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Posted: Mon Sep 15, 2008 7:40 am
IMPORTANT-PLEASE READ BEFORE CONTINUING: 1. Feel free to PM to join even if I have a partner and I shall roleplay with you as well <3, I enjoy getting different takes on roleplays.-/ 2. Please do not post in this thread unless you have sent a profile and I have given it the OK! 3. As always, feel free to take any liberties in my roleplay <3 ~Pre-story~ (Think of the world as being Lord of the Rings-ish, and having all the magickal and fantasy creatures you've ever head of <3) (P.S. Mages are magick-users with one or two particular talents. Ex: a Fire Mage who controls Shadows. A wizard is a magick-user who can control pretty much any type of magick, though say a wizard tried to use fire, it could be very strong, but never as strong as a fire mage's since that would be their forte) Jyrem Sarekellryx is an orphan living in the woods near the outskirts of the Narvome wild elf territory. Normally they don't allow other beings so near to them, but Jyrem's mother was an elf and they tolerate him as a half-breed that they needn't bother with. He has lived devoid of human since he was seven, living off the kindness of random passerby and the occasional kind elf. His father, he was told, was a wizard though Jyrem himself has shown only minimal magickal aptitude. His spells are basic and when he tries to use stronger ones they usually go awry. But he never minded much since he had what he needed to survive and one friend he named X (choose a name, this is your character) X is a Mazam or magickal familiar. (Think of black cats and witches) (Choose an animal for X to be, it can be any kind) Each magick user has a familiar given to them by the Magickal Court, a court of nine members each of varying race that oversee the use of magick and other affairs. Familiars help to guide their charges use their magick and keep them safe. But this is only with suggestion since most cannot talk to their masters. Some magick-users are strong enough that they can form a bond and link to their Mazam, granting them the ability to communicate, but most have non-verbal relationships. Jyrem and X have the non-verbal relationship, but are as close as a familiar and master can be. Jyrem considers X his best friend and treats him as such, and X eventually views Jyrem as his best friend and takes Jyrem being his charge very seriously. Mazams are supposed to be animals endowed with magick, who are then given insight by a magickal human and therefore able to reach human intelligence. But this is often not the case, there are two kinds of Mazams. The least common are the magickally endowed animals, those animals have magick on their own and like most animals are already as smart or smarter than many humans. And then the kind that most magick-users have been given..Mazams that were once people. The first Mazam was made six hundred centuries ago by a wizard named Dremar who still lives today. (Magickal beings have varying but long life spans) Dremar was in a competition with his rival and turned the other into an animal, giving him the idea to make use such people as familiars. Very few people know of this though, since it is a well-guarded secret and they get away with it easily. Many of the Mazam's are transformed criminals or prisoners, guilty and innocent alike, also people that might not be easily missed or that are from other countries. The Mazam's have a strong spell put on them so that they are trapped in animal form and even if they can talk to their partner, they cannot reveal the truth of who they are and must act as an animal. X was captured as a criminal (you can choose if he committed a crime or was innocent) and has been trapped as a Mazam for forty-years. Nineteen of which he has spent in the company of Jyrem. The first ten he spent being locked in a cage and treated as an animal by magickal users until a proper owner could be found. He ran away and managed to escape, hiding out until one day he came upon an elven woman as she had just given birth. X used his magick to heal the woman, who was about to die from sed childbirth and as payment she took X in and they lived in the cottage that Jyrem lives in now. As soon as he touched Jyrem, there was a flash of light and a slit heart shaped mark appeared on what would be X's right wrist if he were still human, and the same mark appeared on Jyrem's right wrist. He knew was to be the boy's familiar though he was reluctant at first. Eventually Jyrem grew on him, being fond of him and treating him kindly unlike the rest of the people. So he decided he would indeed be Jyrem's familiar and keep him safe, especially when the boy's mother died. Nineteen years have passed, Jyrem lives by doing odd jobs here and there and one day he was walking through the forest with X. Winter had started not too long ago and the lake was frozen over with ice..or so he thought. Jyrem ran so that X would chase him and wound up on the ice, he expected it would hold but it started to crack and Jyrem picked X up and tossed him to the shore so that he would not fall in just as the ice gave way under Jyrem. He fell in and was taken by the current and trapped under the ice. X looked down at his friend in horror, his magick welling up inside of him as he realized his friend was about to die. His desperation and rage called out to his magick, and by their bond, Jyrem's as well. The next thing Jyrem is aware of, someone has broken through the ice and pulled him out of the water. ~Prestory End~ ~This is where the story begins, the person that pulled him out is X in human form.