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Wisp creeps through the area looking all around her. She happens to be in lynx form. Twitching her ears, she sees Feo and bounds over to him. She nuzles him shoulder and stands over him protectively.

Feonixs eyes flutter a little. Whispers can still be heard "Die.....must......because.....they" "They.....nice....no......hurt....."
The whispers apparently are coming from Feonix but they are different than his normal voice.

"blood..pain..suffering..death" is heard coming from Feo. His eyes snap open on the word 'death'. all he sees are blurry shilloutes. "who's there?....... what do you want?!........... I DIDNT DO IT!!!" Fear is highly apparent in his voice. His vision starts to clears and he notices both Darklyte and Evuwisp. it is clear that he has been crying quite a bit. He looks around at the destruction and asks "i didnt attack you ....did i?" quite afraid to hear the answer.

Now sitting up and crossleged, he wipes his eyes. "Oh i'm fine.......... physically at least." As he goes over in his mind what happened before ending up here "i can't believe i for got this day. i should of remembered this. Guess i was glad for being here and for got about it. at least i didnt hurt anyone like last time." Feon shakes his head to clear the thought. "Sorry for all this" motioning to the destruction around them. "This was caused by me.....see i have a problem. i'm not what what you would call a skitzo but my two driving passions conflict so drasticly that they could almost be called seprate personalities." looking up in to the sky he continues with: "i love the sight smell and taste of blood and seeing people suffer. but i am also a very compassionate kind of person i don't like to be the bringer of pain. something happened about 10 years ago when i was 8, that is what caused this."

gives an uneasy chuckle because of the attention to his face. "Uh, thanks. I usually remember this day and keep my self to my self." Quickly returning to his solemn demeanor. His blood red eyes flicker back and forth across the sky as he recreates the disaster 10 years ago. "Well this happens every year. I lash out at anything around me and its hard to control, because of what happened to me ten years ago." *sigh* "As I was leaving a town there was a group of slavers camping out side of it and they captured me. They were able to bind my legs and feet before I could fight back and they stuck me in a cage with some other kids from the village. they called me a 'freak' because of my eyes and were talking about the money they would get from selling a 'freak' like me. Before then I always kept my anger and my bloodlust in check. I never exploded at anyone."

A Very loud,menacing growl is heard from Feonix throat *RAWRGHHHH* as he punches the ground as hard as he can. Taking a deep breath in.....and out Feonix calms down."The thing is I can control my self but on this day of the year, any kind of annoyance tends to have me lashing out rather..... violently ...........but thats just the beginning, i'll continue." He with draws all his emotions in to his mind so he can tell the story with out any more eruptions. "As i was listening to these creatures that could barely be described as human, more like scum, i found my self craving the look of absolute terror on their faces, their blood on my hands. Very primal urges that I usually have been able to hold back when dealing with humans. my anger exploded from years of pent up anger and i changed to my demon form destroying the cage but also killing the kids that also occupied it with me. i went on a rampage killing each of the slavers and not in a quick way. I made each of them SUFFER." A demonic undertone can be heard "I do remember doing much of it and I ...well I....enjoyed it but its all red and a little hazy. when I calmed down I was covered in gashes, cuts and bruises. I felt..... content, happy, steeped in all that death and blood. I felt that they deserved it. then I looked over at the where the other kids lay I felt both my emotions clashing; the joy of killing and the sight of their blood and the feeling that I took away their future. It was a strange feeling because up until then I had been able to keep those separate. I couldnt face the village people so I ran. I cried for several hours because of the confusion that I was feeling; both sadness and extreme joy. I have no idea what happened to them, nor do I wish to find out." now that the story is done He lets his emotional wall down and tears start to stream down his face, but sadness is seen nowhere on his face. "From this I learned we have to move on. Our past decisions and actions are not changeable but we can move on and learn from 'em. Whenever this day comes the blood lust I felt on that day comes back and the slightest annoyance tends to set me off. Thats why I ran to here. I'm just glad I didn't hurt anyone on my way."

"you wont lose this friend over something like this. just if I do explode knock me out or take me down. I give you permission to do it but only under those circumstances. Anyway I should be fine for the rest of the day so long as noone pisses me off. "