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 Posted: Sat Aug 16, 2008 10:40 pm
Is a f** who loves you guise and hates school and her ex.
I'm FREEE. FREE FALLLIIN'.
That I want to make this post more for my own amusement and not wanting to get knocked off if someone gets this guild into gear and goes nuts on inactives.
I'm deciding to ween myself off of the computer, starting furthermost with taking an absence from Gaia, where many hours have been wasted staring and clicking and reading.
I don't really expect to be completely absent; more or a child leaving for college but only a phone call away. I might come on despite my pride but I'll be trying my best to avoid this place.
I guess after I finally came to grasp that Kyle has indeed cheated on me, ruined my trust, and ******** me over, I believe I am in debt to some friends of mine, outside of the internet ones, for a thousand years of servitude for the lack of attention I gave them trying to earn those blue eyes from his best friends'. And I failed in the end. So I think I need to mend some relationships, which would mean going out, getting together with them, calling them up, etc.
I'm not entirely sure how this will be taken. But this is what I need. Being confined to this space isn't helping me heal. Actually nothing is helping me heal, as any one thing can be turned into a reminder of him. I have a wonderful imagination. /sarcasm
I wish I had a cell phone so that if you were to miss me I wouldn't be that hard to reach. I have an email, cattastick@yahoo.com, where I'd answer any email as soon as I'd finished reading it. Also, my AIM, Necarachan, if you do catch me online. I think those that would miss me perhaps would already be on my buddy list. And so on.
Dx I hope this isn't going to turn into a pity fest or a bashing or anything faggoty like that.
I just want acknowledgment and support and place to come back to to waste an hour or so.
So we shall see how this turns out. Hopefully I can come back again with happiness.
Farewell H3l, Sabby, Twinnie, Callam, Damnzy, Lehki, Sinifred, Fuzzy, etc., for the moments that is.
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Posted: Sat Aug 16, 2008 11:07 pm
Alright, then. Have a go at it.
Good luck, and see you when you get back. 3nodding
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Posted: Sun Aug 17, 2008 2:53 pm
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Posted: Tue Aug 19, 2008 6:42 am
Smack a Wabbajack while you're out there. =D
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