~ ~The story will include falling in love, magickal mishaps, trying to stop the familiar-thing-this isn't all that will/can happen this is just some ideas.~ ~At some point in the story, at least once though more is always welcome, I don't care why but X has to turn Jyrem into an animal. Maybe to keep him safe or if they get into an arguement or something..*loves transformations* *puppy eyes*~ ~As stated, feel free to take any liberties. X is either a powerful mage or wizard-and if you like you can make it so that he occasionally reverts to animal form. Maybe just randomly, maybe because of an emotion or using too much magick (just brainstorming, you don't have to) ~Jyrem is mine and X is yours except in flashbacks, otherwise feel free to do anything with any character or just stick to X~ Rules: 1. No cybering, this will have physical scenes but they needn't be graphic. 2. Please be as literate as possible, at least five sentences a post and nothing like "x superman dawes went to the movies and dawes said hey i like movies and superman laughed cause superman is awesome" 3. X is either a seke leaning towards seme or full seme, NO UKE. NOOOO! *hisses* 4. Have fun! Profiles: Yours: Name: (give him a name) Jyrem named him Vallyn, the elven word for fire. Animal: (what animal he is when he is in familiar mode) Age: (Should be at least a hundred, though older is fine and lovely) Personality: (one-word traits, and must be a seke leaning towards seme or full seme. And it would be nice if he had a temper <3) Biography: Previously Stated (ish) Feel free to add anything. Race: (Wizard or Mage, can be a half-ling as well if you like) Appearance: (You can include his human form (must be a man) and his animal form if you like) He's already an animal, a Panther to be exact but he also has human form. His human form though is rather small for a man but he's still young. He's about five foot four and of lean build. I found some pictures that looked closed to what he looks like (that was a job and a half in itself. You may recognise the pictures). I'll add it at the end. But his hair is a bit lighter and most times its up in a pony tail. An accurate description would be that its so softly blonde its almost silver. Think the brightest sunshine. Hes 106 at my last count but you have to realise that when I made his species 100 years was the coming of age, like puberty. In essence he is a teenager. So he can be a bit naive. He's also terrible at transforming properly though those of his tribe are wise enough not to say anything about it. He's usually stuck with the ears or the tail, on rare occassions when he's performing particularly awfully, he has both. It seems to be the one thing he can't do right.
He has an earing in one ear on a long thin silver chain, even in animal form and he has noticable canines. As a Panther he's white, which is simply unheard of and his eyes are golden. He is however the only heir to the throne. His father had no other. So there has always been rather alot of pressure on poor Micah apart from having to fit in.
Though I think it prudent to point out that before you feel sorry for him he is a handful. He is stubborn, unyeilding with the temper of a bull. He is absolutely most positively used to getting his own way and doesn't take kindly to the word 'no'. He wants it, he takes it. That covers both people and things to which sometimes there is no difference. Its the way he's been used to. He's not used to gentleness, he's suspicious of it but he has been known to give it rarely. At least he tries to.
He's royalty, so there is always that seemingly impenetrable facade he uses to keep his distance. He can be charming, when and only when he wants something and oh he can be 'most' charming. However never call him pretty out loud (because he can look that), he is still known to hurt people for it. He will scowl and growl for all he's worth but still its fun to rile him. His eyes kind of narrow and he makes ever such a lovely rumble deep in his throat. Runs over your senses like thick warm chocolate. You just have to be careful for if you take it too far he 'will' literally bite your head off. The coming of age ceremony didn't involve dancing round a floral bush singing union songs and holding hands, though I liked that option better.

Mine: Name: Jyrem Sarekellryx Age: 19 Personality: Goofy, playful, determined, fierce, tempermental, protective, intelligent, thoughtful, resourceful, tempermental, bold, stubborn. Biography: Previously stated Race: Half elf, half ? Is a wizard.

