Hmm. Meh. I can share a few. Granted it won't be all, but it will give you a better glimpse into how my mind works than my usual comments.
- Storms. They give me a feeling of power, and they also are a giant testament to the beauty to be found in destruction if we only look.
- Those days where it's slightly chilly, but not too much, there's a light breeze going through that makes the grass into waves, it's cloudy and gray, and the sun is completely blocked through the whole day.
- Nighttime. The sun no longer bothers me when it's not up, and in the moonlight things become incredibly beautiful. I feel most alive between nightfall and daybreak.
- Roses. Especially black ones, but even just roses in general.
- Full moons, and the sense of energy and power that comes with them.
- Music, and making it as well. I especially like stuff like
this.
- Being alone, in most cases. It's really sort of odd, because the only people I actually want to be with at any given moment are, y'know, in another state.
neutral - Willow.
- The things she says that bring me to tears, but not because I'm sad.
- Those times when people let me stay up until eight in the morning and sleep until nightfall. I love being nocturnal.... something about the night brings out a beauty in the world that's marred by daylight.
- Visiting the cemeteries during said nighttime. Especially the one not too far from here where the church-thing glows at night. I especially like older cemeteries, where their headstone are actual headstones and not just like little plaques they dropped on the ground. That's annoying, I'd feel ripped off if I were that particular corpse.
- Scaring small children. Anyone, really, but especially children. Call me what you will, but it's fun, and I'm good at it.
- I suppose it's safe to share this..... I create worlds in my mind, little realms that only exist in the darkness when my eyes can't see the world.... little worlds where I'm happy. Where the world consists of sand, a pitch black sky with bright stars and a full moon, and gentle waves in shining black water. And I'm not alone. That's the place I create for myself, the one place so far that I can actually be truly happy. For some reason, whenever I imagine this world.... I cry, not because I'm sad, but because it's perfect.
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