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Snow White Jinx Vice Captain
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 Posted: Fri Oct 07, 2005 9:56 am
Thats how long I wasted on him.... Ive decided that Im breaking up with him as soon as I show him the e-mail.... I gave everything to him and now Im left with nothing but a broken heart. Why would he do this to me? Ive never done anything to him... I guese I should have broke up with him the first time I caught him lieing. Honestly I kinda guese I saw this coming but I wanted him so badly for so long and to have him was great but I guese he didnt want as much as I wanted him. I guese I better prepare myself for a month of heartache and greaving and being miserable... I gave him everything, I loved with all of my heart, I did so much for him and he has trown it all away on some fat ugly girl who doesnt even want him.... I really do have a bad life, cancer, divorce, being poor, being cheated on by the first and only guy Ive ever loved, my friends ditching me and lieing to me.... What next? What horrible thing is going to be thrown at me next? I dont think I want to know.
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Posted: Fri Oct 07, 2005 11:04 am
*hugs* We still waffle you, Nikki. sad heart
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Posted: Fri Oct 07, 2005 11:22 am
~xXx~Nikki4187~xXx~ Thats how long I wasted on him.... Ive decided that Im breaking up with him as soon as I show him the e-mail.... I gave everything to him and now Im left with nothing but a broken heart. Why would he do this to me? Ive never done anything to him... I guese I should have broke up with him the first time I caught him lieing. Honestly I kinda guese I saw this coming but I wanted him so badly for so long and to have him was great but I guese he didnt want as much as I wanted him. I guese I better prepare myself for a month of heartache and greaving and being miserable... I gave him everything, I loved with all of my heart, I did so much for him and he has trown it all away on some fat ugly girl who doesnt even want him.... I really do have a bad life, cancer, divorce, being poor, being cheated on by the first and only guy Ive ever loved, my friends ditching me and lieing to me.... What next? What horrible thing is going to be thrown at me next? I dont think I want to know. i got the next ebil thing to be coming your way... you could always come live with us nik... you are family after all xd
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Posted: Fri Oct 07, 2005 3:05 pm
Thats sucks....dont let it get to you though. when you let it show that it hurts you or affect you, you have opened up a space for your enemies to attack you through. Wut you should do is make it out like that you dont kare if he stayed with you or not. And that you are breaking up with him cause you are done with someone that low. You let no one see your pain, your hurt, you keep it inside and smile when ppl look. Then when it is safe you can let it out. But never let the enemy see weakness in you. I havent known you long but you seem a strong willed person. I know that you will make it through this fine. always remember "s**t happens, Life goes on." once you can accept that bad things will happen and not question why you will have an advantage over others. you will be able to see the light at the end of the tunnel and strive that much harder to reach it. I wish you luck in this fiasco and hope that you will not grieve to long. What happens, happens. And crying over it will not change the past. I hope you feel better soon. ^_^
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Posted: Fri Oct 07, 2005 5:17 pm
*big hugs*
Nikki, you've got us. Remember that.
Guys will come and go.. real friends like you for who you are.. not for any other reason.
Hang in there. It'll all get better. Life works like that. It kicks your a**, and then you work to get back, and it makes you so much stronger. So stick with it, and you'll be SO MUCH better off in the end. heart
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Posted: Fri Oct 07, 2005 6:10 pm
aww *hugs* poor you... *gives chocoalte* xd
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Posted: Fri Oct 07, 2005 6:15 pm
I'm feel no sympathy towards you at all right now. Instead, I feel happy for you. You should be glad you got that a*****e out of your life. Time and time again, you've complained about him and his friends.
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Posted: Fri Oct 07, 2005 8:06 pm
All I can really say is I'm sorry Nikki... I thought that things were getting better between you two, but I guess it just shows how little I really know. I'd hoped for better when I set you two up... I guess it's just one more thing that I should've stayed out of... I'm here for you Nikki, just like I always have been, and you know you can call me whenever you feel like it to talk about anything you want.
*hugs* I'm sorry he was too stupid to realize what he's letting go of....