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Posted: Thu Sep 18, 2008 8:48 pm
(Sorry for taking control, I just needed to for the first post. And I can post longer than this, don't worry. x-x Supernatural started tonight though so I'm a bit distracted. *givez you a cookie* <3)
Jyrem Sarekellryx ran through the forest, laughing as Vallyn darted through the woods and chased after him. Vallyn was his familiar, a panther, and his dearest friend for all nineteen years of his life. "You'll have to run faster than that, Vallyn!" The familiar gave a happy roar as he followed Jyrem, allowing the boy to race ahead. And then the panther roared again, this time as a low warning but it was too late.
Jyrem ran onto a frozen lake, slowing as he realized where he was. Winter was a few weeks in, but that hardly meant it would be safe to be on the lake. For a moment he stood and looked down at the water, taking a ginger step to judge the ice. When it didn't break, he sighed in relief and looked to Vallyn as he took a step forward, "It's fine, Val-" Suddenly the ice cracked and Jyrem was visible no more as he fell through.
The current tore over him and dragged him away from the hole to where it was solid. He banged against the ice, trying to hold his breath as the cold water covered him more and more. Finally he came to a stop, but try as he might the ice would not break. Slowly his vision began growing dark..and then the ice cracked and he felt a warm hand gripping his own as he was being pulled out of the water. He wasn't sure who'd pulled him out and for the moment he was too cold and dizzy to pay attention to certain features on his savior. His body was icy to the touch, and rather pale in color at the moment. Jyrem managed to mumble a shaky, "Thanks," as he leaned against the one who'd pulled him out.
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Posted: Fri Sep 19, 2008 12:16 pm
ooc; I love supernatural! Taking control is fine, I understand. I also hope this is sufficient. I'm sure I will get more once I get used to the setting and the story. Fear wasn't something Micah was familiar with and certaintly nothing he would ever denigrate himself to admit to. His kind feared nothing. They faced it head on to the death if that was what was required. For Fear was weakness and Uncertainty was death. This was drummed into them when they were but cubs who wanted nothing more than to run around delighting at the world in which they found themelves.
Yet he'd felt both from the moment he'd seen his friend disappear into the ice till he'd brought him out, for a moment doubting he could save him fumbling round like an inexperienced fool. Something that had wasted more time that he had wanted till he'd pulled Jyrem free albeit none too gently. The unfamiliar feeling had washed over him twisting his gut and completely unsettling his very nature and it lingered even now refusing to let go of his heart.
A lifetime of training down the drain in the space of a few moments. He stared down at the dark haired boy half sprawled against him scowling heatedly at the bent head of ice crystals and dark. His skin was pale. Pale and icy. Disturbingly so.
The cold seemed to seep into his own skin just from the contact and he hissed unable and unwilling to control the growl in his voice. Don't just sit there, Warm yourself before you catch the cold! He thought. It was a simple enough spell but whether Jyrem 'understood' that he needed to was something else.
In truth he was angry and as far as he was concerned it was Jyrem's fault. Micah's little brush with fear had done nothing for his mood or his kindness. What this little adventure had done was rub him up the wrong way and he wasn't in the mood to coodle anyone.
Besides that he was sitting on a large expanse of ice completely naked with no fur to keep a barrier between skin and element. Rising he bent and scooped Jyrem up into his arms and carried him off the lake carefull not to invite a repeat performance of their earlier situation. Micah had no affinity for water except where it was absolutely needed.
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Posted: Fri Sep 19, 2008 4:46 pm
(Yay! Haha, Smallville and Supernatural came on last night..so it was pretty amazing of a night <3 o-o that's wondermus <3) (What color are his hair/eyes? o_O I can't tell the eyes, and I didn't know if you wanted blonde or brown of your pictures)
Jyrem had been roughly pulled from the water, but the thought barely registered. He was numb with cold and the dizzyness of nearly blacking out, of nearly dying. His eyes refused to open, in fact, they seemed to weigh upon him as he struggled to keep his mind from clouding over. Jyrem heard a voice in his head, one that was growling..why was someone speaking in his head..and why did the growl sound..familiar?
As he was picked up, he tensed for a moment before relaxing in the arms that held him. Thoughts and blurs of images were running through his head, threatening to overwhelm him and in a moment of desperation he instantly opened his eyes. The dimming light reached his eyes and stung them, brighter to him than they were in truth due to the darkness of the water..of his numbed mind.
