything was wrong with his house even though he seems to easily "selectively" forget the rare incidents that happened with him and the one time occurrence with our cat Hannibal. No not Hannibal lecture...the general Hannibal from ancient times haha. But anyway one time I was in my room, dad in his room on the other side of wall connected to mine and our cat just suddenly started running back and forth from my bedroom's entrance to me...back to the door and back to me as if it was being chased by something. Until Hannibal finally jumped in my lap shaking and scared out of his mind. I had a feeling that whatever bothered me constantly was fiddling around with my cat so I took Hannibal to dad's room and told him what was wrong and Hannibal finally calmed down. But if there's one thing you can't fake....is faking this s**t with your pets. If they sense something along with you....you know you're in for a ride.
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Posted: Fri Jan 02, 2009 2:46 am
Quote: Dream 6 July 18th 2007 I’m not sure how else to describe this dream but it was mainly of the entire house being haunted, by how many? I don’t remember a particular number. But there wasn’t anything in that house that was defiled in some way. The walls and floors had smiling devilish faces apparently written with my blood somehow, as if the blood was taken from me while sleeping. I could feel a presence in the house but this time I wasn’t scared. I walked about the rooms as if untouched by the demonic presence. However one particular reason I knew I wasn’t scared is because dad would be returning home soon. And in the dream it was around 4:15pm. But any means of trying to reach dad to tell him what was happening seemed impossible. Not even in my cell phone as I opened it to try to find dad’s contact number, but it too was missing as if it was erased from my cell phone somehow. By now my body was trying to wake up and I thought I was waking up but I felt my eyes struggling to keep from falling back asleep, as if something was trying to pull me back into a sleeping state to torture me more and I mentally sought out to God for help and then suddenly my alarm woke me up. man....all i can say is that was one vivid crazy a** dream. you'd think itd be terrifying but i didnt feel that way in the dream. because i was getting exposed to these dreams so often it was starting to desensitize me to everything.
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Posted: Fri Jan 02, 2009 2:49 am
Quote: Dream 7 This was another couch dream, where I’d usually sleep during the day because I didn’t have the guts to sleep in the back of the house. I believe this is when I was still living with dad in the house. In the dream I was in the position on the couch identical to how I was before I went to sleep. On my back as usual and facing the wall where the tv was held up against it. Everything was during daytime in the dream like it was in reality. But my vision was blurred everywhere except in the middle where I could see a figure like face on the wall, but it was the shape of an animal’s skull. And at that moment I could feel this huge pressure surrounding my body, as if a giant sized invisible hand had wrapped itself around my body and began to squeeze and I could almost feel pain in the dream, and for as much as I can remember, that’s when I woke up. My only comment is, that's the first time I saw it take the shape of an animal. Of an Elk's skeleton head or something close to it. My question is....does that have any demonic meaning? I mean the newest remake of The Omen is very good, but during one of the scenes of the lady looking into the mirror, they showed a demon behind her in a red robe and an animal's skeleton head for a head. That doesn't make sense to me. Can anyone shed some light on that?
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Posted: Fri Jan 02, 2009 2:53 am
Quote: Dream 8 I don’t know how much more I can remember of this dream but this was one of the rare dreams the demon took a human form. It was the form of a cleaning lady, old and scary. She was vacuuming around the house, constantly grinning. The little part I do remember about the dream was sitting down in a chair next to the demon and asking specifically what they wanted from me. The demon said nothing, sat silently and began to smile and chuckle slightly and the ever glowing red eyes. Very red eyes…. This was the first time it took an actual human shape to it. Could it have had significance as to why it appeared as a cleaning lady? Possibly. The house is over 50 years old so I wouldn't be surprised. Or maybe it was just trying to confuse me. But I find it rather fascinating that it had red glowing eyes. Which reminds me that I had this dream shortly before the movie, Ghost Rider came out. The reason I bring up that movie is when I went to go see it, they depicted Satan's son with red glowing eyes.......and it just kinda struck me odd when I connected to dream with red eyes and the movie with red eyes.
