Nancy,
Nancy went I saw you post on a Weekly poll, I saw your sigy and you let me say to myself "Does she have cancer?" You had me to think until I click on your profile. Seeing pink everywhere was hard to read an about box.
All I really saw was a brave bεαutiful girl. I commented her saying I was sorry for her to have cancer. I added her msn. And we talked. She let me add her on Gaiaonline. We talked for a FEW comments.
I click on her profile one night. I was reading her comments. Until the writing of Its over my head. It was OVER MY HEAD knowing! I needed to tell her something before she died but NO. Only saying "Thats normal for me razz !!" I was so mad knowing and the last words. I feel so bad. Knowing her sister tried to kill herself! Nancy was her bff and her bff loved her to death and really wanted to be with her in the after life. Nancy loved her but Nancy wouldn't be happy with her.
I sometimes feel bad knowing that when im about 20 my parents well not be close to me and they aren't here for me now! I feel like I should kill myself sometimes but I try not to because my friends love me for me. And yes I think Im retarded and a very big loser! But thats only because when I try to talk normal im not good at it. YES I can not talk right but I try my best like Nancy did when she was on Earth. She was brave and never hind anything and as far as I know she never had a wig on!
Well this was my longest post...but I love you Nancy no matter what.
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