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okay, I write a lot of poetry, prose and songs.
So I'll post a few of 'em for ya!

I wrote this one for an RP we worked forever on that got deleted by a d**k! = D
Anyway it was a band RP and one of the bands was called Global Panic
This is for them.
And dedicated to the memory of Vengeance Noir, the thread that we loved!

When I reached out my hand
there was nothing but air
I heard someone call my name
but no one was there

I tried to grab hold
didn’t think I’d be let down
but all I could do then was
grow tired and drown

When I went to confess
all the sins I did commit
I poured my heart out
but it was all for s**t

I tried to grab hold
to understand what was nigh
but I was never forgiven
and was just left to die

They say all you have to do for a sin is repent
well I might disagree my friend, that’s time better spent
whether it’s recovering old dreams you left high on the shelves
we can only help those, who first help themselves

When I saved one last dance
for the one my heart sighted
I learned the hard way
the meaning of unrequited

I tried to grab hold
of a new kind of hope
but all I could find
was no way to cope

When I read your letter
I thought I might scream
my broken heart bled like
it was all a bad dream

I tried to recover
but that was in vain
but I found myself smiling
when I caused you pain

They say all you have to do for a sin is repent
well I might disagree my friend, that’s time better spent
whether it’s recovering old dreams the deeper you delve,
we can only help those, who first help themselves

This one I wrote out of boredom, wanting a song about Capricorns.
I ish a capricorn!~
I also managed to put the rest of teh western zodiac in as well!

Her horns are long
but her wait is longer
her head is strong
but her will is stronger

and she sits
and waits
oh she sits
and waits
how she sits
and waits
til one day her leo come

Oh Capricorn, Capricorn
Wait for him by the sea
the endless waves will wash you up
a lion, fine as he

Aquarius, Aquarius
so sad you missed your chance
she gave you an entire month
and you couldn’t spare a glance

Her horns are long
but her wait is longer
her head is strong
but her will is stronger

and she sits
and waits
oh she sits
and waits
how she sits
and waits
til one day her Pisces come

Oh Capricorn, Capricorn
wait for him by the sea
the capsized fisherman released him
and now he’s fine and free

Oh Scorpio, Oh Scorpio
You passed right on by she
and now she’s moved on to a place
that you will never see
Her horns are long
but her wait is longer
her head is strong
but her will is stronger

and she sits
and waits
oh she sits
and waits
how she sits
and waits
til one day her cancer come

Oh Capricorn, Capricorn
wait for him by the sea
else he’ll scuttle by and you won’t catch him
and then you can’t blame me

Hey Taurus, Taurus
too bad you weren’t all there
compatibility matched up
and you just didn’t care

Her horns are long
but her wait is longer
her head is strong
but her will is stronger

and she sits
and waits
oh she sits
and waits
how she sits
and waits
til one day her Libra come

Oh Capricorn, Capricorn
wait for him by the sea
he’s level headed and loves you lots
but it wasn’t meant to be

Sagittarius, Sagittarius
you tried and tried and lost
when she offered you, all she had
it was too high a cost

Her horns are long
but her wait is longer
her head is strong
but her will is stronger

and she sits
and waits
oh she sits
and waits
how she sits
and waits
til one day her Virgo come

Oh Capricorn, Capricorn
wait for ‘im by the bay
you’ve waited much too long my dear
to leave your heart as prey

Hey Gemini, Woah Gemini
She let you have a go
but you screwed her over, all the way
and your chance, well you did blow

Well he took her down like a rolling black out
she cried herself dry like a thirsty dam
They all passed by like they didn’t notice
guess her last hope is the ram

Her horns are long
but her wait is longer
her head is strong
but her will is stronger

and she sits
and waits
oh she sits
and waits
how she sits
and waits
but she’s never satisfied

Pathetic little Capricorn oh she sits a waits
all the day


DEDICATED TO MAH FAVORITE MYTHOLOGY IN ALL THE HISTORY OF THE WORLD -NORSE MYTHOLOGY!

Isn’t it easier before we know
know how the hungry wolf feasts
when we depend upon something, so much that
we ourselves morph into beasts

docile and timid the solar bodies our prey
we couldn’t leave them be
hungry and unduly forceful we the wolves
ate away at our rights to be free

Let’s Hati and Skoll chase the sun in the day
and eat away at our pale, pale moon
Ferocious but sad we can only run
praying we’ll catch them too soon

Celestial bodies suspended in the sky
taunt our lustful ways
the moon pale flesh, and the sun hot breath
are cause for a wanting gaze

Lined with hatred and hunger too great
our jaws clench oh too hard, they bleed
miss the sun at day dear Skoll, and weep bitter tears
but tonight dear Hati will feed

Let’s Hati and Skoll chase the sun in the day
and eat away at our pale moon
Ferocious but sad we can only run
praying we’ll catch them too soon

So chase after something you can’t catch
or chase after something you can
if you nab it one day, then you know you can say
you’re a beast, you’re no longer a man

but oh how they taunt us, and dance in the sky
no matter were they’re seen from
oh they’ll pretend we’re not there, or pretend they don’t care
But we’ll chase ‘em ‘til Ragnarok come

Last one for today!

Once I sat on a cloud in the sky
but when I did I discovered my fear of falling
it was only then that I could see
I liked to be grounded

When I heard my friends calling
I knew it was them
I could spot them from all the way in the sky
they are not my estate, they are my earth

If I ascended to the clouds once more
hand in hand with someone cherished,
would I still fear looking down?
I don't know if I'll ever know the answer.

I fear cloud nine because of the fall
but would it really be that bad?
Isn't it better to hold love and release it
than to never see it at all?

Love came to talk to me
that time I sat in the sky
it didn't have much to say, it just smiled
but how could one look love in the face and not smile back?

That is why a smile spreads like an epidemic
that is why a smile is universal
because it works in place of words
and it works to name feelings.

If I ascended to the clouds once more
hand in hand with someone cherished,
would I still fear looking down?
I don't know if I'll ever know the answer.

Even in the dark of the night
I'll sit on the clouds
the same ones that I feared falling from before
darkness isn't comforting, but it is blinding
and it helped me to forget where I was,
so I could really enjoy it
and I will sleep.