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Posted: Fri Jan 02, 2009 3:00 am
Quote: Dream 9 This particular dream happened towards the end, just before I moved out of Dad’s house. As terrifying as some of my dreams were, this one left me the most emotionally disturbed after awaking from it; so disturbed I went to Sue’s house in Marysville to be comforted by Tommy since he was still there. This demon dream, like most of my demon dreams always began in the position I was sleeping and the location I was sleeping, which was in the living room on the couch. I believe I was sleeping towards the cough, facing it instead of away from it. And in the dream I could feel this force start to grab at me as if it wanted to take me away. But I grabbed on to the couch and wouldn’t let go. And so it grabbed onto me harder and began….to pull, in attempts of pulling me off. I felt so terrified in the dream and scared beyond my mind of what it would do if I had let go. And as it began to pull, it was dragging me along with the couch that bumped into the marble table and the marble table was beginning to drag along with me and the couch. I was clinging for my life and I couldn’t speak so in one last attempt so save myself I mentally screamed out “GOD!” and suddenly it felt like I was violently….and I mean VIOLENTLY pulled out of my dream the minute I screamed God’s name. This dream I will never forget. I don't remember if it was before this dream or shortly after, but I had had ENOUGH of the torment. I turned on all the lights in the house at one point and decided to see if I could try to bless it or something, which come to think of it was probably a stupid idea since I was all alone and who knows what it could have done. But the funny thing is, despite the torment in the dreams, nothing "serious" ever happened while awake. No random objects moving or anything...no slaps hits or anything, although sometimes when I would try to sleep in my room, I could feel a very eerie pressure on my legs as if it were touching me. But it was so subtle I couldn't tell if I was actually feeling anything or not. But it bothered me enough to where I would leave my room BUT ANYWAY....so yeah I decided to try to bless the house. So I picked up my bible and started quoting the Lord's prayer around the house. And it wasn't until I got to the hallway that connected to the front door that something odd happened. My cat Spock was in the house as well and he met up with me at the door and when I was in the middle of blessing the beginning of the hallway and very very LOUD crack sounded at the door and my cat reacted to it. So I know it wasn't just me. And from there I decided to stop blessing. I didn't have the guts to go to the back of the house. But after I stopped blessing the house "felt" empty. It didn't feel comforting, but it didn't feel bad either, as if the demon couldn't take the blessing and just decided to leave. Or.......never considered this possibility, but maybe it was its way of getting my attention to just stop and so I did.
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Posted: Fri Jan 02, 2009 3:12 am
Oi I forgot to mention some things. Okay so in the order of events of apparitions I've actually seen from the demon goes as following:
First apparition was the black shadow figure at my bedroom doorway. Apparently that "thing" followed me to my friends house 30 miles away and when I spent the night I had the same occurrence happen. Woke up about half way from sleep and saw the same figure at the other end of the couch.
I didn't see another apparition like that until 2 years or more later it was coming time for me to move out for the first time. But first my friend and her mom decided to rent dad's house from him, along with me and live there alongside me. But since they were sharing the house, her mom got my master bedroom and guess where I ended up?..........in the back bedroom where the demon supposedly resided. But despite happenings there, while I lived with them I never had any demon dreams, but one night when I woke up I found some clear like animal like apparition on the floor aside my bed. Keep in mine this was a very small room. And my bed was smack against the wall so the only way for me to leave would be literally through the demon. But I was so terrified I couldn't move and started screaming. And seconds before her mom came in to see what was wrong, I saw a face smiling at me maliciously and then it disappeared.
But the next two nights that same form it took, appeared twice, but I wasn't scared after the first time, cuz by then I was pretty desensitized to whatever it had to throw at me. But there was one more apparition I saw in that house before moving out. And it was after my friend and her mom were kicked out for not paying rent and I was alone to deal with the demon. And apparition appeared just before I moved out and it was the weirdest and less frightening of all. I was in the living room with all the lights on. Can't remember if the tv was on...think it was, but I stood up, standing to find some WEIRD apparition in the kitchen den area. Okay so you know what a scientific model of a nucleus looks like right? With the electrons and neutrons spinning around the main nucleus? Well that's the form it decided to take....some gigantic looking nucleus the size of a human came floating towards me and disappeared into the green chair a few feet in front of me. Weirdest s**t ever....
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Posted: Fri Jan 02, 2009 3:13 am
Quote: Dream 10 August 8th 2007 It’s been a little less than a month since I moved out officially. And It had been a while since I had a demon dream, but it just seems to never fail me. I guess it doesn’t matter where I go I will always have demon dreams. But this one was very simple, plain and quick. But ironically the dream took place back at dad’s house. I was in the kitchen and I don’t remember much beyond that but Spock was in the dream too, but this was the first time where the demon was bothering Spock instead of me. I couldn’t really tell if the demon was chocking my cat or just hitting it around. But towards the end of the dream, Spock ran past me in the kitchen towards the demon near the entrance of the hallway by the front door and he sorta disappeared and then for a split second I saw a disgruntled white and blackish looking face near the top of the ceiling and then it disappeared. The next second I realized I was on the couch with Spock and I could still feel the presence of the demon but couldn’t see it. And then I woke up.
