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 Posted: Wed Sep 10, 2008 1:48 pm
I've been having some horrible suicidal thoughts lately.
My life isn't the best right now.
I really miss my best friend. I'm desperate to get her back. i was even thinking about taking money out of my bank account to pay for her school tuition.
I had a relapse on my cutting.
And I have no one to talk to anymore.
The only one I can talk to is him. (I love you :])
But now I think I'm losing him.
I just don't know what to do anymore.
I think I'm developing an eating desorder.
I'm getting sicker and sicker.
But the thing thats hitting me hardest is my best friend being gone.
I just need help.
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Posted: Sat Sep 13, 2008 11:08 am
I'm glad that you didn't decide to bottle your feelings.
I've been there...I recently recovered from an eating disorder. Eating disorders are not the sort of thing you'd like to have. Please take my advice on that.
I was like you, I'd get depressed and in return, not eat.
I've gained back a little weight, and now I'm so much happier.
I have energy to do things I love like walking my dog and such.
Not eating actually makes things worse!
You'll start to feel weak and fatigue and that's not the right way to become happy.
Staying busy is a really good way to keep your mind off things.
Why don't you do the things you enjoy like cuddling up with a good book, ranting in the guild, or take a walk around your neighborhood?
Next time you get sucidal thoughts or temptations to cut, it would be a good idea to come to the guild and PM your survival buddy.
That's what survival buddies are for! blaugh Seriously..survival buddies are there to help keep you alive. If you don't have a survial budy yet, I'd be more than willing to be your survival buddy 3nodding
We're here for you heart
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Posted: Mon Oct 27, 2008 8:31 pm
Hey
every1 has hard times
ive been through them
and still going through them now
and i am a rlly gud listener
and i promise to listen without judgement
only advice to help u through it.
so if u ever want some1 to tlk 2 feel free 2 PM me @ anytime
and i will reply back as soon as i can!!
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