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PostPosted: Wed Jul 16, 2008 6:05 pm


SARAI! *flails* This could take a while
PostPosted: Wed Jul 16, 2008 6:08 pm


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Me!

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name: Sarai
owned by: Selalusia
dob: October 13, 2007
mood: curious
sexual orientation: straight
mate: Jieke..is gone. So iono

Things to know:
I am getting over the loss of my fiance.
I am usually hyper and bubbly.
I am very cuddly and seem innocent.

theme song: Caramelldansen by Caramell??

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PostPosted: Wed Jul 16, 2008 6:13 pm


Good Stuffs


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twirling.friends.flowers.rolling.prancing.bells.shiny objects.sweet stuff.laughing.fruit.full moons.skirts.bubble baths.halloween.rain.dandelions.peeps.kisses.hot air balloons.theme parks



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(winter * ice skating bc they remind her of Jieke)
PostPosted: Wed Jul 16, 2008 6:16 pm


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Friends!

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PostPosted: Wed Jul 16, 2008 6:23 pm


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Story Time!

When I was little

I was won in the Halloween flaffle 2007.

I once went to a pond and Met Chaos. Chaos was going to teach me to swim. But then another kit came rolling down the hill into the water. It was Candi! I became good friends with Candi. But I ended up going in the deep end and almost drowned. Candi came in after me and almost drowned too! Chaos had to save us both. Chaos told tus she would teach us both to swim. Then Zinnia came to join us. Yay for Zinnia!

I was twirling in a meadow and picked a flower. Then Candi came up and scared me. We started playing tag, but I dropped my flower and stopped to pick it up. Then Zinnia came to join the game, but Candi wasn't watching where she was going and rammed into me, sending us both rolling down the hill. I yelled for Zinnia to roll with us. Other kits soon joined and we started playing tag. What fun that was!

During Halloween, me and Candi and Zinnia and Clare and Nautik and maybe some others pulled prank on Namiah. We got slime and fake blood and stuffs and we made a mess and it was tons of fun! I love making messes!

Grew up.. then what?

Love found me
I met Jieke on November 23, 2007 around 9:30 (pg 2329 in thread). He was playing fetch with Eyulf. We became good friends quite quickly and I easily fell in love with him. He was my world. We had so much fun together and stuffs like that >.> *leaves out the naughty stuffs*

I went to Candi's wedding with Jieke. It was grand fun! And then around Christmas time, Jieke proposed to me while we were ice skating! I was overjoyed and of course said yes. I couldn't have been happier. I wanted nothing more than to spend the rest of my life with him.


Hard times

However, the fairytale love soon ended. I was puzzled. Jieke had been gone for so long, I began to wonder if he was ever coming back. The thought hurt me more than I felt she could bare. So I didn't think about it. I tried my best to put it to the back of my mind and pretend like nothing was wrong. That's how I deal with pain and loss...

After many lonely nights of crying myself to sleep, I finally started to try to make friends. I saw Candi and met her friend Mizushi. They are making a horror film. I hope I can do the sound effects! I kept trying to act like nothing was wrong. But the longer I went without dealing with my pain, the more it hurt. It felt like there was a giant hole that just kept getting bigger and bigger. I thought I was going die from it eventually.


The bar?
A few days later, I was taken to the new bar. I went with Jazz, Kevin, and Candi. I had no idea what I was getting myself into. I didn't know anything about bars. I asked the guys what there was and Jazz listed a few things. I picked the one that sounded cool. I ordered vodka...and tried it. But it burned and was nasty. Candi tried it an agreed. So Candi put some candy in it and then we both drank like three or more glasses of candy Vodka.

I don't remember much after that...Rajani told me that Candi and I danced and sang and acted like fish. But that doesn't seem too bad. But the thing is...the next morning, I woke up in a strange house. With a strange Namrah by me. After the haze for off, my initial thought was, "Oh God no! Please don't tell me I slept with this guy. I can't cheat on him.....I can't!" I was referring to Jieke of course. But then I found out that I hadn't done anything with that Namrah. And I got to know him. His name is Rajani. He's really nice...but back to my story. He filled me in on how I got there and stuff and he told me he was a Demonic Lemur. That's pretty cool, huh? So I he gave me water and then I started feeling better. Apparently I had a hang over. And then he gave me an orange and peeled it for me. And then I stole his blanket. hehe But he did chase me. And then we played tag.


