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 Posted: Sat Oct 01, 2005 11:03 am
Well this is where most rp held just between my boys go as well as info on certain boys not in the profiles.
Info- Talents, abilitys, and such not and there workings.
Private rps between two of my own characters.
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Posted: Tue Oct 04, 2005 2:46 pm
Raffh adopts Rene'
Shadow walked to the estate, the blue bundle curled in the wicker basket in her arms. She looked at the sleeping angel wolf. "I hope I'm making the right decision for you," she whispered thinking it over one last time.
Flaim and Tristan where out automatically, Sheridan and Saife would laugh. Jamil was expecting now, Rayne and Sabin wouldn't know what to do. Jaden was with Skye and they where just starting a relationship. Jaden slept in the day as well. Noah was out he had six children, he didn't need anymore to carefor. Hiryo had two but he was also post tramatic stress disordered. Ward and Sahil could use a break from taking care of a child. Akash's black personality and his makes feral personality was to unknow to trust them with a child not of their blood line. Which left Raffh.
Raffh had helped taken care of his nephews; he was good with children. He would protect the little ones and be up all hours of the day with him. He would do the best he could to care for the little one.
Shadow knocked on the door, smiling as Raffh twin, Ward opened it. "Just who I need to see. Is your brother around?" She stepped in new red curls bouncing. "I need to talk to him."
"He's napping at the moment." Ward glazed at the bundle; his copper eyes took on a shine of curiosity. "What is there?"
"A baby." She srtuggled out of her boats, wiggling her toes." Can you wake him up for me please? This is quite important." She switched the basket to her other hand taking of her cloak.
"It's not my brother's child is it?" His copper eyes went large and round. Ward knew his brother past; but Raffh would of told him about a child, right?
Shadow chuckled. "No, he is not your brother's baby. Can you get Raffh now please? I don't want to attract a huge scene."
Ward raced up the stairs, silver hair fluttering behind him. "Raffh? Brother you are need downstairs." He tapped the room. "Brother?" He questoined opening it.
Raffh woke with a grumbled, blinking his copper eyes. He streached sitting up. "What is it brother?" He rubbed his eyes. "Did one of your boys get hurt?"
"No, Shadow wants you," he said.
"Let me get dress. I'll be down soon." He grabbed his robe. "Brother, I'm not going to dress with you here. Leave."
Ward scooted out of the room, chewing on his lower bottom lip nevousely. What did she want involving his brother and a baby? Raffh didn't have a child.
Raffh stepped out dressed in the pale blue robe. "So, where is she?"
"Down stair, umm brother? You don't have a child you're not telling me about do you?" He questioned akwardly.
"Me? Have a child?" Raffh stared at his brother hard. "Do I look pregant? Or is this about something else?" He pushed his hair back, twirling it in his fingers. "Are you alright brother?"
"I'm fine, it something else, wait up." He hurried down the stair after his brother.
"Ward, sorry sweetie but you are not going to be need for this discussion. Raffh if you would walk with me into the other room. I have a preperastion for you." Shadow smiled, taking Raffh paw steering him into the other room, shutting the door firmly behind them.
"Why can't my brother here us?" Raffh questioned, taking his paw back quickly. He sat down and crossed his legs begaining to tapping his clawed toes against the wood.
"I don't want his imput on what you can and can not do." She lifted the bundle from the basket and sat it gently on the cat's lap. "Would you like to adopt the pup?"
Raffh started staring at the sleeping child placed on his lap. "What?" He hissed shocked. His fingers gently brushed the child hair back. "All right why me?" He questioned, smiling as the child sucked his finger. "Where is his parents, and why does he have little fangs?" He questioned suddenly confused.
"One, you took care of you nephew helping your brother and his mate greatly. Two his father didn't think he could care for him properly. He's also part vampire so there is the anwser to questioned three. Will you care for him or not?" She asked tapping her fingers.
