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Recently my Aunt was diagnosed with some form of cancer. My parents didn't know, mainly because my Unlce was too shook up to tell anyone. My dad got really frustrated, so we (not including mother) drove 3 hours to Spokane, WA. The moment we got there, it was like 9AM. We get up to the 11th floor in the hospital, to go visit. The moment I walked in, my heart dropped to my stomach. My Aunt had been sedated and almost looked dead already. One eye was kinda open, the other closed. She couldn't talk, but she sure could still hear. I was too scarred to talk to her. I just couldn't.
I almost passed out, so I sat down. I was really dizzy, and my stomach really hurt. I just had to get outta there. So I sat in the waiting room for like 3 hours. Me and my brother had to catch the plain ride home since we had school the very next day.
I got a call the moment I got home from school. Even before I picked the phone up, I knew who it was, and what they where going to say. My Aunt had passed away on my dad's 50th birthday.
The reason my mom didn't come with us was because she had to goto Arizona. My God Mother (my mom's best friend), had Type 4 Lung Cancer. For those of you who don't know what that is, its the worst type of cancer there is. My mom still isn't home now.
My God mother passed away yesterday. All these deaths is controlling my mind, and Im falling behind in school. Im in all honnors, and Im pretty close to getting a boyfriend. This is SO much for me to take on right now. I need some help. Im not depressed or cutting myself but, any advice? I'd appericate it.
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Recently my Aunt was diagnosed with some form of cancer. My parents didn't know, mainly because my Unlce was too shook up to tell anyone. My dad got really frustrated, so we (not including mother) drove 3 hours to Spokane, WA. The moment we got there, it was like 9AM. We get up to the 11th floor in the hospital, to go visit. The moment I walked in, my heart dropped to my stomach. My Aunt had been sedated and almost looked dead already. One eye was kinda open, the other closed. She couldn't talk, but she sure could still hear. I was too scarred to talk to her. I just couldn't.
I almost passed out, so I sat down. I was really dizzy, and my stomach really hurt. I just had to get outta there. So I sat in the waiting room for like 3 hours. Me and my brother had to catch the plain ride home since we had school the very next day.
I got a call the moment I got home from school. Even before I picked the phone up, I knew who it was, and what they where going to say. My Aunt had passed away on my dad's 50th birthday.
The reason my mom didn't come with us was because she had to goto Arizona. My God Mother (my mom's best friend), had Type 4 Lung Cancer. For those of you who don't know what that is, its the worst type of cancer there is. My mom still isn't home now.
My God mother passed away yesterday. All these deaths is controlling my mind, and Im falling behind in school. Im in all honnors, and Im pretty close to getting a boyfriend. This is SO much for me to take on right now. I need some help. Im not depressed or cutting myself but, any advice? I'd appericate it.
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