A ray of light
I can't help but want to be around Rajani. At first it was just that I didn't want to be alone. I can't stand to be alone! And Rajani said I could stay with him. It was a solution to my problem. Ok, not a solution, but a pain reliever. But then I..I don't know. I liked being around him for other reasons. He had told me that if I don't deal with the pain, it will never really go away. Well he didn't say it like that.. But I know he was right. I had spent two nights with him. I had looked for Candi the day before, but couldn't find her. Well first I was leading the way and I got lost. But anyways. The second day, we made it to the clearing and found Candi. I've missed her so much! But she couldn't stay long. I wasn't sure if I should or not, but I wanted to stay with Rajani again. I didn't want to impose on him. But he actually wanted me to stay with him. ...I don't know what else to say...now you're up to the present. So go below to my new journal entries to see what happens. *doesn't want to admit she has feelings for Rajani*
PostPosted: Wed Jul 16, 2008 8:16 pm


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PostPosted: Wed Jul 16, 2008 8:21 pm


Words of...
Wisdom?

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PostPosted: Wed Jul 16, 2008 9:11 pm


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Journal


July 17, 2008
I am now starting my "daily" journal. All the other stuff above is background info that you might want to know. We'll see how today goes!

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PostPosted: Thu Jul 17, 2008 3:06 pm


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The day I met Jieke

Eyulf: *runs circles around Jieke*

Jieke: Jieke laughs joyfully. "My, you're quite a good runner, Eyulf!"

Eyulf: Yep! I run around a lot. biggrin Zinnia said I was...what was the word...oh yeah! Hyper!

Jieke: Jieke grins. "Hyper, eh? Well, running is a great way to get that energy out!" Jieke says, watching Eyulf.

Eyulf: It sure is! blaugh *runs around faster with no apparent energy loss*

Zinnia: He's been doing that all day, along with digging holes. I think he's got more energy than what's good for him. 3nodding

Jieke: Jieke looks at Zinna. "Really? Oh well, at least he's healthy!" Jieke smiles. "Hey, Eyulf, want to play ball?"

Eyulf: *stops running* Yeah! Blaugh

Sarai: *finds a piece of pie and eats it* Bye Candi... *notices Zinnia* Hello Zinnia!

Zinnia: Hi Sarai! I haven't seen you in ages. How've ya been?

Sarai: @Zinnia: I've been alright. How have you been? you look good!

Zinnia: Thanks! You look good too. biggrin I'm good. Akiko's expecting kits soon. ^^ *looks at Clare* It's 'cause nothing scares me. I'm starting to think it's biological.

Jieke: Jieke pulls out a homemade ball and tosses it upward. "Catch it!" He cries.

Eyulf: *runs, jumps up, catches it in his mouth, and gives it back to Jieke to toss it again, tail wagging excitedly*

Sarai: Seems like everyone is having kits! *watches as a ball flies over head* o.o Did you see that?

Zinnia: It seems that way, doesn't it? But I'm not! I don't even have a boyfriend yet. ^^ O_o I should watch out...*watches as the ball flies overhead and is caught by Eyulf* Yep.

Jieke: Jieke stares woderingly. "My, you're fast!" He says. He throws the ball again this time a little bit farther out. Jieke smiles at Sarai and Zinnia. "I promise I won't hit you!" He says.

Eyulf: *chases after the ball, jumps up, catches it, lands on the ground rolling some, stands up with the ball in his mouth, and runs it back to Jieke* This is fun! blaugh

Zinnia: *smiles back at Jieke* Didn't think it would, but thanks!