Raffh sigh thinking it over. The little one was adoreable; he did have a soft spot for children. Raising a child couldn't be that hard could it? His brother and him had basically raised themselves when they turned tweleve. They didn't do that bad of a job. But what would Chiron think? He chewed his lip slightly. Chiron would understand? He really wanted to care for the child. He nodded twice, "Yes, I'll take care of him." He smiled. "Thank you."
Shadow beamed pleased. "I thought you would. Now I have to get going. His father name is Jean Claude so if want to find him you have something to go on. You be good now." She ruffled his hair. "I'll let you and your brother be."
Raffh watched Shadow walk off. He curled onto the chair with the child held close to him. "Sleep well little Rene'." He muttered closing his eyes and napped.
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Posted: Wed Oct 05, 2005 5:01 pm
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Posted: Thu Oct 06, 2005 2:46 pm
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Posted: Thu Oct 06, 2005 2:57 pm
(Break down part three,))
Kuri wrapped his arms around his mate and stroaked his hair "your welcome my darling and I can only imagine how feel. I have never really had a brother till Raffh came into my life though I must admit that the pain im feeling isnt like yours im sure. You will be with him soon my darling, I promise you that, were almost home now" Kuri said looking up and seeing the familure sights of the streets that were close to their home.
Nyoko had come home, like usual he wanted to sleep with his parents once more though he didnt know that they had booked themselves the honeymoon suite hours earlier. He pulled out the key the front door and noticed another standing on the door step and rushed over, getting closer he knew it was his uncle, he wraped his arms around him and cuddled him "uncle Akash!" he said happily "I have missed you" he said nuzzling his uncle a little before noticing his bag and realised he was here for another reason, not some strange late night vist.
Nyoko let go of his uncle and kissed his cheek "I will let you in, it will be alright" he said to his uncle as he moved over and unlocked the front door. "There you go uncle Akash" he said happily to the unicorn.
Muraki cuddled the cat close and picked up a peice of the towel he cut up and handed it to him, greatful he made the peices about the size of small hankercheifs. The material was soft cotton "here Raffh, use this" he said to the cat "dry your eyes" he said softly to the cat, holding him close. "I admit your parenting skills might not be up to scratch and make you seem like your a little unfit to be a parent but taking care of a child also means that you love it.
You might need help learning a few things about parenting that may help you in future but they are easily learnt if you wish to put your mind to it and allow others to perhaps show you what your meant to do and how your meant to do it. Of course we all have our own way of taking care of our children but if you want some suggestions there are people who are willing to help you out Raffh if you just ask them. But if Chiron comes here then he will be no good at looking after children himself right? You both will be in the dark about this, more him then you i am guessing.
But still, as I said, there are people around here who wouldnt mind giving you a few tips and pointers and if you follow them then so be it but it is up to you and you alone to make the final choice.
As for Kuri, I will talk to him, he truely does love you Raffh it just hurts him seeing you be like this with your son thats all. You may talk to him as well but I will speak to him as well if you wish, I dont mind and I do know Kuri better then anyone he now lives with and knows. We will get through this together Raffh, just keep your cool if Kuri comes home with your brother ok? This house has alot of sentimental stuff in it that belonged to my family and I just dont want any of it ruined, not when it holds the memories most precious to me.
Kuri is understand, he will want to talk to you as well, just lets take this one step at a time and get you fixed up first and then maybe have all of us go down and have some tea to calm us down. Kuri has made some cookies as well a couple of days ago so we can have them as well and maybe you, myself, Ward and Kuri can sort this out. I will be there for support on both sides but I want to at least be there just incase im needed, does that sound ok?" He asked the cat, pleased to have him calming down.
As for the Demetrius, if he still brings up your past and makes you wery of him a bit then I suggest not to go there. He might not be or act like the person or the situation in the past but if he still scares you then its best if you just dont go there. Maybe being friends with him is all you need from him but as for a lover I suggest maybe its best not to go there if you are still scared of him in a way that its making you remember whatever happened in the past.
As you said, you love Chiron and miss him more then Demetrius so just stick with Chiron, I am sure they will both understand if you dont want to be with Demetrius so maybe your heart is destined to be with Chiron only, leave Demetrius alone and just have him as a friend. Of course its up to you but if he is making you remember your past then I dont want to see you getting hurt, if he doesnt hurt you then your mental frame of mind which holds some of these memories that still seem to haunt you a little just might due to the other bringing up images you wish to forget.