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Posted: Fri Jan 02, 2009 3:14 am
Quote: Dream 11 February 28, 2008 It’s been probably close to half a year now since I had my last demon dream and that was at the other place I rented before I started working at Wal-Mart. Seems no matter what I do or not do, I have a demon dream regardless of where I live and regardless of how many people live in the place. Which the more, the better to my benefit. I have a theory now that I’ll get attacked relentlessly again like I did at dad’s house if I live alone again….which I fear most. But in this dream…was a simple demon dream. I’m in the same position on my bed in the dream as I was in real life, laying on my right side. And in the dream I have my eyes awake as I feel this presence….this touch…this pressure constantly digging at me, mainly on the neck area and underneath my body as if it were trying to lift me off the bed. It didn’t manage to, but it almost did. It felt as if it was trying to flip me on my other side to see what was behind me. But I didn’t want to look. All I could see was pitch black in my peripheral vision and that I didn’t want to look behind me. I didn’t want to see what was really there. And in the dream it felt like that’s what the demon was trying to accomplish….was to get me to look directly at it so as to terrify me. But I was persistent. I didn’t want to look and I didn’t want to move so it kept digging at me and trying to turn me over. I could feel a pressurized pain in my neck as I felt it dig at my neck. But I wasn’t scared, at least not entirely. But at times I felt as if something was controlling my body, feeling at different times that my body was LETTING me flip over, but it never was successful. As in any other dream, towards the end I knew what to do. I wasn’t kept from speaking and so I kept asking God, out loud in the dream to help me; asking the demon to leave me alone and finally I woke up. When I looked at the alarm clock it was 5:11am. Whether this means anything I have no idea. But it did indicate I wasn’t asleep for very long since I went to bed around 2am or so. I can’t believe I had a demon dream again. It doesn’t feel like it’s been very long since I had one, but it has been. I hope dreams don’t start up again like it did at dad’s house. And the last thing I want happening is to see apparitions and screaming to where my roommates hear.
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Posted: Fri Jan 02, 2009 3:23 am
Here's a few more details before I go into this last dream I'll be posting until I have another one. After Hannibal died, our first cat in California, we ended up getting another one and named him Spock, which is mentioned in a few of the posts, just so there's no confusion. Speaking of Spock, he had a little chase occurrence as well. Happened before I moved out from dad's house. Was in the living room and he started like chasing something in the room. At first I thought it was some bug that got in the house, but the "way" he was chasing it was way too sparatic of movement for some bug. Then his chasing became really weird and I realized that it wasn't a bug int he air, but some "thing" that he could see, but I obviously couldn't. Most likely the demon. Okay...now for the last dream I have to post tonight. Quote: Dream 12 November 2008 This is the first time I’ve had a dream with a ghost in it, but it didn’t affect me directly. In the dream my father was planning to buy this really big two story house. Me and my brother were looking around inside while dad was outside. Inside the lighting in the entire house was extremely dim, not much light coming through no matter what room we went into. I remember walking into a room and tried to turn the lights on, but they wouldn’t turn on. And I thought it weird that I couldn’t turn the lights on. Shortly after that my brother and I met back up and we went into this main large room and suddenly we both saw something clear and watery like floating in the middle of the room. My brother reached out to try to grab it and couldn’t and then we both simultaneously realized it was a ghost. We ran out of the house scared shitless to dad telling him there’s a ghost in the house and then I woke up. Wanna know something freaky? Here's the kicker about this dream. My dad is planning on buying a new house in a 2 years with my step mom. I don’t know why my brother was in the dream because he lives with my mom in texas, but the house buying part is what got me to thinking some odd hunches. And that's about it so far folks. Hopefully if you guys read my blogs here, I look forward to hear your thoughts and reactions or if you have similar demonic dreams like me. And honestly I've had enough of demon talk for one night. Its got me all worked up now so I hope the read is worth it hahah. But so you guys don't have to individually quote each dream quote just comment back in a format such as this: Quote: "Well my thoughts on this are (x) words...." Dream1: blah blah blah Dream 2: blah blah blah Dream 3 and apparition experience: blah blah blah blah blah So something like that in bullets just to save you guys some time I guess.
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Posted: Thu Jun 25, 2009 7:03 am
Onyix Centaur that wasnt a daemon, it was a shadow-person. or thats what they are called, i'm sorry to tell you this but that shadow-person was you. well, not you-you but your death-you. if you see a shadow-person your seeing your own death. if you listen it will tell when/where/how you will die. it dosent matter if you belive me or not but it's true. good luck. Wow been a while since I posted in this guild. I'm going to have to update on posting in all my guilds. That's an interesting belief you have there. I've never heard the definition of a shadow being, being seen as that type of nature. But not its not my own death. But I'm not going to argue. It would be stupid to xD But very interesting comment indeed.
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