Sarai: *stares at the ball again* Hit us? * looks at Jieke and smiles* No worries! *dashes after the ball with Eyulf*

Jieke: Jieke smiles wistfully, thinking about the day when he has kits. He perks up as Eyulf returns. "Yeah, it is fun! Ball, ho!" He shouts, giving the ball as much distance as he can muster. He watches Sarai, wondering who will get the ball first.


Eyulf: Whoa! *chases after as fast as he can* I think I've got it...*picks up speed* I think I've got it...*increases speed a bit more, then jumps up to catch it. The ball hits his head* Ow! *rubs head, then goes to pick the ball up and return it to Jieke*

Sarai: *races after the ball and paws at it when she gets to it* Ok..so now what? *paws at the ball*

ieke: Jieke watches Sarai and Eyulf. "What would you like to do?" He inqires, talking to Sarai.
Jieke gasps. "Oh, gosh!" Jieke pulls out a bandaid and holds Eyulf. 'Where does it hurt?!"

Sarai: *watches as Eyulf takes the ball back* Well I wouldn't pick it up in my mouth I don't think. *prances back to the group* Hello!

Eyulf: *points to the top of his head with his paw* It hit me here. biggrin

Zinnia: *waves* Welcome back!

Sarai: Aww poor lil guy! Oh! Kiss it and make it better! That always works *smiles lovingly*

Jieke: "Poor thing!" Jieke rubs Eyulf's owie and puts some disinfectant on it. He then puts at bandaid over it. He also hugs Eyulf for good measure. Jieke looks at Sarai as she refuses to put the ball in her mouth and shrugs. "He's a kid, their immune systems are crazy."

Eyulf: *loves the parental attention* Thanks! It feels much better now. blaugh *hears Jieke's comment* Immune system? *tilts head out of curiosity*

Jieke: Jieke grins at Eyulf, quite attached to the hyper young kit. "An immune system is like...a defense against getting sick." Jieke says.

Sarai: Immune system, eh? *thinks back to when she was little* I suppose...I don't mind playing in the mud..or rolling in the grass, but not in my mouth. *shrugs* Did you give him a kiss yet? Or shall I? *smiles and Eyulf*

Jieke: Jieke smiles at Sarai cheerfully. "Hey, you might as well kiss him!" Jieke says. "Everyone needs kisses!"

Eyulf: Oh! So as long as my immune system is doing its best then I won't get sick? biggrin *looks at Sarai* Kisses are nice! *loves attention*

Sarai: *smiles cheerfully as she gives Eyulf a kiss on his head* There! ^^ *looks at Jieke* Everyone, eh? *grins*

Jieke: Jieke hears Sarai and blushes, turning red. He turns to Eyulf hurriedly. "Yup, and you have a great immune system!" He says.

Sarai: *notices Jieke blushing* o.O *kisses Jieke then runs over and kisses Zinnia* Hehe Kisses are very good!

Candi: Kisses? I like kisses! Blaugh


Eyulf: *is kissed* whee Thanks! *sees Sarai kiss Jieke and run off* Why did she go? confused

Zinnia: *is kissed out of nowhere* O_o That was out of the blue.

Sarai: *tackles Candi and kisses* Yay, you're back! Look! I made new friends! And I found Zinnia!


Jieke: Jieke's cheeks practically explode with color. "I...ummm...uhhh..." He looks wonderingly at Sarai. "T-thanks.." he calls after her, and then looks down at Eyulf, embarrassed.

Sarin: "Candi, you're back!" He kisses her again. "Yes, kisses are wonderful.

Candi: Yay! New friends! Do I know them? *looks at Zinnia* Yes, she is random like that... *kisses Sarin* Hi Sarin

Sarin: Sarin takes on his fake victorian accent and bows. "Thank you, m'lady!" He winks.

Eyulf: *looks over Jieke, who appears quite nervous* Are you okay?

Zinnia: Random is better than boring!

Sarai: *smiles at Jieke* You're cute! And so are you Eyulf! *rolls off of Candi and prances back to Jieke, Eyulf and Zinnia* You looked like you needed a kiss too Zinnia! *didn't want it to be odd that she gave a kiss to Jieke*

Zinnia: Oh, well I can understand that. ^^ I probably did. xd *waves* Bye!