You have a new life here Raffh, there is no point in bringing up the past happenings when your happy here. If this other guy makes you think about your past then perhaps its best if you just remain friends with him and not lovers, I just want the people who live here to be happy and to not hurt themselves in anyway and that means that I obviously want the same for you. Its up to you Raffh but I know you will make the right choice." He said as he sighed, hoping the cat will be ok.
"As for what I have said, I apologise if I have said anything rude or wrong, I guess this is the first matter I have delt with in a while so im a little rusty. Please forgive me if I have upset you in anyway, it wasnt intentional, believe me" he said to the cat, hoping Ward was almost home, Ward would be much better then he was since they both are brothers and both have a bond much stronger then any lover and Raffh has or anyone else for that matter so Muraki knew his brother would be much better comforting Raffh then he would be.
Akash smiled sweetly at Nyoko as he was swept into the hug. "I've missed you two young one." He gave Nyoko a gently hug."You haven't seen Raffh or Muraki have you?" He questioned sniffing the air. "I have to see you uncle but I don't know where they are." He sigh, he should of asked that earlier.
Ward nodded watching the streets past and closed his eyes. "Thank you sweet heart." He leaned over kissing Kuri hair. "I hope he is alright." He pushed his hair back from his face. "I should get him some flower, he loves flowers."
Raffh dried his eyes leaning against Muraki more for support then comfort. He smiled weakly. "I don't think I'm at any strenght to ruin anything Muraki. I'll just loose more blood if I did." He rolled over the rest of the information and sigh. "I thought I could handle it. Brother and me raised ourselves when we where twevele, I help raised my nephew. I thought I could handle raising Rene'." He winced in pain.
"I won't hurt Kuri, he's family any ways. We can talk after I wake up in the morning feeling better."He smiled weakly."Though those cookies do sound good." He could really go for something sugary and sweet right now.
He shook his head slowly. "If I can't get close to one Seme then I will just carry this unrational fear they will force me, that they could hurt me. Demetrius has never been anything but kind to me. I still want to be with him to. I want someone to be able to protect me, to charise me, to make me feel pretty." He clamped the towel to the wound. "Am I so worthless to wish that?" He questioned softly. He wanted his brother.
"You can STILL get that and even get close to a seme even if your not with the seme. Friends can do that to others all the time. I know when I had my first mate we started out as friends but we did everything you wish to do with the other just that we never slept with each other. You dont have to be with someone to help you get what your wanting, friends can provide that no matter what. Besides that, wouldnt it be better to start off as friends for a while and THEN see where it takes you? You shouldnt rush into a relationship with a seme when you are bearly friends with one just because you want to try and make yourself get over any fear you have of being with one. You can get over that fear if your just friends with a seme as well you know, and your not worthless to wish that, i just think taking it step by step is better then diving stright into the dep end when your scared like you are and could end up 'drowing' thats all" Muraki said to the cat, hoping his brother wouldnt be to much longer.
"Ok we will talk in the morning, that means Kuri and Ward staying here for he night, I will ring up and make more time for them at the hotel, I know they wont mind. As for the cookies, their in the jar on the bench if you wish to help yourself to them later on." He said as he sighed, wishing that this had happened during the day. But oh well, it cant be helped now.
"its alright to ask for help, sometimes people who think they can handle things yet turn out that they cant doesnt mean its a bad move it just means that they know now that asking for help is a good thing. You can ask for help, it doesnt make you an less of a human being" he said stroaking the cats hair.
Nyoko smiled "go upstairs, if anything they will be in the nursery if not somewhere before it, like in the hall or something" Nyoko said to his uncle as he shut the door behind them. "Would you like anything to eat or drink Uncle Akash while your here? I think I might go make myself some green tea if you would like a cup I will make you one" he offered his uncle.
