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Not too long ago, I raped a friend of mine, and broadcasted it over the school announcements. Believe it or don't I really don't care. I was expelled and luckily that friend hasn't chosen to press charges yet.

But recently, I've become really popular because of it. so many people want to hang out with me, so I find myself sneaking out of the house because i'm grounded. And it makes me really mad, because because of the incident, my parents have decided to move in a couple of weeks. So now that people actually notice me, I going to have to leave.

I've even found out that there were a lot of masculine hot gay athletes at my school as well. Who I actually sleep with occasionally. I'm torn, because part of me knows that this is all wrong. I shouldn't be living a better life because I ruined someone elses. and to top it all off, I was invited to a party yesterday, and my ex friend was there. I think it was set up and when he saw me I was terriefied, because the last time i saw him, he beat the s**t out of me. But this time, he looked at me as though I wasn't even there and he left.

What should I do? Should keep taking advantage of this situation? should I turn myself into the police even though my friend is too ashamed to press charges? Part of me keeps saying that he was a male whore and slept so many girls it was rediculous. But even that doesn't justify what I did.

Couldn't have said it better myself.
You've done a horrible thing and the fact that you've let it sit for this long disturbs me... Why exactly did you broadcast the information?

I'm curious to know what goes or what went through your mind when you raped that person? What was the justification for making it right at that moment or even still making it right?

Now, I'm not going to tell you what's morally right and wrong and how moral or immoral raping someone is. However, I would advise that you turn yourself in for a few reasons. In the past it's been known that the person being accused will get off easier because they turn themselves in and they comply with the authorities.

As far as if you would go to jail or not, I wouldn't know. I do know that rapists, molesters, child abusers, *****, etc are treated horribly in jails; if I remember correctly, they had to have their own part of a jail because the violence towards them was so bad.

As far as going with your parents to move; I would recommend that you do so because I think it would give the one you raped a sense of feeling safe that you're not around to do that to them anymore. However, I'm not so sure about the psychological issues that person suffers from (if they have any). I heard something that it was better they confront the one who did it to them because they feel better about it. Don't quote me on that though.

As far as how other people are now treating you and what I think about it, I'm not going to say because that would violate what I just said about preaching morals.

I am gonna go ahead and say that I find it VERY hard to believe what you're saying. I saw your thread in LI and your posts in an ED thread, and all I could think was "bullshit." The boy's parents could press charges on you. And, if this was broadcast over school announcements (as you claim), then the school would've already handed this info over to the local authorities, and the police would press charges on you. So I am particularly disinclined to believe any of this.

That aside, taking advantage of someone else's misfortune only adds to your sicko mindset. I can already clearly see what kind of awesome upstanding citizen you'll become as you age. I might would feel pity for you except that you seem to have no problem with what you alledge you did.

That's about it.

As the Life Issues resident troll/master flamer/a*****e extraordinaire, etc, I can only say that I think this issue is absolutely fake.

The poster in question claims to have announced publicly that he raped someone. More over, he claims to have managed to make this announcement to his entire school. Now, as far as I know, there has to be at least one teacher at that school who would call the police or take other action because of this. Also, an expulsion from school requires there to be some sort of higher administrative meeting as well, at which I find it hard to believe that none of them would take this matter lightly enough to not turn him over to the proper authorities. The supposed reaction of the school faculty/administration just doesn't fit the mold of what I know would be the human reaction to this kind of behavior.

Therefore I can only conclude that this individual is attempting to troll our guild board.

I'd like to just make a note here for everyone. I don't want this post to be up for debate or anything. As a Life Issues guild and self-proclaimed one of the best out there I think we have a certain standard to uphold. This guild was made for a friendly (for the most part) community and I think we should at least give him the benefit of the doubt. While, you may not approve of his actions at least try to stay civilized in your comments.

I'm sorry if I came off as "uncivilized" but it's impossible for me to show kindness towards people of this attitude as this type of behavior destroyed my life and also planted my sister in a psych ward on and off for 5 months, who is still suicidal, and as am I in thought quite frequently when the memories of it surface...

I agree with Chalda

If you really feel that bad about it turn yourself in