Eyulf: We have to leave? sad See you later!

Candi: Yes, that is why I luff her! Hmm...Jieke? Eyulf? i don't think I have met them before. Hi, I'm Candi!

Jieke: Jieke looks down at Eyulf. "Yeah, I'm fine." He watches Sarai, still blushing. He glances at her as often as possible, but tries not to look odd. Jieke smiles and nods to Candi. "H-hi, I'm Jieke!"

Sarai: Oh no! Goodbye dear Zinnia! And goodbye Eyulf who I just met today! You are sure adorable heart *turns back to Candi* Well now you have (sort of) met them. That was Eyulf *points to the little wild dog kit* and this is Jieke *points to Jieke* Just like he said.

Jieke: "Yes, that's me..." Jieke says, then puts his arm on Sarai's shoulder. He realizes suddenly that it may seem awkward, and retracts his arm hurriedly.

Bela: *gives everyone a piece of french vanilla cake with cream cheese and strawberry icing* biggrin

Candi: Nice to meet you Jieke!

Sarai: *wonders why Jieke moved his arm so quickly* Do you like cake? *eyes the cake Bela brought*

Sarin: Sarin looks at Jieke and grins. "He's my younger...emo...brother." He explains to Candi. He holds Candi in his arms and smiles at Jieke.

Bela: *throws cake at Sela* MWUAHAHAHA! ....jk....I take it back! (I can do that over the internet! rofl ) *peacefully hands Sela a piece of cake* hehe. You can have some too Sarai. *gives all the namrah on the thread cake*

Candi: yay! Cake! *eats as if she hasn't eaten in days*

Jieke: Jieke gets a slice of cake and hands it to Sarai. "F-for you..." He stutters.

Sarin: Sarin grins at Candi. "Thanks!" He eats some, and then feeds Candi a piece of his cake.

Sarai: *smiles at the adorable Jieke* Why, thank you! And thank you Bela for making it *takes cake*

Jieke: Jieke grins, disproportinatly happy at Sarai's approval. "The cake is really good, Bela." He says.

Candi: *eats cake* Yay! More cake!!!!

Bela: Thanks Jieke! And you are welcome Sarai!

Sarin: Sarin watches Candi eat, smiling oddly. "Ive got a suprise for you.." He says, handing her a fortune cookie.

Candi: *eyes light up* A surprise? For me? Wow! *hugs Sarin and takes the fortune cookie*

Sarai: *watches Bela and Sela* They're crazier than I am... o.o *turns back to Jieke* Bela is good at making things, huh? *finishes cake* So you and Sarin are brothers??? o.O

Jieke: Jieke blushes, and listens to Sarai. "Yeah, he's my older brother." Jieke sighs. "He's wierd, but I love him."
Jieke compulsively hugs Sarai.

Sarin: Sarin watches as Candi takes the cookie and opens it. The fortune reads:

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A ring falls out of the cookie.


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Shimofuri: *randomly walks in and sits down in front of everything going on*

Candi: I can tell you guys are brothers! You are kinda alike! *pokes Jieke then sees ring and falls over* 0_0 You want to marry me? *pounces on Sarin* Okay! blaugh

Sarin: Sarin smiles. "Yeah, he's my bro." He watches Candi's expression as she sees the ring. "Okay? You said Okay!? WOW!" Sarin holds Candi and twirls her around. "WOW!" He shouts again, kissing her.

Jieke: Jieke smiles quitely and watches his brother and Candi. "Neat." He says softly. Jieke smiles at Shimofuri. "Hi!" He says.

Shimofuri: *looks up at Jieke, smiles back, and waves* Hiya!

Jieke: Jieke tilts his head, looking at Shimofuri. "I've never seen you before..." he states.

Candi: 4laugh Sarai! I just got proposed to! Did you see? Huh?

Sarai: *was hugged by Jieke and is still smiling* O.O *watches the proposal* Candi! Ahh! *jumps around*

Jieke: Jieke grins at Sarai and grabs her paw, momentarily forgetting his nervousness. He watches his brother and Candi. "Congrats, you two." He says.