His eyes stared up at the sky in a squint before they traveled, settling on the face of a man he didn't recognize. For a moment, he stared blankly before jerking slightly in the other's arms, "Who are you?" He paused and furrowed his brow as if thinking before saying somewhat questioningly, somewhat gratefully, "You saved me..thank you." Jyrem had thanked the other earlier, but he'd been far from aware so he felt that it was best to thank the other while in his more or less right senses.
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Posted: Fri Sep 19, 2008 5:45 pm
ooc; Sounds like a positively fun night. I am a sucker for shows in that genre. I didn't want to like Smallville but oh evilly it wormed its way onto my list of shows like a devilish little thing. His hair is a very soft blonde almost silvery more like the first image and his eyes are golden and lashy.
He didn't recognise him. Micah didn't know if he was particularly offended or not. He didn't even know what he looked liked at present. It had been awhile but by the length of hair brushing against the middle of his back he knew his hair had gotten longer since the last time. The delicatly thin chain of his earing was still there, he could feel that. Certain things had changed.
A particularly uncharacteristic smile spread across his face flashing a hint of his teeth. It bordered on evil for anyone who was to happen upon it. But he was amused at the lack of recognision.
"Are you able to get yourself dry?" He kept his distance for now His hand going to his hair in a seperate sudden recollection. He found what he was looking for half hidden under his hair and he mentally rolled off a set of expletives. He'd at least thought he could get a transformation right after all these years. The ears twitched in response to his annoyance.
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Posted: Fri Sep 19, 2008 5:58 pm
(O-o o-O Hahhaa, rock on! <3 o-o and sweetness to the hair/eyes)
Jyrem noted the smile as it spread and flashed teeth. He had no way of knowing the meaning behind it, or what it often meant for those who received the smile. The other didn't mention who he was, but he asked a question that Jyrem absently nodded to, "I can..make a fire." He squirmed his way out of the man's arms and kneeled by the ground. His hands were trembling slightly as he tried to snap his fingers.
The first few times, it failed and didn't even make much of a snap. But finally, a spark ignited between his fingers that he set to a rock. The rock shifted and reformed into a circle, in which Jyrem set several pieces of wood that sparked to life. The magick was basic really, but despite his elven heritage and possible wizard heritage, he'd never seemed very good at it.
He smiled a bit as the fire sparked, looking up just in time to see the man raising a hand to his hair. Jyrem caught sight of something that looked strangely like an..ear? "What..?" The young man seemed puzzled as his eyes met the other's for the first time. His own widened at the golden eyes he found looking back at him, eyes he'd seen over and over for the past nineteen years..the eyes of his dearest friend, of Vallyn. Jyrem rose slowly until he was right in front of the other, staring dumbfounded into the man's eyes a moment before breathing the name, "Vallyn?"
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Posted: Fri Sep 19, 2008 6:36 pm
A part of him settled at the fact that he was in the right frame of mind to create a fire. It wasn't the simplicity of the magic it was the fact that he could. Which meant there wasn't too much damage done to the basic things like comprehension and dexterity. He watched quietly as Jyrem worked seeming to look upon it ll with a sense of detachment. In reality, he was far from detached. He noticed the trembling hands and a distinct sense of pride touched him as he accomplished it.
"What..?"
The surprised tone drew his gaze fixing his friend with an unblinkingly direct gaze. He watched silently as he was studied realising absently that it was a different view he had of his friend now to his animal form. He'd been in that form for so long he'd almost forgotten what it was like to have humanoid form. It was like finally having a long satisfying stretch of muscles he never could as a panther. His brows drew together at Jyrem's continued study of him suddenly defensive as he realised what it was he must have seen. The ears sticking out of the mop of hair. Under scrutiny they twitched again. Micah supposed he should be thankfull that it was 'just' the ears.
At his name he nodded curtly "That is what you call me, yes."
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Posted: Fri Sep 19, 2008 6:57 pm
Jyrem waited for a response, for any sign of recognition. Instead the man simply stared at him for a moment as his ears twitched. But despite that, he was certain that the man was Vallyn, who else could have those eyes? And the ears too were no poor indicator. Finally the other nodded and spoke, but the response, although not incorrect, was..wrong to him somehow. "What I call you..but not your name?"
