http://www.soundclick.com/bands/page_songInfo.cfm?bandID=731631&songID=6844870Verse 1
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Paranoia ***** yes its fukkin up ma mind//
N imma do dis s**t jus almost erry time//
cuz wen it hits me hard it makes me feel so blind//
n dat tha worlds jus fulla lies... n im jus sayin//
Life is jus a thang dat u jus gotta find//
sumthin in yo life dat u jus rlly gotta try//
Jus realise dat, u gotta liv it yo way//
Do it like dis, jus 2 get yo muthafukkin pay//
In tha struggle, sure life gives u pain//
But paranoia makes it harder any-way//
U get tha feelin dat u jus wanna die//
By pullin out yo heat n endin up to life//
Jus kill it suicide/ or doin sumthin right//
I dunt fukkin know i wanna end ma sight//
Paranoia b***h ur on ma muthafukkin nerves//
tellin me 2 go DIE or drinkin on da curb//
Whether bein high, drunk or thowed//
dis is sumthin dat u shud muthafukkin know//
dis s**t ends yo pain n keeps u walkin on tha road// (road in life)
Livin up dis life dats keepin u cold//
cuz life is COLD n yo a** has been WARNED//
Im usin ma HEAT 2 keep me muthafukkin warm// (heat = gun)
But dat makes it worst cuz it even gets colder//
Kinda like a ghost wuz breathin on yo shoulder//
Den u sit dere shivering, all torn apart//
Dat u wanna grab yo hand n pull out yo heart//
Ma nose bleeds, n dat tha world starts spinnin//
den u realise dat tha drugs jus aint so chillin...//
But den it takes away yo pain n makes u go sane//
Before u go crazy 2 blow out a niggas brain//
Tha struggle at times may b leavin u wit SADNESS//
But Paranoia fukkin gives u MADNESS!!!!//
Verse 3
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Back in tha day ma life wuz hella sad//
always causin trouble wit ma motha n ma dad// (foster fam)
Dey fukkin kikked me out n leaved me homeless//
I had 2 proove a point so dey had 2 know dis//
dat dey cannot change... who tha fukk I am//
N dat dey had 2 respect me like a true fukkin fam//
Sat bakk wit ma ***** menace smokin up a phillie// (cigar)
Talkin bout life n how its muthafukkin killin me//
it aint jus me, he also got kikked//
cuz tha family aint understand who tha fukk he is//
so dey took me bakk home after 1-week//
I wuz a "missing person" who wuz livin on tha street// (cops got me)
So i go home, lookin all dirty//
I wuz sleepin on tha dirt cuz ma a** wusnt worthy//
I had a long chat wit ma understandin motha//
bakk in tha day we neva even knew each otha//
She wuz a step motha, but nows shes ma mom//
n as 4 ma uncle he is now father-lennox// (his name is lennox)
so now adays im chillin, sippin on sum coffee//
wile ma ***** HOTSAUSE is poppin on sum Oxy// (Oxycontin)
Sumthin aint right, I jus feel weird//
Its tha fukkin fact dat happiness is here// (acheived a goal... got nuthin else 2 work 4)
I won all ma battles n i cannot admit it//
I jus hate tha way dat ma a** is fukkin livin//
I left tha struggle a bit, but it brought me bakk//
so im jus gone sit bakk in relax//
Plus i got a ***** who wuz talkin s**t//
In ma eyes hes jus a muthafukkin b***h//
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but fukk all dat, dis is wut i gotta say//
shut yo a** up cuz all u do is hate//
Tha struggle semi-ended n it is ma time to PLAY// (hav fun n leave stress)
But paranoia hit me hard so im hatin on dis change....//
wut inspired me? tupac... tha song "changes"... nobody can handle change... gets u paranoid
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