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Posted: Sat Oct 08, 2005 12:54 pm
Forgotten Purity I'm feel no sympathy towards you at all right now. Instead, I feel happy for you. You should be glad you got that a*****e out of your life. Time and time again, you've complained about him and his friends. I agree with you totaly my friend. Take my advice Nikki let him go and find someone that makes you happy and you make happy. youll feel it when you find the right one. i did. i havent been happier since. ^_^
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Posted: Sat Oct 08, 2005 7:07 pm
~xXx~Nikki4187~xXx~ Thats how long I wasted on him.... Ive decided that Im breaking up with him as soon as I show him the e-mail.... I gave everything to him and now Im left with nothing but a broken heart. Why would he do this to me? Ive never done anything to him... I guese I should have broke up with him the first time I caught him lieing. Honestly I kinda guese I saw this coming but I wanted him so badly for so long and to have him was great but I guese he didnt want as much as I wanted him. I guese I better prepare myself for a month of heartache and greaving and being miserable... I gave him everything, I loved with all of my heart, I did so much for him and he has trown it all away on some fat ugly girl who doesnt even want him.... I really do have a bad life, cancer, divorce, being poor, being cheated on by the first and only guy Ive ever loved, my friends ditching me and lieing to me.... What next? What horrible thing is going to be thrown at me next? I dont think I want to know. {{{{{{{{{{{{{{hugz}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
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Posted: Sat Oct 08, 2005 10:48 pm
I hope you resolved this now by Nikki. I hope that you do not weep long and start back up living life. ^_^ feel better in knowing tha ppl here care for you. ^_^
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Posted: Tue Oct 11, 2005 6:41 am
Just remember hun, not all men are assholes ... just most of them.
And ... what Jncodemon said ... I look forward to meeting you one day, soon I hope ... at least take a vacation and come out to visit 3nodding
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Posted: Thu Oct 13, 2005 2:25 pm
~xXx~Nikki4187~xXx~ Thats how long I wasted on him.... Ive decided that Im breaking up with him as soon as I show him the e-mail.... I gave everything to him and now Im left with nothing but a broken heart. Why would he do this to me? Ive never done anything to him... I guese I should have broke up with him the first time I caught him lieing. Honestly I kinda guese I saw this coming but I wanted him so badly for so long and to have him was great but I guese he didnt want as much as I wanted him. I guese I better prepare myself for a month of heartache and greaving and being miserable... I gave him everything, I loved with all of my heart, I did so much for him and he has trown it all away on some fat ugly girl who doesnt even want him.... I really do have a bad life, cancer, divorce, being poor, being cheated on by the first and only guy Ive ever loved, my friends ditching me and lieing to me.... What next? What horrible thing is going to be thrown at me next? I dont think I want to know.
Ever considered God?
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Posted: Thu Oct 13, 2005 3:57 pm
All I can offer are apologies and empathy, I've had a similar thing happen to me only I wasn't the one to break up with him.
Though as it was said before not all guys are assholes, the hurt will probably stick with you, but just try to remind yourself not every guy in the world is bad. :/ Don't spend too long grieving over your broken heart, that can prolong it sometimes. sad
Sorry I'm not more helpful..
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Posted: Thu Oct 13, 2005 11:00 pm
HusseinFatal ~xXx~Nikki4187~xXx~ Thats how long I wasted on him.... Ive decided that Im breaking up with him as soon as I show him the e-mail.... I gave everything to him and now Im left with nothing but a broken heart. Why would he do this to me? Ive never done anything to him... I guese I should have broke up with him the first time I caught him lieing. Honestly I kinda guese I saw this coming but I wanted him so badly for so long and to have him was great but I guese he didnt want as much as I wanted him. I guese I better prepare myself for a month of heartache and greaving and being miserable... I gave him everything, I loved with all of my heart, I did so much for him and he has trown it all away on some fat ugly girl who doesnt even want him.... I really do have a bad life, cancer, divorce, being poor, being cheated on by the first and only guy Ive ever loved, my friends ditching me and lieing to me.... What next? What horrible thing is going to be thrown at me next? I dont think I want to know.
Ever considered God?hows that gonna help?
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