Perhaps his panther mother had given him a name. He'd always known Vallyn was very intelligent, but weren't all familiars? The idea that this was his Vallyn's true form didn't occur to him at all, in fact, he was certain that it was a magickal familiar-master byproduct that he must have set off while nearly drowning. Jyrem still wanted an answer, but the more he thought about it..the more grateful to his friend he became, and the more concerned. Perhaps Vallyn didn't like his new human form, and would rather have stayed as a panther..
Jyrem came forward, oblivious just for a moment to the nakedness of the other. After all, in Jyrem's mind he was only a panther, and as such, he'd seen Jyrem in many odd situations and being a panther besides, what did it really matter? His arms wrapped around the other as he embraced Vallyn in a tight hug. Jyrem felt the other's warmth through his now only partially damp clothes, the fire having been magicked after all as he murmered with a smile, "I've always wanted to give you a real hug, Val."
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Posted: Fri Sep 19, 2008 8:23 pm
"What I call you..but not your name?"
Micah thought about that for awhile. A certain anger came to him at that. What he was called didn't matter. He'd never had a chance to make his name. To have it recognised by the rest of the tribe and have it put down in the records. His name meant nothing and accomplished even less. It was a state of fact he'd come to terms with a long time ago but it still made him angry. Deprived of something that would have made him whole. Moreso he'd wanted his name recognised because it had been the only thing he'd had of his mother. The name she'd given him and he had nothing for her to be proud of.
"My mother named me Micah." he gave up the information matter-of-factly "You named me Vallyn" both are important to me. He didn't elaborate further. It wasn't because he was being particularly rude at the moment. He just didn't talk much. He'd never really spoken much. He supposed he had spent far too much time around his father for he had inherited the same habit of saying only that which needed to be said an no more. Idle chatter was for women.
He watched as arms wrapped around him tightly. He didn't move, didn't respond but then again he didn't pull Jyrem off him like he would have done had anyone else tried such a thing. He'd had a lot of time to get used to this as well. Having never been used to hugs it had been the most stifling, invasive thing at first.
Being 'hung' onto in a way that wasn't battle orientated. He'd seen it in play, He'd seen it between mothers and their cubs. But he'd lost his mother at birth and his father as a king hadn't much time to spend with him except to teach him as his numerous teachers had. Being different he'd had to try decidedly harder than all others to prove himself. He'd lacked any kind of friendship as most had either been too wary of the odity that was a white panther or they had been warned off by their kin and tales of a curse.
Still he did try to return the hug patting Jyrem's back in an arkwardly short version. He did note however that he was drying out, his clothes now only slightly damp. A question niggled at him "How is it that my form is restored where I could not before?"
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Posted: Fri Sep 19, 2008 11:30 pm
(^___^ Your posts are so awesome. Micah's a rockin' character <3 *happy* )
Jyrem waited for an answer and for awhile, recieved only silence. Had he upset the other for some reason? Or did Vallyn not understand, perhaps not remember? As the other spoke, he was stirred from his thoughts and blinked at the tone. "Micah.." The young man tried the name out and appeared to be thinking it over before he shook his head, "I can't seem to think of you as anything but my Vallyn."
He marveled at being able to hug the other in earnest. Jyrem had hugged Vallyn before, many times..but that was usually around the panther's neck and it wasn't as if Vallyn could really return the hug..though he'd tackled Jyrem several times instead, though somehow he didn't always think it was Vallyn's way of hugging him. But neither did he think the other was actually trying to hurt him.
The smile widened as Vallyn returned the hug, however akward it was. The question however caught him off guard and made him frown slightly as his eyes met Vallyn's again. "Restored?" Perhaps Vallyn had gotten the words confused..restored would suggest that this was his original form, not the panther. Which was impossible..wasn't it? Deciding to indeed consider it a slip of the tongue, he continued with an answer, "I assumed it had something to do with me almost..dying."
Jyrem grimaced a bit at the thought, especially since the death of his mother, even though he was no longer a sobbing wreck..death was still a sore spot with him, he hated for anything to die. "I owe you my life, Val." He'd thanked the other several times now, and in fact, this was not the first time that Vallyn had saved him, and Jyrem as well had saved Vallyn..but this was different. Jyrem removed his arms then, straightening as he pulled off his long coat. The coat was large, Jyrem couldn't afford to be picky even if he'd wanted to be, and he had not. He passed the coat to Vallyn. "Here, we'll get you some clothes when we get back home." Jyrem's smile returned as he looked at Vallyn.