The taxi driver pulled up the drive to the estate and put the car into park and turned around telling Kuri how much it will be. Kuri pulled out forty dollars and handed it to the driver, taking the change and pocketing it he nuzzled his mate. "Were home my love, flowers will be great though we can get them in the morning since obviously nothings open right now." He said cuddling his mate "now lets go see this brother of yours, im sure hes missing you greatly" he said to his mate, leaning over and opening the door, waiting for his mate to get out.
"Green tea would be nice, and bring up a glass of orange juice. If you see you father send him up here as well." Akash said leaning over kissing Nyoko. "Alright sweetie this is urgent he needs to know where your uncle is." He hurried up the stairs searching. "Muraki?" He called his voice clear.
Raffh closed his eyes, his teeth pressed against his lips. The roaring was back in his ears and he was steadly feeling more and more dizzy. "It doesn't matter I want to be with him. I want to trust him; hell I want to sleep with him." He gave a chuckle and shivered. He gave a little meow trying to squirm deeper into the warmth.
Ward glazed up at the building and ran off, flying towards the door. He ran throwing open the glaze. "Brother? Nyoko, baby where is your uncle? Tell me where your uncle is please."
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Posted: Sat Nov 19, 2005 7:02 am
((Part four))
So you would rather sleep with this guy instead of looking out for yourself? Well then I hope you can deal with the damage this might cause you mentally because god knows you wont be able to undo the mental damage this can cause you and might even end up hurting yourself much more then you are already. Believe me Ward wont take kindly to that so if you want others upset at you because of your idiotic move then so be it, just dont blame us when you get in to deep that you end up petrifed of this seme just because you want sex to come before your own health.
NOTHING is more important then your own health, but obviously you think pleasure is worth more which is probably another reason Kuri did what he did." Muraki said a little annoyed with the cat but kept holding him, hearing muffled voices down stairs and then heard Akash's voice "Akash, were down by the trophy room" he said hoping the unicorn knew it was at the end of the hallway and wondering why he hadnt turned on the lights,m making a mentle note to talk to Ward. "If you could Akash, turn the lights on as you pass the light switch by my room please" he called, knowing that will be better.
"Ok I will" he said watching his uncle go" he said to his uncle and then looked to his father "their upstairs im guessing, Akash and I just got here so since the nursery is on the third floor I am guessing their between the second floor and nursery" he said to his father as he saw his mother walk in. "Follow daddy mama" he said as he made his way over to the kitchen to start making the tea.
Kuri walked over to Ward and grabed his hand "lets go baby" he said as he started up the stairs with him.
"Not right away, latter when I'm comfortable with him." He muttered sleepily drifting off. His ears twiched. "I heard voices," he muttered blinking his copper gold eyes.
Akash walked over to them swiftly and motioned Muraki away from the wound. "Hello Raffh. I need to see your wound." He said going though his bag pulling out a little pen light.
Ward glazed back and took Kuri hand. "Together then." He said walking with Kuri swiftly up the stairs. "I hope he is alright."
quote="The Lost Lenore"]Muraki moved away and let Akash do his work. "I just want you to work up to it thats all Raffh, just cuddle and what not before doing anything else with him so you feel comfortable around him. I just dont want to see you hurt. " he said sitting agiesnt the wall hugging his knees.
Kuri smiled at his mate and hurried up the stairs with him, hearing more clearer voices as they went and finally seeing a light "down at the bottom of the hall" he said to his mate as he hurried down to them, making sure not to let god of his mate till need be.
Akash peeled back the towel and shook his head nose wrinkling. "You did a mess on yourself." He placed the towel back over the wound. He rummaged though his bag pulling out a disinfitinc spray and started cleaning the congelead blood from the kittens wound.
Raffh rested his head on the wall closing his copper eyes. He pressed his teeth against his lip as Akash worked whimpering slightly as the pain flared. It hurted.
Ward heald onto his mate as they hurried to the bottom of the hall. His ears flickered back as he sniffed blood. "I smell blood. Brother.." He whispered running faster. "Brother."
ran after his mate, turning on the hall lights as he went and followed down towards the trophy room. He stood behind his mate and let him tend to his brother, they needed each other more then Raffh needed anyone else right now so it was best if Ward just was there for him right now.
