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Posted: Fri Sep 26, 2008 1:34 pm
ok, this doesnt have anything to do with the Paranormal...but, have any of you ever felt like your not wanted anywhere? and that your not good enough? i mean...i hear it every day at school, and now here...and at church...and at home. please, tel me what i should do. anyone? crying
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Posted: Fri Sep 26, 2008 2:38 pm
easy just think what my life is like stare , Everybody feels like that sometimes, the way I feel good about my self is going and getting a new fit, and looking sexy. Cracking a few jokes always helps in my case, but if that's no good just listen to some good music and regress to the sweet loving arms of ice cream.
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Posted: Fri Sep 26, 2008 3:05 pm
lol yes, i must say, Ice cream, and chocolate do help. idk why....do you know? and i hate how people allways have to look perfect. it pisses me off.
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Posted: Fri Sep 26, 2008 5:34 pm
I feel like that now. I felt like that when I quit this godforsaken guild. I felt like that when I started the guild. and I felt like that when people were constantly complaining to the previous captain of this guild.
I feel like that every time I try to help someone.
I feel like that right now, because I know half of this damn guild will hate me for posting honesty, because it's turning into mysteric realms.
What I hate most is how people remember me in this guild for the bad things that I've done, and the things that they think I should have done but didn't. Not for what I have done.
My advice(if you don't consider me to be the lucifer in this twisted "heaven" of sorts) : Ignore the ********. They don't (even) know s**t.
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Posted: Fri Sep 26, 2008 7:43 pm
LoBo_23 I feel like that now. I felt like that when I quit this godforsaken guild. I felt like that when I started the guild. and I felt like that when people were constantly complaining to the previous captain of this guild. I feel like that every time I try to help someone. I feel like that right now, because I know half of this damn guild will hate me for posting honesty, because it's turning into mysteric realms. What I hate most is how people remember me in this guild for the bad things that I've done, and the things that they think I should have done but didn't. Not for what I have done. My advice(if you don't consider me to be the lucifer in this twisted "heaven" of sorts) : Ignore the ********. They don't (even) know s**t. Ha yea, I definately agree with you there. I guess I looked at you the wrong way. You like the nice hard type of magick, none of that easy "wicca" s**t.
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Posted: Sat Sep 27, 2008 8:15 am
i know ha ya feel lads. crying and...lass...anyway. have you guys ever wondered what it would be like to have a happy ever after? or, what it would be like to FINALY be noticed for something you did? crying ?
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Posted: Sat Sep 27, 2008 1:35 pm
I'm just going to note that chocolate and ice cream aren't the healthiest ways to deal with depression and angst. They're comforting, yes, but you need something more than sweets to turn to when you're distressed.
You need to find people who make you feel good, and then ******** everyone else. If someone has a problem with what you're doing or not doing, talk to them about it. If it's someone you really care about or are forced to interact with, try to find a middle ground. If they're just being bitchy and you don't really care if you hurt their feelings, tell them to ******** off. If they have a problem with you, that's their problem, not yours.
No one lives happily ever after. It just doesn't happen. There will always be conflict and there will always be someone who makes it their life goal to put you down at all costs. Chances are, you won't be recognized for your accomplishments. If you like helping people and succeeding, you should do it for the good feeling it gives you. Not because other people will give you a pat on the back. Because most of the time, they won't.
It sounds like you're just stuck in a rut. You'll get out of it. You'll probably fall back in again at some point--we all do. But just hang onto that feeling of being free from the monotony and bullshit of daily life. It'll keep you alive just long enough to make it through whatever you're going through. Keep your chin up.
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