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Posted: Sat Sep 20, 2008 1:43 pm
ooc; I am 'so' sorry about yesterday. I fell asleep I was soooo tired. I had to get up for work at five am and still not in bed at about three so unfortunately I caved without realising I had. Sincere apologies, I felt terrible about it all day. I also hope I have written something long enough to make up for it xd .
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Micah's nod as Jyrem repeated his word was almost too subtle to see. Just as he wasn't one of many words his responses were quite often limited at best and rarely overt. Baring the times he actually made an effort. He could be charming instead he was always seemingly unfeeling. Both man and beast was what they existed as, though born as cubs they spent most of their lives running around in animal form. It was an easier more bare and harsh life. It suited his kind fine.
One did not exist without the other though and a transformation had to be made at some point. The first transformation was the most difficult and painfull but it came to all by and by, a natural thing that couldn't be fought against. It either killed you or it didn't. It was much easier after that. It wasn't a necessity as such but foolhardy to go a season without one. It was akin to being locked up in a small box, the desire to stretch would be overwhelming. And he'd spent forty long years stuck. He'd tried many times and failed being left instead to scream out his frustration instead. He didn't however divulge any of this information and he was grateful that Jyrem didn't probe any further.
'...Almost...dying". It was an uncomfortable thing. A too soon reminder of what he'd almost let happen. Agreed or not Jyrem was his responsibilty. His welfare was his responsibility whether his friend accepted it or not. Micah hated being indebted to anyone but even he realised that he owed more than he'd ever been asked to give in return. So he accepted it and took it seriously. He might have been but a child himself still it had been one of the first things he'd been taught. Obligation, responsibility...loyalty. The last to which meant a lot to him. For those loyal to him he gave nothing less in return. He quietly accepted the answer though his mind mulled over the posibility.
He wasn't sure if he imagined it or if it was there being brought out of his thoughts but he felt a subtle change in Jyrem's voice as he spoke again "I owe you my life, Val."
It stung. He'd almost had no life to owe no thanks to him. Micah couldn't accept his gratitude and not feel a fraud and so instead he did what came naturally. And snapped in irritation as Jyrem straightened, an equally irritated sound left his lips, voice coming out harsher than he intended "Don't be so soft! You owe me nothing. Don't be so quick to indebt yourself to me. When the time comes for you to owe me I will let you know." he said gaze burningly direct.
He accepted the coat with something akin to a annoyed pout. Something he didn't even seem to know he was doing. He put it on wordlessly not relishing the idea of having to walk back unclothed and it was nothing to do with personal shame. That he knew nothing of.
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Posted: Sat Sep 20, 2008 7:56 pm
(Awww, T__T you poor person. Nothing to worry about, GET SOME SLEEP! I <3ed your post, but there was nothing to make up for. *givez you a cookie plushie* ^___^)
Jyrem waited for a response from Vallyn something he seemed to be doing a lot at the moment. But that was alright, since it was Vallyn doing the silence, making him wait..he could handle it, or anything else. Vallyn was his dearest friend in all the world, the only person to ever stay by him or try..for Vallyn, Jyrem would unhesitatingly give his life.
At the other's words and harsh tone, his brow furrowed slightly as a hurt expression corssed his face. "I just.." He blinked and looked down a moment before meeting Vallyn's gaze again. If someone else had used such a tone, he'd likely have given a similar tone right back, or gotten angry..but when Vallyn did it, all he was was hurt. "You did save me, Val..and I would have done the same for you..that's all I meant.."
He looked back to the fire, which had extinguished right after Vallyn's words. "We should be heading home, it'll be dark soon." Jyrem turned back after wiping the hurt from his face, hiding it inside instead. Though perhaps Vallyn would know this, he knew Jyrem better than anyone after all. Jyrem walked past Vallyn and stretched, "Let's see..when we get home, I'll make something special in honor of the occasion, what do you think?" The boy looked to Vallyn and smiled, clearly forgiving the other of any hurt he'd felt.
