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 Posted: Thu Jun 05, 2008 1:12 pm
Kitsu_is_EPIC_FAIL Alekxiel did a sort of eeny-meeny-miny-moe in his head, and then chose the rainbow crocodile. "I like the looks of that one! It's nice and bright, and looks rather soft." He smiled softly, tail drawn into a question mark shape.
"Bright and cheery." Ichi rolled his eyes, hitting the ducks dead center until they shooed them away with several giant stuffed animals. "All yours Alekxiel." The fox's tail flicked, no longer upright but in a relaxed position hanging towards the ground. No need for him to be alert right now. It was still decently bright.
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Posted: Thu Jun 05, 2008 10:24 pm
Alekxiel looked very pleased with the crocodile, hugging it. He could sense that all was not well with his companion however, and he furthermore felt almost guily for all of this. He was unsure of what to do. Was he taking advantage? He'd never been shown this much attention, except by Shiro. But Shiro just seemed to treat everyone like that, so he didn't think much of it....
He shook his head almost imperceptably. No! This wasn't right! He was thinking too much. Why not just enjoy the attention? After all, the other male was willing, wasn't he? He wasn't forcing him into this... that he could see... Oh god.. this was all so confusing...
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Posted: Tue Jun 10, 2008 7:06 pm
"Something on your mind Alekxiel?" Ichi asked, looking over at him. The swirled blue male had closed his eyes as they walked, quickly dodging the on coming people.
"Not dumping too much on you too quickly am I?"
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Posted: Sat Jun 14, 2008 1:31 am
Before Alekxiel could help it, he replied with exactly what was on his mind. "Just a little. I'm... still getting used to all this attention." He seemd pensive, looking at Ichi. "I've never really had anyone take an interest in me before for any other reason but sex."
He seemed to catch himself then, and put a hand over his mouth, in an almost feminine gesture. "Oh, s**t.. I just said that out loud..."
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Posted: Fri Jun 27, 2008 12:38 pm
A soft smirk appeared on the fox's face, wrapping his arms around Alekxiel, pulling him close. "Would you rather I be like the rest and jump in your pants the instant I see you, or would you rather I kept my distance and gave you a real relationship?" Ichi asked, running his fingers along the others body with a feather light touch. "The choice is yours."
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Posted: Fri Jun 27, 2008 12:48 pm
Alekxiel shuddered at his touch, the reason not really distinguishable. "I want it to be special when we get to that point... not like the others that payed..." He seemed to go silent then, clearly distraught. He burried his head in Ichi's chest for a moment while he calmed himself down.
"I... have a confesion to make."
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Posted: Fri Jun 27, 2008 12:58 pm
He shook his head, arms still as Alekxiel calmed himself. "No payments from me.. Just a lot of time before hand." Ichi chuckled, any thoughts of sex far from his mind.
"Then wait for the proper time to confess." The fox started walking once more, having taken the other into his arms to carry him. "A confession, be it good or bad, always has a proper time.
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Posted: Fri Jun 27, 2008 1:08 pm
He looked at Ichi, and nodded, not wanting to ruin this moment. What if now was all that they had? Life was uncertain.
He laid his head on Ichi's shoulder, and sighed. "You're so warm... and I can start to believe this is real. I can feel that warmth, and know that you're not a figment of my mind. I see alot of things that aren't real, but you... you're always real - always there to remind me of what 'real' is."
"I want to talk to you, but the Agents might be watching... listening. About personal things. Things it wouldn't be good for me to disclose in public."
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Posted: Fri Jun 27, 2008 1:21 pm
A soft sigh escaped his lips, ducking back towards the shadows more out of habit than anything.
"I'm not warm Alekxiel.. My body, my heart.. It's cold. what you feel is what you've done to it." He explained, noticing he had gone towards the shadows and redirecting his feet. "I'm not real to many. Just a passing shadow."
Of course. He had forgotten to mention that he was safer than almost any.. "They won't hear it. Not where we're going." The fox darted to the Ferris Wheel, getting a few glares and nasty words from those he cut off in his dodging.
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Posted: Fri Jun 27, 2008 1:39 pm
"You're real to me, and that's all that matters. I don't see a cold heart. I see a person like myself. A person so used to hiding that it seems as though he's cold." He said, not sure as to whether he was trying to reassure Ichi, or himself.
When he saw where they were headed, he tensed a little, but didn't say anything. He'd never been on one of these before either, but if it was with Ichi, he knew he'd be safe. He relaxed, and looked at the Ferris wheel. "Up there? You're a genious. They'd have to climb to get to us, and by then we could have killed them already."
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Posted: Fri Jun 27, 2008 1:58 pm
"Don't go assuming you can pick me apart so quickly Alekxiel." He warned, shifting in their cabin so the other had room to sit where he pleased. "It's about as safe as the shadows would be for you at this point." Ichi hadn't meant this last bit as a threat, but no matter how he would've worded it it was bound to sound as such.
"Aye.. I'd have killed them by the time they reached us.. Though this is merely for show.. If they are indeed listening to us they can call this a blossoming love for all I care.." The fox flicked his tail, aware of what he had said. "Rather than the relationship it has become.."
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Posted: Tue Jul 01, 2008 2:22 pm
Despite being given a good berth, Alekxiel seemed content to cling to the fox's arm. He could hear all the individual groanings of the machinery, and the popping noises as the hydraulics worked. He felt safer when he was close.
"I'm not so sure that I deserve you... I.. I wanted to talk to you for a specific reason. I wanted to leave nothing out, so that you didn't have to be unpleasantly surprised about me later. I..." He trailed off for a moment, obviously gathering his wits and courage.
"With all these noises, it would be hard for them to hear. I think this is the right time to tell you more about myself. I repulse me... and I don't want you to be repulsed as well, when you find out the kind of person I am. I want you to know these things now... while this is still a young thing... so that you can't say I hid anything from you later, and so that you can bail if you want to."
He wasn't making much sense, but that was the way his brain worked - scattered and eclectic, his thoughts scrambled by his illness.
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Posted: Thu Jul 03, 2008 4:31 pm
He gave a content sigh, wrapping his arm around the other, pulling him close.
"I think.. We are an equally matched couple Alekxiel. You have a past, and I'm but a shadow." He replied, facing forward.
"Don't be repulsed by yourself, embrace it else you'll become an outcast and the only place left for you will be the shadows. That's not a world you need see." Ichi turned to look at the male in his arms, resting his foot on the bar in front of them. "I won't leave, even if you turn out to be some sort of horrible person. You're dating one of the worst."
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Posted: Mon Jul 07, 2008 3:45 pm
"Do you really mean that?", he asked softly, and laid his head on his collarbone. The question was really more of a reassurance for himself than a question that needed to be answered.
His thoughts were interupted when the car they were in was suspended at the top and stopped there. He clung still more ardently to the fox... for among his list of fears was a definite fear of hieghts.
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Posted: Mon Jul 07, 2008 4:04 pm
"Aye.. I mean it." He gave a content sigh, pulling Alekxiel closer. He had felt the tensing of the others muscles, figuring it had something to do with heights Ichi had pulled him close.
"It's safe. I won't let you fall Alekxiel."
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