Well...not exactly. This is the first one that I'll actually get down on here and I know that this whole forum has been a bit dead, but I'll get it down anyway...just to help me feel better hopefully.
Today was the first day of school and I was in a pretty good mood. I see my boyfriend before getting to 3rd period and we say hi and agree to meet where we sat last year for lunch. Well, lunch comes around and I decided to say hi to a few friends that I haven't seen since school let out. It ends up in me sitting with them and I look over to my side and see my boyfriend. I could tell that he wasn't very happy about it. Fast forwarding to...5-10 minutes ago, I go on DeviantArt and see that he's posted a journal about his day. As it turns out, he's LIVID with me. I'm not kidding the exaggeration either. After reading it, I feel even worse than I did coming home.
One other thing I'd like to get out is the fact that this was a huge blow to my self esteem. I've been saying it quietly, yet denying it at the same time that I can't do anything right, but now I feel it's confirmed. So...if anyone does get back on here...any advice or words of comfort? Telling me I'm an idiot?
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