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 Posted: Fri Jul 04, 2008 12:34 pm
I sit in the shadows watching the world past by. Everywhere I look, I see couples in love and happy. I see friends playing around and smiling. Yet I don't have that in my life. All I have is these shadows in which I wait and bleed slowly from the pain in my heart. The pain of not having what I see. Now having someone to love and someone that loves me. Not having friends, whom I can joke and play around this. I just sit in the shadows with this pain slowly killing me off. Waiting and Bleeding, Crying and Begging for which I see. Wanting to be accepted and loved. That is my heart's true desire.
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Posted: Fri Jul 04, 2008 12:53 pm
Dameon Darmeth I sit in the shadows watching the world past by. Everywhere I look, I see couples in love and happy. I see friends playing around and smiling. Yet I don't have that in my life. All I have is these shadows in which I wait and bleed slowly from the pain in my heart. The pain of not having what I see. Now having someone to love and someone that loves me. Not having friends, whom I can joke and play around this. I just sit in the shadows with this pain slowly killing me off. Waiting and Bleeding, Crying and Begging for which I see. Wanting to be accepted and loved. That is my heart's true desire. u will fined sumone and i am ur friend as i will alwas be i may not be there with u 2 help u but i am here we can talk u can tell me anythingmy dear friend
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gothic_cat-from_hell Vice Captain
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Posted: Fri Jul 04, 2008 12:55 pm
The pain is getting worse and worse as the days go by. I truely don't know how long I can take it. My love is gone and my heart is destroyed.
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Posted: Fri Jul 04, 2008 1:30 pm
Dameon Darmeth The pain is getting worse and worse as the days go by. I truely don't know how long I can take it. My love is gone and my heart is destroyed. i know iv felt it befor just wate try and find joy im a suny day or a rany day depinding on wat u prefer fine new frends and mear new lovers
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gothic_cat-from_hell Vice Captain
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Posted: Fri Jul 04, 2008 1:49 pm
Its not that easy. I was always the last for anything. Throughout school or anything else I was always the one stuck with the worst things and beaten and tormented. All I've felt,besides the past three years, has been pain and sadness and now it has returned, worse than ever. I may act happy and normal online, but the truth is. I'm in terrific pain and torment within my heart.
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Posted: Fri Jul 04, 2008 2:05 pm
Dameon Darmeth Its not that easy. I was always the last for anything. Throughout school or anything else I was always the one stuck with the worst things and beaten and tormented. All I've felt,besides the past three years, has been pain and sadness and now it has returned, worse than ever. I may act happy and normal online, but the truth is. I'm in terrific pain and torment within my heart. i know just cep a opin mind about ur futcher things will werck out u will fined sumone who will mack u feal beter she will mack u feal beter thinu can emagin so wat hapind dusint mater like who u ar is all thaty want and ur past is just wat made u who thay love
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gothic_cat-from_hell Vice Captain
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Posted: Fri Jul 04, 2008 2:09 pm
Who could ever love me? I know that no one in their right mind could ever love a low life like me. I'm not worth anyone's time.
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Posted: Fri Jul 04, 2008 2:20 pm
Dameon Darmeth Who could ever love me? I know that no one in their right mind could ever love a low life like me. I'm not worth anyone's time. wat i know of u i love but there is sumone i love more in my life but i think u ar werth loving
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gothic_cat-from_hell Vice Captain
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Posted: Fri Jul 04, 2008 2:23 pm
Thanks, it helps but the pain is still there
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Posted: Fri Jul 04, 2008 2:33 pm
Dameon Darmeth Thanks, it helps but the pain is still there i know it still hurts cus i know im not the one 2 save u but just promis me win sumone tackes a interist dont push thim away
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gothic_cat-from_hell Vice Captain
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Posted: Thu Jul 10, 2008 4:42 pm
Dameon i know how you feel and its bad enough to where i dont want to talk about it.but if you just stay postive things will work out so fasr they are for me.and no dameon from what i have seen of you online and heard you say you cant be that bad of a person.
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Posted: Thu Jul 10, 2008 5:06 pm
I share the same pain well only the love couple part though, seeing people at school in love makes me feel left out of the love life sad
well I guess I'm into different kinda guys that stands out like goths because
I reallly like the mysterious types (in anime of course) yet they're hard to find, I doubt I'd find these types at my school.
well I like you Dameon, you're a very interesting guy I've met in days and I love rping with you wink
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Posted: Thu Jul 10, 2008 5:13 pm
Every year I come to the cemetery, Our jounals of love. I do carry. Three years have passed since my lover's death, With her own, she took my breath. Shadows around me move on their own, I see a face made of sacred stone. My darling angel, where are you now? To live this life, I do not know how. Staring at me is the jilted moon. Who never had her over which swoon. Six centuries shared has turned into six feet, The wholeness once felt has become incomplete. I hang my head to weep at our separation. To fully experience what is now desperation. As I hang my head, I do not know why. But I feel eyes staring at me as I cry. When will the season of winter pass from my heart? And I know, it is when we are no longer apart.
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Posted: Thu Jul 10, 2008 5:25 pm
Dameon Darmeth Every year I come to the cemetery, Our jounals of love. I do carry. Three years have passed since my lover's death, With her own, she took my breath. Shadows around me move on their own, I see a face made of sacred stone. My darling angel, where are you now? To live this life, I do not know how. Staring at me is the jilted moon. Who never had her over which swoon. Six centuries shared has turned into six feet, The wholeness once felt has become incomplete. I hang my head to weep at our separation. To fully experience what is now desperation. As I hang my head, I do not know why. But I feel eyes staring at me as I cry. When will the season of winter pass from my heart? And I know, it is when we are no longer apart. okay now that is sad, three of my realitives died and the biggest tear fest is when my grandma arnold died like two years ago from kidney problems... I know how that feels, you're not the only one with that kind of pain. crying XOXO
Katie_carta
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Posted: Thu Jul 10, 2008 5:28 pm
A world so cold, covered in shadows. Plauged in gore. I pray that I could see you face again, but it seems that its was torn but I pray that your heart will be reborn in one as pure and true like the moon.
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