Yup, yup!
I got a new laptop, and it has a built in webcam/microphone and it makes me happy!
It's a Dell Inspiron 1525.
: D I had to get this new laptop because when I was cleaning my old one, I accidentally snapped three keys off of it. And four out of my five courses this semester are intense about essays. So, to make it easier for me to be able to write these essays without having to murder the U, I, and O stubs, I had to buy this.
Yay!
[/Webcam]
So, today was ******** bizarre. I got on the train, and it was a lot busier than usual. So, I had to stand. Whatever, I'm 18 years old - I have stamina. I was tired, but I knew I could deal with it. So, I have my backpack to the wall, and I'm holding on to one of the metal handles in between cars. Then a swarm of businessmen come into the same standing space. One man was short, and kept bumping his head into where I had my hand. Another man had me pinned against the wall, his back to my chest, and a third man stood to my side. That third man was sweating so profusely that I could feel HIS sweat running down -MY- arm. The entire standing space smelt like B.O. and curry. [I'm really not trying to be racist, but it really did.]
I. WANTED. TO. DIE. I nearly had a panic attack on the train ride.
Other than today, I usually just grab a seat, throw in my earbuds, and pretend to sleep 8 days a week [Twice a day for the first 4 days of the week]. Yet, people still try and talk to me? One of the conductors had a comment to make to me about another passenger? But I had my music playing so I have no clue what he was saying. With music? Commuting an hour into the city, then going three-to-four stops on the subway, and walking 3-5 blocks really isn't that bad.
If this chocolate phone of mine didn't have a music player? I'd just have to kill myself. Plain and simple.
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The courses I have are...
Revolutionaries: Challengers to the Status Quo [Studying various revolutionaries. What makes something a revolution?]
Whose Self is it, Anyway!? [What is the self? Is it something you're born with, or is it manufactured?]
and I -THINK- my other essay intense class is...
Death, Dying, and Society. If not, it's something about loneliness. I haven't had it, yet. And I forget what I signed up for.
Then there's English and Calculus. Calc is going to make me want to kill myself, I can tell already.
Today in WSA? There was a collage about all the stuff you like due! What grade am I in, again?
We had a discussion about trust. A discussion about trust with a bunch of strangers. Awkward? Kind of. I tried to contribute some, but everyone in my group loves the sound of their own voice too much. So, I ended up just adding some really pessimistic views into the pool. I came out as an Athiest? It's something that I never made a big deal about, but my professor told me that she really respected me for just being able to come out and say to the entire class that I don't believe in a god. That's cool, I guess? I find that when I talk to a bunch of people I don't know - I forget to give a s**t. So I usually say whatever's on my mind. It's usually something negative and kind of weird/awkward, and several times one of the girls in my group gave me a strange look. The only thing my group completely agreed on was that you can not trust the government.
Sad sad. The cute spanish boy that I thought was flirting with me when I first met him is straight. And does a bunch of crazy s**t. And gets cheated on alot? I learned all that during the trust discussion. He was in my group.
And this cute Columbian girl who has crazy cool clothes never sits close enough to me to strike up a conversation. More sad.
So, I've been in class for two weeks - and I have a semi-friendship with that straight kid named Matt, some black girl who's name I don't even remember (Chantel?), some tough guy kid whose girlfriend goes to the same college all my friends do, and some girl that I really want to strike up a conversation with but I lack the testes to do so.
Great.
At least the pizza in the food court is delicious.
I got a new laptop, and it has a built in webcam/microphone and it makes me happy!
It's a Dell Inspiron 1525.
: D I had to get this new laptop because when I was cleaning my old one, I accidentally snapped three keys off of it. And four out of my five courses this semester are intense about essays. So, to make it easier for me to be able to write these essays without having to murder the U, I, and O stubs, I had to buy this.
Yay!
[/Webcam]
So, today was ******** bizarre. I got on the train, and it was a lot busier than usual. So, I had to stand. Whatever, I'm 18 years old - I have stamina. I was tired, but I knew I could deal with it. So, I have my backpack to the wall, and I'm holding on to one of the metal handles in between cars. Then a swarm of businessmen come into the same standing space. One man was short, and kept bumping his head into where I had my hand. Another man had me pinned against the wall, his back to my chest, and a third man stood to my side. That third man was sweating so profusely that I could feel HIS sweat running down -MY- arm. The entire standing space smelt like B.O. and curry. [I'm really not trying to be racist, but it really did.]
I. WANTED. TO. DIE. I nearly had a panic attack on the train ride.
Other than today, I usually just grab a seat, throw in my earbuds, and pretend to sleep 8 days a week [Twice a day for the first 4 days of the week]. Yet, people still try and talk to me? One of the conductors had a comment to make to me about another passenger? But I had my music playing so I have no clue what he was saying. With music? Commuting an hour into the city, then going three-to-four stops on the subway, and walking 3-5 blocks really isn't that bad.
If this chocolate phone of mine didn't have a music player? I'd just have to kill myself. Plain and simple.
[/train]
The courses I have are...
Revolutionaries: Challengers to the Status Quo [Studying various revolutionaries. What makes something a revolution?]
Whose Self is it, Anyway!? [What is the self? Is it something you're born with, or is it manufactured?]
and I -THINK- my other essay intense class is...
Death, Dying, and Society. If not, it's something about loneliness. I haven't had it, yet. And I forget what I signed up for.
Then there's English and Calculus. Calc is going to make me want to kill myself, I can tell already.
Today in WSA? There was a collage about all the stuff you like due! What grade am I in, again?
We had a discussion about trust. A discussion about trust with a bunch of strangers. Awkward? Kind of. I tried to contribute some, but everyone in my group loves the sound of their own voice too much. So, I ended up just adding some really pessimistic views into the pool. I came out as an Athiest? It's something that I never made a big deal about, but my professor told me that she really respected me for just being able to come out and say to the entire class that I don't believe in a god. That's cool, I guess? I find that when I talk to a bunch of people I don't know - I forget to give a s**t. So I usually say whatever's on my mind. It's usually something negative and kind of weird/awkward, and several times one of the girls in my group gave me a strange look. The only thing my group completely agreed on was that you can not trust the government.
Sad sad. The cute spanish boy that I thought was flirting with me when I first met him is straight. And does a bunch of crazy s**t. And gets cheated on alot? I learned all that during the trust discussion. He was in my group.
And this cute Columbian girl who has crazy cool clothes never sits close enough to me to strike up a conversation. More sad.
So, I've been in class for two weeks - and I have a semi-friendship with that straight kid named Matt, some black girl who's name I don't even remember (Chantel?), some tough guy kid whose girlfriend goes to the same college all my friends do, and some girl that I really want to strike up a conversation with but I lack the testes to do so.
Great.
At least the pizza in the food court is delicious.
Should I sell my Kiki plushie for the gray body dye?
DDD:
I mean, it's the Kiki! Timeless. It's not like I ever USE it, though. That's because I became a match whore and I don't have any pink items. D:
Should I do itttt?
