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I've been having issues meditating again, and it doesn't help that there are a lot of loud people in the house. However, I was exhausted today when I got home, so I took a 2 hour nap. I think the dream I had has a lot of symbolic significance, and maybe you guys can once again help me decipher it in better detail.

So, I'm on a beach, and the sand is white and pretty smooth. The water is semi-calm swishing back and forth. Behind me, there are trees and foresty area. There is a man with me, and I can't remember who it was, either a friend from school, or a stranger. I find a wooden post, and on the post, there is a purple-colored note. I can't remember exactly what it said, but I know that it's a clue to find where my parents are because they're in trouble. I go (with the boy following behind me) to the west side of the island (west of me when I'm looking at the ocean) and there is a place on a side cliff there that is run down, and I'm pretty sure that it was supposed to be a train station- which is really weird, because there's no train or anywhere for tracks to be. I think I might've found a clue there, I don't remember. Anyway, I go back, and I turn into a Doe, and I run because I know where my parents are. I find my mom and dad on the shore, naked and lying down, blood spilling from their throats or chest. (Hard to tell) Mom is dead, but Dad is gasping, so I pull him away from the water, and save him. I turn back into a human, lift my mother's body, and send her back into the water.

Just as a note, my mom has been dead for 5 years now, so that part of the dream I can figure out. The rest is the confusing stuff, especially the stuff with my dad.

Also a note: In a previous meditation (that is posted on the first page) when I was trying to find my spirit animal, there was a doe that got shot and died. Now I am the doe? That confuses me a bit too.

Sorry spooky ames
This has been proving to be a very unusual month

Beach, white sand,
Its usually an indication of a relaxing period, a time for renewal, clensing and keeping the emotions in check

If the forest behind you was green, it is healing and represents old wisdom
if the trees had fall colours. You need to take a close look at your personal energy levels, if there were no leaves, you need a break or period of rest.

The man/boy (as I noticed it switched in the telling) could be a guide, or another representation of yourself

The purple note is a spiritual quest, you are about to embark on involving finding balance (west) in your life, possibly in regards to relationships, family, or personal activities

(trains, planes, busses) stations, represent waiting periods before continuations of journeys. for the building to be run down, you are either where you need to be, or you are not yet ready to move onward

The Doe, personal totem perhaps?
Gentleness, alertness, and grace
(Sometimes to get out attention our guides and totems need to do drastic things to make us aware of them. My sister is also a Deer totem, it took two of them leaping out in front of her car, killing one, in RL for her to realize this. My sister is a very soft spoken, dainty person)

I'm not fully sure what the last bit with your parents is about. It could be a warning about your brother or a highly volitile time for you. Water is your emotional level, and parents are more in regards to nurturing, family, personal growth, asparations, and future goals. Throat and chest are communication, and self, and the blood is purpose, presence and life.

I hope some of that makes some sense and helps you out

Take care