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Posted: Sun Sep 21, 2008 11:15 am
Somewhere past his brusque demenor that brief look of hurt burned him. He swore mentally. Gods, it was like trying to navigate a minefield. The hurt was even mirrored in his voice when he spoke. This wasn't an area he was proficient in, as a Panther all he had to do was sit there and that had seemed enough when Jyrem had poured out his troubles. In this form however some kind of delicacy of speech was required. Something he simply did not know how right now. So instead he said nothing hoping it would go away soon. That horrible prickling feeling called guilt. Still he hid it well.
However he wasn't the only one good at hiding his feelings. He knew Jyrem wasn't as flippant about things as he now pretended to be. He was hurt by him it was obvious. Micah watched as he walked past stretching.
"Let's see..when we get home, I'll make something special in honor of the occasion, what do you think?"
His smile was forgiving. Which was a relief and in an effort to meet him half way Micah reached out placing a firm hand on his shoulder. In a way it was the most affectionate gesture he could give "I think that is the best idea you may have had all day." he said with the barest hint of a smile his eyes kind.
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Posted: Sun Sep 21, 2008 4:07 pm
Jyrem wasn't sure what to make of Vallyn. True, his panther had never been able to speak, and seemed a bit grumpy from time to time..but he'd never really expected him to be like this man was. Jyrem was certain he wasn't being intentionally gruff or hurtful, that appeared to be how he simply was. What sort of life had he led?
As he walked, he felt a firm hand on his shoulder and glanced back in surprise. And moreover, just faintly..Vallyn was smiling and those eyes.. Amusement danced in his own as he replied teasingly, "It's been known to happen," having a good idea that is. He continued walking and thought over what to cook for dinner..and then he knew just the thing and smiled. "Mmm..I do believe I've just had another best idea for the day." Chuckling, a question reoccured to him..did he dare ask? He didn't want to lose Vallyn's cheer, but at the same time..
Jyrem looked to Vallyn, his expression hesitant before he asked, "How did that..happen?" He'd moved past thinking that Vallyn was merely a panther, so how what had happened to cause him to stay as a panther, as Jyrem's familiar? Jyrem couldn't imagine why, "You weren't like that just to be my familiar, were you?"
They reached the house as he asked the question, and he opened the door after pulling a key from his pocket. He held it open and waited for Vallyn to enter, his eyes never leaving the other's face. When the other had entered, Jyrem shut the door behind him and locked it. Jyrem didn't get many visitors or rogues, but he still felt that it was better to be careful. He moved away from the door and finally allowed his eyes to drift from Vallyn long enough to sit down on the couch, patting the spot next to him for Vallyn to sit. Jyrem was certain that he hadn't needed to though, Vallyn the panther always followed and hopped up beside Jyrem wherever he was anyway.
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Posted: Sun Sep 21, 2008 9:58 pm
He seemed to be back to his normal self again and for that Micah was content. He wondered quietly what the second best idea was. Habit meant he didn't ask. Habit meant he had never replied to much before. He hadn't been able to.
But there were those surreptitious glances he was being given that told him a question was coming. The fact that Jyrem's hesitation was palpable meant it was something he was unsure of asking. As he was now his senses had not diminished in the least. He could feel the hunger that ate away at him just as acutely as he could feel the hesitation.
"How did that..happen?" There it was finally but Micah didn't say anything. He wasn't particularly rushed to explain. It wasn't something he particularly wanted to revisit. There was a short time of calm and then..."You weren't like that just to be my familiar, were you?" Balefully he realised there just might be no avoiding this and more so when out of the corner of his eye he could see he was being watched. Waited upon for an answer.
Once inside he took a look around, refamiliarizing himself with everything. It was different this time. Things had a different height. It was more than a little disconcerting. However nothing had really changed. Just him, his size and how he got to things. Still he felt slightly disorientated.
He took a seat gratefully, a feeling of stability settling in. It was easier seated. He finally spoke hand moving to his forehead briefly as if to rid himself of a headache but infact he hadn't one yet. Just a strange feeling of displacement he was sure would pass. It had been far too long.
"No." he finally said. Then realising that he hadn't given much indication as to what he was refering to he elaborated further. "I wasn't like that just to be your familiar" Micah choose to use Jyrem's own words. "There wasn't much choice in the matter." Leaning back he considered the first question, his hair brushing his shoulder as it fell back. "I was cursed."
...and what an effective one it had been too. He could never return now. He didn't see how it was possible. It was better being thought of as dead.
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