Nyoko walked up the stairs moments later with four cups of green tea and a glass of orange juice on a tray. He placed it on the near by table and handed a cup to his mother and took a cup for himself and took a sip. "Daddy, I brought you up a cup of green tea if you want it" he said to his father as he stood back and watched.
Kuri smiled at his son "thank you sweetheart" he said taking a sip.
Raffh ears perked up, he looked out and began to weep again. His emotional control a total wreck at the moment. He reached a hand out towards his brother making a strange sound in the back of his throat.
Ward swiftly ran to his brother side. He pushed aside the hand hugging Raffh tightly burying his face in his brother neck. "What the hell happen? Why." He pulled back touching his brother's cheek wipping away a tear. "You're pale and cold. Can we move him? To his room?"
Akash nodded. "I was waiting for you, lift him slowly up and cradle him to you. I don't want him walking." The unicorn pressed the cleaning cloth to the wound making the kitten hiss. "I know it stings."
Ward knelt slipping one hand over his brother back, the other under his brother's leg and lifted him slowly with the unicorn. "Easy," he whispered as his brother whimpered. He stroaked his hair and started walking.
Raffh rested his head against his brother chest. He shivered slightly. "Are you angry with me? You always tried your hardest to keep me from becoming a whore." He breath trying to bury in his brother warmth. "And I did anyways. I became their damn whore, it hurt so bad. I tried to tell you and you told me before I could say it didn't matter." He muttered sleepily. "As if you where reading my mind. You wanted to be the protecter and I didn't allow you even that after mother died."
Ward ears flickered down. "I'm not angry at you for that. We both did what we had to do to surive. I was angry at you first because of it, then I was angry at my self for not being able to provide enough. I couldn't of done anything diffently to make our lives better then, either could you. It's in the path, it will not ever happen again." He said harsly. "You tried to long to be stronger then you are Raffh. Stop it and be just as strong as you can be."
The Lost Lenore Kuri made room for Ward "well his room is in the guest house, third floor but I wonder" he said turning to his mate "would you mind if we slept out in the guest house tonight and let Ward have our bed? It would be better then draging him all the way out there" he said thinking over what Ward and Raffh spoke about.Raffh clung to his brother repeating the mantra of Thank you over and over again till his voice just gave out. He felt numband empty, as if every had just spilled out leaving just clay. Ward nodded. "I think let him have our bed is a good idea, but I really don't want to leave him alone. We'll sleep together like when Nyoko decides he want to cuddle with us." He headed the direction of their room. "You wouldn't mind sleep together would you?" Akash fused about the arm as they walked."When we get to were ever we are going tell me so I can finish healing his injury. I'm going to need a towel with some ice in it as well." He glanced around. "Nyoko?" He called. Nyoko was cuddling with his godfather near by and looked up at his uncle "yes uncle Akash?" he said to the unicon. Kuri bit his bottom lip, knowing there wasnt room for four in Ward and his bed, three was going to be plenty to have each other a little bit of room so they wernt squashed together like sardines. "I dont mind but our bed isnt exactly big enough to hold four adults, its bearly big enough to hold three with a little bit of 'breathing room' for the each of us. I will go out to the guest house with Nyoko tonight, you and Ward stay in here, we will be fine out there" he said to his mate, hoping he didnt mind sleeping without his mate for the night, Kuri minded it alot but there was nothing he could do or say in this situation so he hid what he truely felt as Raffhs health came before his own selfish desires. "Could you get me a towel and some ice? I want to ice your uncles shoulder for a little bit before he goes to sleep." Akash smiled at Nyokko. Ward looked at his brother half asleep in his arms and then his mate. "If you are sure you will be fine sweet heart. I don't want to leave him." He could handle a night alone till Raffh woke in the morning. His brothers reactions when he woke tomorrow would decide how long Raffh was going to have to sleep with them. "Be back tomorrow morning, please." He tried tro push the door open with his foot. "Door please."
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