I wrote this much and I need help finishing the rest of it.
these are only brian storms I want any one willing to add to it. infact if you think we can finish the story you may if you wnat.
It’s been a year since Mr.Tadakichi died. I’m 21 one now. He was an old dog and I have come to accept that death is a part of life. Mr. Tadakichi was a good dog, loving , kind loyal and big enough that a small girl could ride him. He was a true friend, and I miss him, but like all dogs he was not meant to out live the human he belonged to. Mr. Tadakichi was 15 - that’s old for a dog - and he died in his sleep. This saddened me, but there was nothing I could do about it. That grand old animal is just one of many things I leave behind as I face my adulthood. My friends, my childhood, my boyfriend my fond, happy memories - these must all stay in America, but I’m not sad. Today is the day I return to Japan. The day I return to my roots. Today is the day I rediscover the friends I haven’t seen in over 8 years.
Flying. There’s some thing about sitting by a window set, remembering that the feeling in your ears goes away when you pop them and you don’t need medication that makes me think, “Is that wing safe?” Maybe it was that William Shatner episode of the Twilight Zone, or maybe it is just a normal thing to think when you look at the wing of an air plain, but I've only flown once before, and I don’t feel safe. I used to day dream that I could fly by flapping my pig tails. I'm telling you, I would untie this pony tail and form pig tails right now if I thought it could actually fly me to Tokyo. I think it would be safer.
Some people leave their heart in San Francisco, but Osaka left her brain there. She was the last person I would have expected to see here, but I was happy to see her, even if her arrival fills me with dread. Osaka is a girl who, when told several times that I was in New York, traveled to San Francisco, Los Angeles and San Diego for over a week trying to visit me. Osaka, ironically, is an intelligent person. She has a different way of looking at the world but it’s a way that makes sense if you can see it through her eyes. Once you have done that, she appears very intelligent. Despite her flaws, Miss Osaka is a very loyal and kind friend. She may get lost, may not have it together but there are very few people who’s company I enjoy more. She’s a good teacher, and has a real deep understanding of how the world really works, even if she is random and off in her own world.
Miss Sakaki is one who has suffered a lot and has gained greatly. She’s been through tons of pain and suffering, but it's all paid off, and every day she can now live her dream. Miss Sakaki is a pet owner, and a pet doctor, and it's all she’s ever wanted and more. For some one I loved like a sister I never had I'm very, very happy for her.
Kaorin, who would have ever guessed she was a lesbian? Definitely not me! And her feelings were for Miss Sakaki no less. It was Tomo who forced her out of the closet after Miss Kaorin made a post on a teen internet chatroom witch Tomo also used. The news got to all of us. Miss Sakaki had mixed feelings about it but broke the fact of her being strait to Kaorin easily. She didn’t take it well at all, but the two of them are still majorly huge friends and often hang out together. Kaorin reminds us just who she is in love with, always hoping that things will change.
Then, there’s the matter of the boyfriend. I said I had one. Well I did, or I do, or I did. When I was 14, a college man who was 24 fell in love with me. He said he admired my maturity, but in reality he suffered from mild nymphomania. We both loved each other despite the facts. He respected my wishes to save my self for marriage. I'm still a virgin, and proudly so, but not because he didn’t try. He was an exciting and intelligent man in a world where other 14 year olds were acting childish and silly, and were unable to understand the complex intellectual things that I am into. But when I left for Japan, I released him from any commitment to wait for me. I feel he will wait, but I know that I will be looking for a nice Japanese boy closer to my own age.
and this is some one I saw at Otakon 05 who was cosplaying as Chiyo. I did see a few girls in father hats but this chiyo was just too cool.
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