For once he was the one awake while she was sleeping, watching her. It was nice, to him, to watch her sleep peacefully. Normally he could feel her toss and turn beside him as though she were experiencing a nightmare. Yet every night she never let out a single scream or anything of the sort to show she was scared. Only restless.
It bothered him, rather greatly. Especially since he knew there was nothing he could do about it. Only watch.
Heaving a sigh he sunk to his belly and rested his head upon her ribcage.
“Sleep well Spades.” He mumbled slowly closing his eyes.
A smile crossed the mostly white female’s maw as she shifted. She hadn’t really been asleep at all. “Only if you sleep first.”
He was startled by her voice and immediately sat up, eyes wide. When he realized that it was her he relaxed, only to sigh a moment later. “You were supposed to be sleeping.”
“I’m supposed to be a lot of things but I not.”
She replied pushing herself up to look at him with her golden eyes. She frowned, her brows knitting together. She didn’t think he’d be angry about it.
“I’m sorry. You know I don’t sleep very much.”
“Yeah, I know. I know.” He replied shaking his head before settling it on top of hers. “What am I going to do with you?” He asked pulling back to look her in the eye.
She chuckled. “I don’t know…love me maybe?” She replied her tone seductive.
It had been a while since they had really done anything and she was itching to do something
“What do you say?” She asked nuzzling his neck deeply inhaling his sweet woodsy scent.
He arched a brow before smirking. “Well if that’s what you really want…” He trailed off trying to play with her as he nipped at her ear causing her to shudder.
“Hey, that’s no fair!” She complained trying to wiggle free.
“Life isn’t always fair, besides you always win. I want to win once or twice.”
She pouted looking to the ground. Heaving a dramatic sigh she gave in. “Fine. Just this once we’ll do it your way okay?”
“Good.” He grinned releasing her ear only to n** at her neck before licking her cheek. “It’s about time.” He mumbled to himself.
She pulled away frowning. “Hey! I heard that!” She told him narrowing her eyes before grinning broadly. “But I’ll forgive you today as long as I get what I want in the end.”
“You always do Spade you always do.” He replied nuzzling her neck before continuing onward with his taunts. Even if she said she’d let him win he knew she was pulling all the strings.
She had him wrapped around her little finger. Her wish was simply his command.
Not that he really minded though. He enjoyed every minute they spent together. Every little conversation and even the silent moments.
If she only wanted him as a toy there wasn’t a doubt in his mind that he would be just that for her. That’s how devoted he was to her. That was how hard he had fallen for her.
Secretly he dreaded the day he reunited with Bella, he would lose everything he had with Spade. But at the same time he couldn’t wait. He was torn. Or course those were thoughts for another day.
He just wanted to focus on her.
