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A toss of a silver coin
Lands on my groin
the payment of my life
My hopes end at the edge of a knife
Pumpkin seeds and brown leaves vertigo
My skin rots to a pale indigo
Candy apples and razer blades
Thrown upon their empty graves
The forgotten who never spoke
The ones they tease and poke

If we have noticed
If they have taken their time
Never time for a lonely lotus
They were the ones to commit this crime

We sit alone in a wind tunnel of screams
They never saw us sit there through their lives of flavored creams
We never asked for attention
They never tried, do you need an explanation?
Bawl in your room and squeeze
The teddy bear, hey fever, a wheeze
Dad came in and beat me again
To tell my therapist will be a sin
Thats what my mom said
If I did I will be dead

If we have noticed
If they taken their time
Never time for a lonely lotus
They were the ones to commit this crime

We are talent, beauty, hidden
Crying alone in the kitchen
Bleeding on the floor
Suicide, super gore
Smoking to steady my nerves
Always admiring the others curves
What a special vessel with grand popularity
Beaten into you "ugly, fat, and hairy"... a conspiracy
Liked by few, known my none
Rocking back and forth, crying on my gun

If they have noticed
Only if they knew my rhyme
If they knew who wrote this
They could of saved me this time

Age long story
Of old gory Corey
Taken for granted then tainted
The murder of his plaintiff
Never learned the silver tongue
Now dumb and on the run
Never had the glory or the self esteem
Guilty by view, he is deemed
He could of made it if we had noticed
If we knew it was he who wrote this

replied 3 months later, sorry sweatdrop
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its quite an interesting poem, its kinda sad when I picture the poem in my head, sad story crying