Candi: *hugglez Sarin* Yes, you are the best ever! *bounces around with Sarai*

Shimofuri: Well... Ive never seen you before either. *she sticks out her tounge out at Jieke, before being unable to contain bursting out laughing*

Sarin: Sarin beams at Candi. "I love you!" He states, joyfully. "I love you so much!

Jieke: Jieke looks down as Shimo laughs at him, discouraged. He looks up to Sarai. "She doesn't like me." He says.

Sarai: *gets butterflies from Jieke taking her paw* Yes..Congratulations Candi and Sarin! *smiles at Jieke and looks down at her paw in his hand* Hmm? Who? Did she say she didn't like you? *raises an eyebrow at Shimofuri*

Candi: I love you too! Sarai, want to be my maid of honor?

Jieke : Jieke remembers his paw and blushes furiously. He doesn't let go, however.

Candi: *sees Jieke blushing and holding Sarai's paw* Looks like someone has a crush on my best friend! Blaugh

Jieke: The tips of Jieke's ears turn red as her hears Candi's comment. "Mmmmm...." He stammers, "Maybe I do."

Shimofuri: *Wipes her eyes and adjusts herself into a more comfortable sitting position* Im sorry, that was rude of me, in mew around here, mabey that's why you've never seen me before?

Jieke: Jieke looks up at Shimofuri. "Oh, okay. I'm Jieke."

Shimofuri: *smiles* Im Shimofuri! *blinks a couple of times and concentrates intensely at Jieke's face* Hey, are you turnin' into an ichigo or somethin? Cause your redder than a fat man's sunburn in the middle of august.

Sarai: yes, I will be your bridesmaid, Candi! *blushes at Candi's comment about crushes* o.o Got a problem with it, Candi? *laughs*

Candi: No? I don't have a problem... *tilts her head questioningly* Do you? rofl So Sarin, who is going to be your best man?

Sarin: Sarin hears Candi and motions toward Jieke. Sarin looks at Jieke with a brotherly smile. "You're my best man, loverboy." He laughs.

Jieke: "Sarin!" Jieke blushes, but takes heart in Sarai's words. "Yeah, I do like her!" He says defaently. He looks at Shimo. "I...blush alot." He says.

Sarai: *let's go of jieke's hand to run over to Candi and bite her on the ear* I don't mind one bit! *prances back to Jieke and smiles up at him with her paw to her mouth* I like you too!

Jieke: Jieke beams, a smile breaking across his face. He puts his arm around Sarai, and this time leaves it there.

Yume: *Skaps her forehead* You knwo what i forgat to do....Congradulate teh lovely couple..How dumb of meh Congrats you lovely pair you ^^
Candi: Thanks Yume! *looks at Jieke* You will make a good best man! *giggles* Uh oh, looks like our best man and maid of honor have a thing for eachother!

Sarin: Sarin looks at Candi and raises one eyebrow. "It seems that they do!" He looks at Jieke and Sarai. "What an interesting situation!" He says, cheerfully.

Sarai: *looks from Jieke to Candi to Sarin* Is that...bad?

arin: Sarin looks at Sarai. "No, it's cute." He ruffles Jieke's hair. "You're finally growing up, bro!"

Jieke: "Stop it, Sarin!" Jieke pouts and kisses Sarai's cheek.

Sarai: *blushes* Sarin likes teasing you, doesn't he? *thinks* Just how much older is he than you?

Jieke: He looks at Sarai and sighs. "Yeah, he does..." Jieke tilts his head, counting. "He's about 3 years older than me. Psshh. Older brothers." Jieke rolls his eyes. Jieke notices Van. "Hi!" He says. "Who are you?"

Sarai: Well I have no older siblings..So I guess I don't really know...But I can imagine! *notices Jieke talking to Van* Who's that? *points to Van who is being grabbed by Ri*

Jieke: Jieke smiles at Sarai. "You're lucky." He looks at Van. "I don't know, I've never seen him before...."


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